Saturday 2 May 1953
− Jesus: “My little one, offer Me your headache in union with My sufferings, in atonement for your sins. In My presence, close your eyes and open your heart to Me. Do the same with your neighbor. Close your eyes to their faults and open your heart to charity. Do not be sad concerning your illness. It is Mine.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, it seems to me that when I am writing, I am being lazy, for I could use this time for other things."
− Jesus: “My poor little one, who will judge you on your conduct, your laziness as you say, Me or others? I will judge you on your obedience to Me and to your director!”
Sunday 3 May 1953
– Mimi: “My Beloved, where are You? I am looking for You. You seem so far.”
− Jesus: “Not at all, My poor little one. I am hidden behind the cross I am sending you. Your mind is so preoccupied by so many things. You don’t even see Me. Many persons thank Me for favors received, but few think of thanking Me for the crosses I send them. Isn’t the cross the most beautiful gift I can offer them? With the cross, I guarantee them eternal salvation. Give thanks to Me for every one of your crosses.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me carry my daily cross with patience, resignation and love.”
− Jesus: “My little one, offer yourself to carry the crosses of all those who don’t offer and don’t want any cross in their lives. The cross must not remain without a victim. You understand Me don’t you? Understand the importance of the cross."
– Mimi: “My Beloved, out of love for You and also with your help, I will carry my daily cross. I insist and ask for Your help. I need You every moment of my life.
Till tomorrow, my Love!
My Gentle Heavenly Mother, do not leave me!
Monday 4 May 1953
– Mimi: “It is with joy, ô my Beloved, that I offer You today my soul and my body.”
In the afternoon, I played a bit of music as a distraction.
– Mimi: “But after three months, I can no longer move the thumb of my right hand following an injury. I am working with a lot of difficulty. To write has become for me a great sacrifice. I am suffering, and as comfort, I have a stranger in the house who constantly tells me many times a day: “Your thumb isn’t well” or, “I don’t want to worry you, but it is very sick; I think that you will end up losing it”, and this is what I have as a tonic for the past three months. How many times, I have been tempted to tell her: “It isn’t only my thumb that is sick, do you think you are normal?” However, out of love for You, I chose to remain silent in atonement for my sins. And yet, in spite of this, I must keep smiling in the presence of my dear mom who is still sick in bed.
My Beloved, give me the strength, the necessary patience. I constantly need You. With what sorrow I renounce a legitimate pleasure but, out of love for You, my Beloved, I give up my music. You know with what ardor I worked hard after twelve years of serious studies, after having known a certain success. I would have so loved to pursue my musical career. Music has played such a great role in my life, during somber hours, my piano was my confidant, a silent witness of my sorrows, of my loneliness.
You have taken my thumb. I accept joyfully this trial for I say to myself that I am inching my way to heaven for all the things I have to do, meals, laundry, housework, taking care of my dear Mom who is ill, etc., my thumb is always missing. However, I got help from my sister and my little niece.
To prove to You my love, I offer You my whole hand. Keep it in Yours. You know, my Beloved, how painful this trial is when I hear beautiful music, either in church or on the radio. My heart hurts. I say to myself that it’s over, and I cry; poor human nature, always regretting.”
− Jesus: “My dear little one, console yourself. In My heaven where you will be one day, you will be satisfied by celestial music. Rejoice in advance. Isn’t it a soft melody that you hear when I speak with you? When you hear beautiful music, do not cry, for with this trial, I knew that you could offer Me more. Aren’t the crosses I have chosen for you well chosen? So, no more regrets, for I am keeping your little hand in Mine. I am well pleased and happy.”
− Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for reassuring me concerning Your love. Do with me as You will. I am totally Yours.”
Saturday 9 May 1953
I was looking at the leaves trembling on a tree, the wind was violently gusting.
– Mimi: “How strong and powerful You are, my Beloved!"
– Jesus: “My poor little one, My power is the same in souls but few are the ones who allow Me to work in them as I would like. Since man is free, I wait. I am a patient God.
My little one, did you look closely at the leaves of that tree that are trembling? Notice, however, that the roots do not budge. Be the same when your soul trembles before the violent winds of temptations, doubts, trials and crosses of this life. May your mind and heart remain well rooted in Me. Fear not. Continue to see Me in all that surrounds you. Render me homage by thanking Me for such beauty and goodness. In creating all these things, I was thinking of you and was already loving you.”
– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for all this richnesse
Sunday 10 May 1953
– Mimi: “My Gentle Heavenly Mother, on the occasion of Mother’s Day, allow me to offer You my best wishes and all my love, You, my Gentle Mother of heaven. The most beautiful present I can offer You is Your Beloved Son by attending Holy Mass.
I thank You for the great proof of love I was given, when You accepted to become my Mother. How I would like to be near You on this beautiful day. I am so moved that words escape me. However, as a little girl and in all simplicity, I want to tell You in all the sincerity of my soul that I love You, My Gentle Mother of heaven. Yes, I love You. I would like to express my gratitude, my love. I kiss your forehead on this feast day and in the name of poor sinners, I wish You a Happy Birthday, accompanied by all their affection. It isn’t possible for a child not to think some day of his mother. In their name, I repeat that we love You and thank You for accepting to become our Mother. I entrust all these souls to You, in spite of appearances, they are still Your children. I ask You to please shower upon them Your special graces in their lives.
I ask You not to forget my earthly mom. I ask You to heal her completely. She has suffered greatly for the last seven months, poor mom. I would so like her to be in good health and happy. She has suffered so much during her life. If I insist and ask these favors of You, it is because I am certain of being heard.
The day was very lively. I am very tired. Help me, my Beloved, to end it well.
Till tomorrow!
11 May 1953
– Jesus: “My poor little one, You sadden Me greatly by acting this way. Do not offend Me by saying that this makes no sense, that it is ridiculous.”
– Mimi: I was tired of writing believing that I was mistaken.
– Jesus: “My poor little one, you know very well that it is I who inspire you and dictate to you. Without Me, you can do nothing. You know your ignorance. If all that you write came from you, you would have reason to say that it is boring and insignificant. You only have to write. Don’t forget that you are simply a very small instrument in My hands. Am I not free to take the means I want to bring you closer to Me and prove My love for you? If your mind were not so preoccupied, you would understand the importance of Our conversations."
– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved, for my lack of confidence, for being unjust towards You. How I am full of imperfections! To help You forget all the sorrow I have caused You, from now on, with Your help, I will be faithful in my submission to Your Holy Will in all things that You will ask me.”
Good night, my Beloved. I give You a big hug. How I love you.
Tuesday 12 May 1953
− Mary: “My poor little one, come every day if possible to visit Us. I am your heavenly Mother. Come, I will show you how to know and love My Gentle Jesus. I will guide your steps on the road to virtue. Fear not. I am near you. I will protect you as My child. However, always remain in My arms like a newborn. Does a newborn leave her Mother’s arms to go towards the unknown, alone, without help, without a guide? Of course not! It is the role of a mother to love, to guide the steps, to teach love, truth, confidence, sacrifice to her dear little one. My dear little one, let Me fulfil the role of a Mother towards you. My dear little baby, so weak, so frail. We need to know one another better in order to understand one another.”
Wednesday 13 May 1953
– Mimi: “My Beloved, today You wish to receive a lot. With Your help, I offer You everything in spite of the state of my soul. You know how I hate writing. This is contrary to me but out of obedience to my director, I shall write. You ask me to put my writings in order. Please help me. My mind is so empty. Why this fatigue, this disgust, this fear of accomplishing what You ask? How despicable I am in Your service!"
– Jesus: “My poor little one, do you understand why I insist so much that you abandon yourself completely into My arms? I repeat to you, without Me what can you do? The Holy Spirit cannot descend into your soul that is still full of all kinds of preoccupations. My little one, on the occasion of Pentecost, prepare yourself to receive the visit of the Holy Spirit! Begin a small retreat if your director allows it. Redouble in fervent prayers. Ask My Divine Mother to help you as She helped the apostles to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Prepare your soul in silence, meditation and prayer in order to receive all the light and special graces that I want to give you to accomplish your mission. Don’t forget! You no longer belong to yourself. You belong to Me and to the souls.”
Friday 15 May 1953
– Mimi: “My God, I renounce human love in order to possess Divine love. I even renounce the children I could have had if I had married. From now on, I want to give birth to the souls I will call my dear children, for they shall be born from this mystical union. I shall love them as You do, my Beloved, for these souls will be the prize of my life of sacrifices.”
After very tiring work, I was exhausted. My heart was beating quickly.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t go on! Please help me. I am suffering but I love You.”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, I feel the same as you do. Don’t forget that I am in you. If you could hear my heartbeats when you call for help and say that you love Me. Be very attentive to this, My dear little one: the gift of love is the total giving of ones self.
Saturday 16 May 1953
– Mimi: “How great is Your goodness! I am more and more aware how great is Your mercy and how infinite is Your love. Me, the littlest of Your creatures, the most despicable, You deign surround me with so much care. I thank You, my Beloved, for everything, especially for Your constant love. I thank You my Beloved for giving me Your hand and for allowing me to amend my life. Moreover, You offer me to become one day Your little spouse. Ô my Beloved, please help me fulfil well the mission You have given me so that I may be worthy to be Your spouse. Without You, You know, I can do nothing. Remove from my mind all that could distract me and separate me from You.
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me, strengthen me so that I may understand God’s designs on me. Give me the necessary strength to follow the same path as my Beloved, that is, to accept with love the sufferings and crosses of this life, that I may understand once and for all the importance of the cross. I want to conform myself to Your Holy Will.
And You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, teach me to say each day my Fiat. Grant me the grace to remain very humble, very little. Keep me from all feelings of pride that could penetrate me. Remind me constantly what I am and where I come from. Without You I am nothing. Uproot from my heart all affections that are not part of You. Remove me from all that could prevent me from going to You freely.
My Gentle Mother, protect me from all sin. I want to deal with all my faults. Keep me from venial sins, for these faults, these failures, these imperfections are obstacles between Him and me. I trust in You, protect me, keep me in Your powerful arms, especially at the hour of my death. I know that I will go to Him through You, my Gentle Mother of heaven. How anxious I am to see You, to love You more and more! This is why I want to offer up everything in order to lose nothing. Help me, please, on this day, to develop christian virtues. Help me keep my heart pure and simple, a heart ready to give of myself each moment out of love for God and for souls.”
Sunday 17 May 1953
– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for proving Your love for me; it is with confidence that I come to You, ô Infinite Goodness. I need to tell You once again that I love You. The devil is at my heels and is suggesting all kinds of thoughts contrary to faith; I don’t even dare write all these horrible things. My Beloved, in spite of all these temptations, I need to tell you often, very often that I am Yours forever. I believe in Your love for me; I trust in Your infinite mercy towards me, the poor little girl that I am. My Beloved, even if my mind seems far from You, my heart still remains in You; keep it safe. I don’t trust myself.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, come to my help. Do not allow me to give way to temptation. Everything is against me. The struggle is terrible. Give me Your hand. I am confident for I know in what hands I have entrusted my future.
My Beloved, do not leave me, I beg You. Give me the strength to keep on smiling in spite of everything. In the eyes of the world, I am a very happy person and, many times, they tell me that I am free, that I don’t have to work outside, etc. Poor people! They do not know that I am working for You and for souls. However, I will remain silent.”
– Jesus: “Don’t be sad, My little girl. It is I who will be your judge, one day. I am happy to learn that you are working well, that your work is done under the cover of darkness and humility, for people consider you a happy person on earth.
But I know and I love you, My little girl who are all Mine. You proved to Me once more your love. Thank you, my little girl, thank you for your love.”
– Mimi: “And I thank You for Your help, Your love. Help me, sanctify each day so that I may attain my goal. Like You, I will continue to work in silence, keeping secret Our union with physical and moral suffering.”
Monday 18 May 1953
– Jesus: “Good morning, My little one. Today, try to be more attentive to My word and to what I shall ask of you. Why do you let yourself be so easily distracted during the recitation of the Rosary. This offends Me. What are you doing while listening to music on the radio. Your mind is attentive to what is being played and nothing can distract you. From now on, My dear little one, place your mind and heart only on Me. In all circumstances do the same, close your eyes in My presence and open your heart to Me. Being faithful to this practice, distractions will quickly disappear. Ask My Divine Mother for help. She will teach you how to pray to Me, how to know Me and love Me. She will center your heart and mind on Me.
In order to please Me, would you give up all the radio programs that interest you, except the religious ones. Offer this to Me in atonement for your sins and the sins that are committed through certain programs, frivolous songs with double meanings, sensual music, etc., scenes that promote divorce.
In order to obtain rapid success with all these desires, they allow themselves to use the word “love”. My poor little one, if people understood the importance of this word, they would only use it with respect. Film producers know very well that in placing the word “love”, they will attract all hearts and people’s curiosity. Poor people, poor human beings !!! This word “love”, isn’t it each day on display in My Church, My tabernacle, My Gospel, My Sacraments? Am I not the first one to have used this word to attract all hearts?
What have they done with My love? They don’t even have the time to listen to Me, to visit Me in My sacrament of love! How greatly this saddens Me, I who have given myself out of love!”
– Mimi: “Ô my Beloved, to console You from the indifference of so many and to prove to You my love, my gratitude, I offer myself to You with most sincere love. I will accept with love all that it will please You to send me. To please You more, I will give up all the radio programs that are useless. I ask your forgiveness for all the sorrow I have caused You by allowing all kinds of distractions during the recitation of my Rosary.
Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me, strengthen me. With the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I will keep my mind on You, my Beloved. From now on, no more voluntary distractions. I will be very attentive to what You ask of me. I love You because You are the God of love.
Till tomorrow!
Tuesday 19 May 1953
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what is Your wish for me today?”
– Jesus: “My little one, on the occasion of the anniversary of your vow as victim to My merciful love, I wish that, in the presence of your director, you renew your vow for life.
Prepare this beautiful day with prayer and sacrifice. Meditate on all that I ask of you in Our conversations and what your director commands of you. Sometimes you forget and become discouraged. The devil takes advantage for he knows your weak spots. My poor little one, the mission I have given you is too beautiful, too big to remain useless. On this day, I would like you to receive communion for I want you more intimately united to Me in My sacrament of love. I will help you; We will help you fulfil your mission well. I in you will glorify My Father who is in heaven.
Remember Our last encounter on the 27th of May 1952 when you joyfully offered yourself to My merciful love. How happy you were to finally have a goal. With what joy also, We accepted your offering. My Divine Mother looked upon you with love.”
– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I remember this beautiful day. How great were my feelings and my joy! I cannot express all that I felt, I the littlest of Your creatures, the poorest. With the permission of my director, I offered myself to You in all humility, empty handed but with a heart full of love and good will.
This is why, before reciting the act of offering, I asked for the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I was confident that She would help me reach my goal. How anxious I am to renew this vow! I am confident, my Beloved. Help me love You more and remain faithful to You until death when Our union will be perfect. You and I. How well we are going to work together to render homage to God.”
– Jesus: “My little one, share this conversation with your director. May he guide you and help you prepare this day well.”
24 May 1953. Pentecost Sunday
– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, prepare my heart, if You please, to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit.
By the gift of wisdom, grant me the grace to see in everything and everywhere only Your infinite wisdom. By the gift of intelligence, give me the necessary enlightenment to understand Your plans for me.
By the gift of counsel, guide my heart and mind towards You. From now on, may I receive counsel only from You and my director who represents You; I will be certain of not going wrong, You who are the Truth.
By the gift of force, ô my Beloved, increase in me the force and courage to fight evil. Give me also, if You please, the necessary strength to accomplish Your Holy Will so that I may walk with You on the road of virtue, You, the God of the strong.
By the gift of science, grant me the grace to understand truth, give me the strength to resist the discourses of man and their false values and all that could separate me from You, absolute Master of heaven and earth. Teach me the science of loving You, of praying and working with You.
By the gift of piety, increase in my soul, faith, love, trust and charity. Help me intensify my fervor in serving You. May I abandon myself completely into Your arms in spite of my weakness, You who are infinitely good. By the gift of the fear of God, grant me the Grace to never give in to the suggestions of the devil who inspires me with the fear of the chastisement I deserve.
Remove from my soul this fear, this mistrust towards You and increase my love, my faith, my confidence in Your merciful love. I wish that my only fear be from now on to lose You through sin. I am so frail. I need Your assistance each minute of my life, ô Almighty God.
Moreover, ô Holy Spirit, increase in my soul the desire of perfection, holiness, devotion, denial in the service of God and of souls. Make me a faithful fiancée in the fulfillment of my vocation. Remove from my soul all that could harm it and become an obstacle to Our union. Would you, please, grant the same graces to all the souls of poor sinners. If You knew how I understand these poor souls. How I love and pity them! I beg You, my Beloved, may all the gifts of the Holy Spirit descend upon them. I thank You for them and for myself.”
Monday 25 May 1953
– Mimi: “My Beloved, today will be a day of physical suffering. My day is yours and for the souls. I offer each one of my sufferings in union with Your sufferings and passion in atonement for my sins and those of poor souls.”
A visit to the doctor was not very encouraging. He frankly admitted to me that he could do nothing for me and referred me to a kidney specialist. While waiting several hours at the doctor’s, I looked at all these people with worried looks and I asked myself: “What are they all thinking? Are they also as worried and preoccupied about the salvation of their souls?”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, pray for each one of them, for their souls and for their sufferings. They are all very sick. Consider that it is a bit of Myself that you find in each one of them.
My poor little one, how many persons consult Me as doctor of souls, you the first? Am I not the specialist in healing all illnesses of the soul and of the body? Like the surgeon, I sometimes have to make an incision, operate the soul in order to give it life, to allow love, confidence, strength to penetrate in order to follow Me. Poor humans, few allow Me to work in them. How many are there who recognize their weaknesses and their infirmities?”
− Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I ask You humbly and with confidence to heal my sick soul.
I am walking on the road of virtue as a wounded and blind person. I allow You to operate my soul, to remove all that can harm my spiritual healing. As for the healing of my body, I submit myself to Your Holy Will. I do not ask to be healed but the strength to always accept these sufferings that have become useful since I began working with You for souls.
My Beloved, my life belongs to You. If you want it now, I offer it to You immediately out of love. I was happy to learn that the doctor could only prolong me in this illness. I am convinced that this illness comes directly from You. For the last ten years, the doctors have done their best to relieve me. They admit that they don’t understand it and continue to look for its cause. There is not a single part of my body that has not been affected by suffering. But I, my Beloved, know about Our understanding and I have no regrets. I repeat, I am all Yours forever. My soul and body are at Your disposal. I abandon myself totally into Your powerful arms. Do with me what You will. I thank You for the advantage You give me in allowing me to suffer, to purify this body that offended You so often.”
Till tomorrow, my Love!
Tuesday 26 May 1953
− Mimi: “Good morning my Beloved! If only You knew how sad and melancolic I feel. Help me, please! Nevertheless, I am thinking of You and of souls. I offer You everything.”
− Jesus: “Poor little one, share with Me your pain, your troubles, your difficulties. I will take care. Trust Me. I am protecting you. Fear not. Also trust your director. He is assuring you in My name that all will be ok. Be preoccupied by only one thing: to please Me. Prepare yourself to renew your vow. Increase your fervor. Meditate on the motto of the Association (Victim Souls): God and souls through Mary. Also meditate on this: The victim soul mysteriously goes up to the altar with the priest. Isn’t it your wish to work for Me with the priest? Remember Our contract with your director when I asked for your collaboration. We each had Our part. I asked your director to offer and work, you to pray and suffer. As for Myself, I will do the rest and complete what is needed. How happy you were to work for souls! Think about this beautiful day.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am suffering. Do not allow doubt to enter my soul. Help me. I don’t want my misery to discourage me.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, listen to my voice, I beg You. Press me into Your arms where I will feel secure. Protect me!
Ô Holy Spirit, give me the necessary light to accomplish well what God the Father asks of me through His Son and what He expects from me.
My Beloved! How I love You and thank You for Your help. In spite of my weaknesses and cowardice in Your service, You still help me in my misery. Thank You, thank You! Don’t leave me!”
Till tomorrow!
I ask Your forgiveness for my lack of charity towards these two persons. Who am I to allow myself to criticize these persons? My Beloved, help me put an end to these criticisms that are getting worse by the day. I will ask my director to help me correct this fault. I ask your forgiveness. From now on, whenever I am tempted to criticize, I will try to think of You, of your charity."
– Jesus: “My poor little one, do you see the importance and necessity of prayer. Meditate on the Our Father. You will find remedy for your miseries. Share with your director Our conversations, your joys, your spiritual consolations, your sorrows, your faults, imperfections, temptations, troubles, your discouragements and the cause of your struggles, your negligence in My service, your victories, projects, your goal. Do not hide anything from him for he represents Me and he alone can help you, understand you. Trust in Me for I am in him.”
Wednesday 27 May 1953
− Mimi: “I have lived a memorable day. The Feast of Our Lady of the Sacred Heart. In the presence of my director, I renewed my vow as victim to His merciful love. I cannot write all that I felt. My love and feelings were so great. Your embrace was so strong! I cried with joy. I never felt such happiness though I felt the weight of the cross, the sharp pain was on my left shoulder. I understood the responsibility of my action. I think my director guessed what I was experiencing. I did not share with him everything, fearing that it was an illusion.”
– Jesus: “You were wrong, My poor little one, for I allowed him to share this happiness with you. He had the same happiness when he gave himself to Me on the day of his ordination. My poor little one, tell him everything. He shares your pain, he sees your struggles, why shouldn’t he witness your happiness? This joy was coming directly from Me, don’t forget. Therefore, trust him, for he takes My place near you to help you in the mission you must follow in order to follow Me. Do not leave him any longer in the dark.
My little one, by the total giving of yourself in My service and for souls, you are fulfilling the same mission as the priest, for you have the same goal, the salvation of souls with Me. However, your work is more hidden, more difficult and painful, being in the world. This is why I constantly ask you to open your soul to your director so that he may direct you and prepare you for what I expect of you. My poor little one, let me work freely in your soul. There is much to be done to render it agreeable to My Father."
− Mimi: “This morning, I offered my communion in thanksgiving for so much goodness. Grant me the grace to never take back this offering of my whole being in Your service and for souls.
My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me I beg You! Give me Your help if You please!”
– Jesus: “Do not be afraid to give Me everything. My heart is large; there is room for you, My poor little one. Come every day, if possible. I will teach you to know Me and love Me.”
Friday 29 May 1953
− Mimi: “Good morning My Beloved! I am putting myself completely at Your disposal because I love You. I do not want to refuse You anything. I am suffering a lot. One more visit to the specialist for the kidneys. How painful and tiring was the trip, but in obedience, I have submitted myself to the care of the doctors. But, interiorly, I know what You expect from me and the importance of my sufferings. I offer You everything in atonement for my numerous sins and also for the sins of poor souls. How much You ask of me in exposing my body to an examination that I loathe and that bothers me.”
– Jesus: “My poor little one, offer Me this sacrifice in atonement for your sins. How many times did you not expose your body simply for pleasure? Think about the sorrow you caused Me each time.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, You are right and I submit to Your Holy Will. Help me to remain serene in front of my dear mom in order not to worry her about my condition. With what resignation I accept the diagnosis of the doctor when he declares that he doesn’t understand my case and that it will be very long. Instead of being sad, I was happy for I had a sure proof that my Beloved was associating me more intimately to His Passion through moral and physical sufferings. I am suffering a lot but I am thinking about what You endured out of love to save my soul. My Beloved, increase within me the desire to follow You each day on the road of suffering. I need Your strength, Your help to work faithfully with You for the salvation of souls.”
Till tomorrow, my Beloved! Good night, my Beloved Mother of heaven!
To protect me during my sleep, I will wear my rosary around my neck, for the devil is always there
Saturday 30 May 1953
I had distractions while saying my rosary because I was watching a little boy.
− Mary: “My poor little one, if only you looked at My Son with as much affection, how happy I would be.”
