Spirituals notes 

Year 1953

friday 20 February 1953

N.B. Mimi will be 38 on the 8^th of July 1953

– Mimi:Today, my Beloved came to me with so much love. Once again, I experienced how great and infinite is His mercy. With the permission of my director, I made a general review, that is, an inventory of my life, my poor miserable life. Following the example of Jesus, my director received me so paternally, with so much understanding, that it is with confidence that I opened, a little, the secret door of my soul. How happy I was!

What does a little girl do when she has a lot of joy; she runs to her mother to tell her the good news. So, why not share this great happiness with my Heavenly Mother! I went to my Gentle Heavenly Mother to thank Her and to ask Her to protect me, to keep me near her Motherly heart where I will be safe. I also asked Her to express, on my behalf, all my joy and my gratitude to Her Divine Son; to give Him my love.

– Mimi: “My Gentle Heavenly Mother, would you please place on the forehead of My Gentle Jesus a kiss of peace that I offer Him, I His poor little girl; I am so unworthy to approach Him. But this gentle kiss coming from You, from Your lips so pure, will please Him very much. 

I also thanked God the Father for His great mercy on my behalf; God the Son for showing so much love towards His poor little girl. I also thanked the Holy Spirit for all the graces I received, especially the necessary light that enlightened my spirit in my dark moments.

During this great moment of happiness, I did not forget my spiritual director who played an important role in my life; I owe him so much! If I am presently able to raise my eyes to heaven, it is thanks to him; I am thinking about all that he did for my soul. So many prayers, masses, sacrifices of all kinds! How much my soul cost him! I gave thanks to God for all these graces.

I gave my Gentle Mother of heaven all the souls of poor sinners; I asked that they encounter in their lives someone who would help them and guide them along the right road; that they might experience the true peace of soul. I am so happy that I would like to shout my joy to the whole world and say :

– Mimi: “Come to Him, all of you; if you only knew how much He loves you; how much He wishes to have pure hearts giving and surrendering themselves to His Holy Will! How He expects a lot from souls ready to offer themselves to Him  at every moment. 

I wish for all souls the great happiness I am experiencing and that we only find in Him. However, Jesus made me understand that I had to pray more to better know Him and love Him even more, in order to serve Him faithfully.”

– Mimi: “My God, I would so much like to prove my love for You; I would like to live continually near You, to work with You for the salvation of Souls! Do you want me to?”

– Jesus: “Why would I have waited so long for you? Didn’t I often tell you what I expected from you? Remember the circumstances that brought you closer to Me. 

I chose a spiritual director for you whom you must trust for I placed him on your path to guide you; he will guide you according to My Will and My orders. Meditate on these words : Love, Trust, Reparation, Vows. I beg of you, no more doubts, offer…, offer more and with more love and trust.”

saturday 21 February 1953

– Mimi: Thanks to the goodness of my Beloved, I had the great pleasure of attending Holy Mass and receiving communion. On this beautiful anniversary, it seemed to me that Our two souls were more intimately united. What wishes were given on this occasion! What thanksgiving! What demands!

– Jesus: “Do not forget this beautiful day. We are also sharing your joy. However, may this day remain a day of thanksgiving, of spiritual rejoicing.”

– Mimi: “My happiness is great, I had a long conversation with my Beloved. How He loves me and how I love Him! Is it possible for my heart to contain so much love? In silence and solitude, We shared our many wishes. How small I felt near His adorable heart! 

In a moment of fervent love I asked Him:"What do You want from me, my Beloved?”

– Jesus: “I want you to be all Mine! See how patient I have been; I have been looking for you for a long time. I was calling you but you always turned a deaf ear; you didn’t even hear My complaints. However, I never ceased loving you, in spite of your ingratitude and contempt. Think a little about the sorrow that My Divine Mother felt in seeing your indifference, you, Her child. Yet, She always remained near you and watched over you. She leaned over your crib to protect you for She already knew My great desire to unite Myself with you one day as spouse… I beg you, trust Me!

Believe in Me, in My word, in My love for you; if you only knew how beautiful I want your soul to be, pure, full of simplicity, humility, love. Abandon yourself completely into My arms. I will protect you; let Me work in your soul in order to purify it and render it agreeable to My Father. For a long time, I have been lavishing you with My favors. No one on earth is able to understand the great mystery of My infinite mercy. It is so easy for a soul who wants to surrender himself to Me to find Peace. Do not forget these words, to want is to have.”

22 February 1953

– Mimi: I had just offered myself to Him.

– Jesus: “I have been waiting for this for a long time when freely you would offer yourself with all your misery, your sincerity, but especially with all your love. Fear not. I am yours forever. I and you. I want you as spouse. However, I want to make an alliance with you. With the permission of your director, I allow you to wear the ring of the Virgin that he will bless in My name on the day he will choose. With this blessed ring, you will recognize My great mercy and My love for you. In wearing this blessed ring, it will be your shield, it will protect you all your life from your enemies, from the devil’s attacks, from temptations; it will also help you fulfill your role as a spouse of Christ and remain faithful. In moments of spiritual aridity, doubts, fears, troubles of all kinds, dejection, loneliness, abandonment, you only have to glance at this ring, to remember this day, this alliance, you who are nothing and I who am everything. Know that I am but love. Isn’t it marvellous? I and you. Nothing is impossible to God; have no more doubts, My little one. Doesn’t the Creator have the right to unite Himself to His creature as He wants?

Do not try to understand the mystery of Divine love. May this day remain engraved in your memory. This must count as the most important year of your life.”

27 February 1953

– Mimi: I received the visit of my Beloved; how happy I was!

I went for a short visit. We were preparing the monstrance altar for the forty-hours. I was so happy to see such beauty, with what care we were preparing everything, flowers, curtains, lights, etc. My eyes weren’t big enough to take everything in… But suddenly the little voice softly said: 

– Jesus: “Why do you allow yourself to be so easily distracted? Prepare your soul, think about the beautiful offering you will give me. 

− Mimi: “What do you want from me?”

– Jesus: “With the permission of your director, offer Me during the forty hours, three holy hours. The first one will be an hour of love and adoration, the second one, an hour of reparation you will do on your knees in a spirit of humility, the third one, an hour of requests. 

Adore Me in My sacrament of love, I the Unknown One, the King of kings, the Supreme Master. Unite yourself to My Divine Mother, to My celestial court. Come in all simplicity and speak to Me about love. I so need to receive the impulses of your soul during this hour.  We will exchange our avowals. We will speak about our projects. Give thanks for all the care I am giving you. Believe in my love for you, My poor little one. One hour with Me goes by quickly when one listens to My voice, when one dares speak to Me heart to heart with confidence. Speak to Me also for the souls who do not dare believe in My love, in My mercy. In spite of their conduct, I love them all, I love you all.”

                                                                               

Saturday 28 February 1953

– Mimi: “What book should I bring during this holy hour?”

– Jesus: “None… Find a way of approaching Me, My poor little one. Simply offer Me your heart and spirit.  If you like, We will read together from the book of your life.”

– Mimi: “At last We are alone, my Beloved. I want to thank you for the great favors I received today. With the permission of my director, I can offer You two holy hours. The first from 4 to 5, an hour of love and adoration; ther third will be for tomorrow; the second from 7 to 8, an hour of reparation. 

I asked my Gentle Mother of heaven to lend me Her heart to speak to You. Then, I closed my eyes to better meditate. I imagined a scene in which I could see You in heaven, seated on Your throne of glory. You, the King of kings, you were in all Your splendor, You, the Supreme Master, surrounded by God the Father, the Holy Spirit, and near You, I could see the Virgin Mary, Saint Joseph, all the saints and the angels. All were prostrated in adoration and praise giving you homage. What a beautiful scene for human eyes! 

How small I felt and saw myself amidst all these holy souls; I felt foreign. I was fearful and didn’t dare interrupt such a beautiful spectacle. Yet, I said to myself: “I would like to offer them something.” I looked at my hands; they were empty. I had never felt so sad at seeing my empty hands. I was looking at You, my Beloved.You seemed to say to me:  “Come closer, come closer.”  Then, suddenly, my Gentle Heavenly Mother, seeing my hesitation, my worry, She understood in Her Motherly heart and sharing my sorrow, said to me softly:

− Mary: “You are sad because you have nothing to offer My Divine Son. What about your little heart?”

– Mimi: “I immediately understood. In all respect, humility and sincerity, I approached you. I will never forget your gentle look, ô my Love. I understand now how Mary Madeleine was unable to resist this merciful look, so gentle; this gave me confidence. Holding the hand of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I was coming closer and closer to You, to speak to you a little. This is what I said:

– Mimi: “My Beloved, You have before you the littlest and most despicable of Your creatures. See my empty hands and I am not rich in virtues, as You know. However, I also wish to offer You something to prove my Love. Here is my heart that I purified through the sacrament of Penance. It is yours forever; it is filled with love for You; I give it to You, keep it.

I also offer you my life, the way you want it. I ask Your help; I will try to fulfill my obligations properly each day with love and submission.

One thing must always be on my mind, and that is to always do Your Holy Will at all times, never to lose you through sin. I am certain I will reach my goal, to attain one day my ideal for I am relying on You. I am also asking for the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I know that what I am offering You isn’t much; it’s the best I can do. Are you pleased with me? with my little offering?"

– Jesus: “Yes, but there exists a shyness on your part. My poor little one, you say you love Me; why then do you take so many detours to tell Me? Why do you hesitate in proving it to Me? Remember when a friend announced her visit how happy and excited you were, nothing was missing: appearance, smiles, all kinds of attention, etc.

I, your God, I don’t ask for so much; only to trust Me, to love Me. How easily you are distracted. You must purify your spirit and your heart. Always remain humble, do not be preoccupied by human concerns, give them to Me; I’ll take care of them. Am I not the strongest of the two? You know very well that I am watching over you who are frail, so little. Why be afraid? My poor little one, only one thing counts for Me: love, yes love.

Am I not a God of love? 

Am I not He who has given everything out of love?

Am I not your hope, your guide, your support, your Beloved? I beg you, tell Me often that you love Me, that you believe in My love. 

I love to hear you say it, with this simplicity of a child that you show Me at times."

Detach yourself from all things created.  If you wish some day to become My spouse, begin by trusting Me and loving Me the way I deserve.

Also, put your trust in your director, for, remember that he is taking My place; confide yourself in him and allow him to penetrate the deepest regions of your soul; tell him about Our conversations for he alone can guide you and help you. Also, be very obedient and submissive. Be faithful in following his advice; by following his directives, you are sure to do My Holy Will and to walk on the right path.

I am telling you and repeating that he alone can understand you for he has suffered a lot. See how good I’ve been to you; didn’t I choose him for you? And under what circumstances? Listen to Me very closely; some day, I will manifest Myself in him in order to build your confidence. 

In your conversations with your director, do not speak about your surroundings and unimportant things; ask him to teach you how to know Me and love Me like I want to be loved by you.  Let him teach you also to pray with confidence, like he does for he knows Me. As for you, you don’t. I want you to be all Mine. I am at times a jealous God. So, My poor little one, no more affections in your life, detach yourself, uproot from your heart all that could harm your holiness. There must be nothing left. I ask for a total gift of yourself.

Before ending our conversation, We will meditate on the Credo.

I believe in God, the Father Almighty.

Examine yourself closely; are you sure you believe in the existence of God the Father in your soul? In your life? Do you know Him as He should, Him the unknown God, Him the Almighty, Him the absolute Master of all things. You can continue to meditate the remainder with your director, if possible.

Now, My poor little one, Our projects will be to never leave one another; you need My love and I need yours. From  now on, I will ask a lot from you for you have been filled to the brim; I gave you more than you wished and deserved. We have been moved by your repentance and sincerity; your good will has pleased My Father very much; this is why I will help you; however, do not leave Me, follow Me; am I not the truth? I am the God of might; so, come close, I will be your guide. Ask My Divine Mother for Her protection, that She envelop you in Her mantle of glory; you are so little, so weak, so frail. You are in Our eyes almost nothing. This is why I come to you. Without Me, you are nothing; I am the Almighty."

– Mimi: “To my surprise, I saw that the hour was over and that I was no longer alone; yet, I was sure there was no one near me; I can’t explain what happened between Us; I feel like I had a beautiful dream and I thank You for it.

As for now, I have to leave You, my Beloved. How time flies in Your presence. I would like to stay some more, near You, and it makes me sad to have to return to my work but I must keep on smiling since all that I will do will be for You."

Saturday 28 February 1953    

– Jesus: “My poor little one, offer Me this hour of reparation for the poor sinners who don’t even think about reparation. How many souls think only about My mercy and do not even repair their own faults. Offer Me this hour on your knees, in a spirit of humility and reparation for your insults, your contempt, for your numerous sins, your failures, especially for your lack of confidence, your base deeds and finally for all your faults that I have known for such a long time  and also in reparation for sinners. Don’t forget, you are one of them."

– Mimi: “In all humility and repentance, I prostrate myself before You, ô my Beloved, in reparation for all the faults committed during such a long time. How guilty I feel; I weep for my sins, especially for my lack of confidence towards You, in Your infinite mercy; what pain these insults have caused You, my creator. 

I beg your forgiveness for all my base deeds and contempt. Is it possible, me, your poor little creature, that I was so ungrateful, so evil towards You who are infinitely good, so merciful and loving.

Like Mary Madeleine, let me weep on my sins, at Your feet, poor Jesus of my heart; with all the repentance and firm purpose of amendment, I want to amend my life. I regret each one of my faults; I detest all of them because they have offended You, the Supreme Majesty, and yet I hear your voice telling me: 

"You, at least, love Me."I cannot resist this call; I cannot bear this look of supplication without feeling deep sorrow."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, I thirst for souls; repair, offer, love and work. Yes, how many souls ask for My mercy and forget to amend their lives. When I was on earth, it was not sufficient for me to ask My Father: “Forgive them for they know not what they are doing.” Atonement and reparation were also necessary and it was through the crucifixion that I atoned and repaired for you and others. Don’t forget the good thief; after asking Me to forgive him through an act of faith, I promised him heaven but he remained on the cross to atone and repair. Understand, therefore, the importance of sufferings and trials.

See My gentleness, My love in helping you make amends. It is because I love you, that I want you to be Mine. I want to unite you to My passion. What a beautiful gift is the cross! Hear this cry of My heart: will you remain indifferent to so much love?

I want you to repair and atone for yourself and also for the souls of poor sinners. Think a little about how many souls you have lost, perhaps! So, repair! If only this thought penetrated you once and for all, deeply within your mind: to save souls with Me! Do you want to work with Me as a team?  I, your director and you.  This is my wish: Your director will offer and work, and you will pray and suffer. I will help you and complete what is lacking for without Me you can do nothing… Begin today; I need souls at the cost of even your life. I await your answer; will you follow Me? Out of love?"

– Mimi: “Why are You waiting for my answer? You know very well, my Beloved, You know my ardent desire of never refusing You anything since I want to become one day Your little spouse. I constantly think about Our future union where I will be Yours forever. Does a fiancé refuse anything to her future spouse she loves? To prove to You my love and sincerity, in the presence of My Divine Mother, I renew my vow as a victim of Your merciful love. Remember, my Beloved, the day when, with the permission of my director, I offered myself to You: remember, ô my Love, how happy I was. In memory of this beautiful day and also to console You, I renew this offering as follows:

“Adorable Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, in the presence of the Most Blessed Virgin Mary, my Sovereign and Mediatrix, I offer myself entirely to You for the accomplishment of Your designs of Love and Mercy. In the presence of R.P.R.C., delegate of the Director General of the Association of Victim Souls of Mary Mediatrix, I, G.F., offer myself as a victim of holocaust to Your merciful love, begging You to purify me and consume me, allowing the flow of infinite tenderness from You inundate my soul and thus become a victim of Your love. Moreover, I make the vow of accepting generously the pains and sufferings, in union of mind and heart with Jesus the Redeemer, Victim on Calvary and on the Altar and never to retract this offering. 

In making You the gift of myself as victim, I beg You, my Lord and my God to grant me Your grace so that I may remain faithful to You until the day when You will allow me to sing Your praises in the eternal beatitude of heaven. Amen.”

1^st of April 1953

Wednesday of Holy Week

– Mimi: “Here I am, my Beloved, at Your disposal. Do with me what You wish, I am yours."

– Jesus: “For today, mortify your senses. As for your pride and self love, I will take care of them. Because I love you, this is what I must do. You’ll understand later; as for now, be content by shutting your eyes; let yourself be guided by your director who represents Me, for, I repeat, I will make Myself known through him in order to increase your confidence. I ask of you to remove from your heart all feelings and human affections; detach yourself from all things. I want you to be more intimately united to My passion. I’m asking you a lot but I think I have the right to do so. Am I not Your Creator? I have not forgotten your offering, already a year ago. I remember how happy you were to offer yourself to My merciful love. Today, I want to make sure that you have remained loyal. My little girl, by privilege, I want you to share in My sufferings; I want you all to Myself, especially more united to My passion. 

I want you to give Me the first Fridays of each month in atonement for the sins of the world, especially your sins of all kinds. Examine yourself well, especially concerning your lack of confidence. However, ask permission from your director to offer Me more; do what he tells you. My little girl, would you be ready to mortify your body, even by shedding your blood, out of love for Me?”

– Mimi: “My Beloved, You know that without You I can do nothing but with You and for You I can do all things; however, my poor nature refuses; I am such a coward at times.”

– Jesus: “So, why then do you wish to be My little victim of love? Do you believe that a wish was sufficient for Redemption? What would the cross have become without a victim? My poor little one, I beg you, offer Me more; are you like many others, victims only in name? Why do you wait for Me to ask you something? If you offered Me everything out of love, how happy I would be to accept this offering of yours, the littlelest of My creatures. Poor little one, fear not and give Me your hand; ask constantly for My Blessed Mother’s help. May She guide your steps on the road of life as She did for Me when I was little. Don’t forget, you too are Her child. Trust Us. We love you very much, poor little one, you are so frail.”

– Mimi: “You know, my Beloved, how much I ardently want to love You, serve You, live only for You, but I am weakness personified. You who are almighty, increase this love in my soul, remove from my heart all that could harm Our union.”

Holy Thursday, the 2^nd of April 1953

– Jesus: “In My presence, prostrate yourself, adore Me in My Sacrament of love, close your eyes to the world and open them to the heavenly light and to the truth.”

– Mimi: “After a long and loving exchange, I must leave You my Beloved, but I hope to see You again."

In the afternoon, at church before the monstrance altar.

Everything was so well prepared in richness and beauty! I was in contemplation."How beautiful", I said!"I am so happy to see such beauty."

− Jesus: “If you could see Us in all Our Glory, if you could see the beauty of My heaven! If you could see the splendor of a soul in the state of grace, this sight would be too much for human eyes, for you would die of happiness. Ask Me each day to be admitted into My Kingdom in order to see Me face to face, to enjoy these celestial beauties for all eternity. If you knew the joy you would give Me in making this demand! Ask this favor for the souls who forget to ask. 

Remember and think of Me on the cross; in spite of My sufferings and agony, a great joy flooded My soul upon seeing My Divine Mother; in spite of Her sufferings, She remained courageous, standing near the cross; also, I heard Mary Medeleine crying. In spite of her sorrow, she assured Me of her fidelity and love by following Me to the cross. But another secret joy occurred when I heard the words of the good thief, asking Me to remember him in My Kingdom. Isn’t this the best testimony of trust, love and faith coming from a liberated heart? Note well, he was free to do so. With what love My Father came to this trusting and sincere soul! 

At this moment, many people are visiting My monstrance altar. How many souls do so to satisfy their curiosity. A few of them offer Me acts of atonement but acts of demands are more numerous; very few souls think of offering Us their lives the way We want, My Father and Myself. It is the greatest homage they could offer Us. Do you see the importance of life for Us? The life of each being is also My life! And this life united to the Will of My Father, simply out of love, with what joy We would receives these offerings. If all mankind understood that in offering their lives, they are offering the greatest proof of love and faith. What a consolation for Us! Be one of them, My little one.”

– Mimi: “Out of love, my Beloved, I offer You my life the way You want it. I want every heartbeat from my heart to be an act of perfect love. In union with You, my Beloved, I want to offer myself continually each day in giving thanks to God the Father and I want to follow You in search of souls. I would like to spend more time chatting with You but my duty is calling me. However, You are not leaving me completely since You are in me and I in You.”

– Jesus: “Do not be like My Apostles, do not sleep. Stay awake and pray with Me; it is My agony that is beginning. I need your sufferings as well as your night. If you saw at this moment all the souls that are escaping Me and fleeing from Me. What a sad sight for a God; help me I beg you! Pray, offer up, ask for mercy for you and for those who ignore it and do not want to believe in My infinite goodness. Isn’t my heart an ocean of mercy? My dear little girl, do not leave Me alone; stay awake, suffer and pray with Me. My loneliness is so great! Think about it, isn’t the gift of love the total gift of my whole being? My little girl, when your soul will experience the agony, I will remember this night when you refused Me nothing. Fear not, I will look after you.”

3 April 1953

Good Friday

– Mimi: “Hardly a few hours of sleep. It is 7 o’clock; I begin working with You.”

– Jesus: “My little girl, offer Me all your actions out of love, may there be a total submission to My Holy Will.”

– Mimi: “Do with me what You will, I am Yours forever, I love You so, ô my Love.”

– Jesus: “My poor little girl, do you accept to share My sufferings of this day for the conversion of poor souls? If so, offer Me everything out of love. Listen to me carefully, be attentive to what I will tell you. Many have a great devotion to My five wounds, but there is a sixth wound, the one that the cross made on My left shoulder. With the permission of your director, I would like you to share with Me this sixth wound. I will inspire you what you must do. After the scourging and crowning of thorns, the carrying of the cross did not leave Me. Do you see the importance of the cross and of the 6^th wound?

Out of love for Me, offer Me your silence in the presence of so much contempt and ingratitude. I allow this in your suffering; you will better understand Me. Do not think of yourself at this moment; think of Myself, your Beloved.

In spite of all the fever that has taken hold of your entire being and the thirst you experience, think of My thirst for souls and of the dryness of hearts; at times, you are one of them. Do not forget that I need many souls and that they are bought through prayer and sacrifice made out of love.

With the three of us, We will do great work to honor the glory of My Father. Remember Our conversation during forty-hours in which I asked you to pray and suffer; I also asked your director to offer and work for this; as for the rest, I would take care of it. Today is the time to work together, to begin to work as a team.”

– Jesus: “Make the way of the cross on your knees and remain in the same position in spite of your sufferings; offer Me everything out of love and in atonement for so many sins. How many people prefer their body to My Divine Body; you know this from experience.

My poor little one, mortify your body. To give you strength and courage, look at My poor blood-drenched body on the cross, always in the same position… Do you believe that a few drops of blood were enough for the salvation of souls? No. However, a few drops of blood united to Mine are very useful, for this same blood becomes the blood of a God. Are We not one, presently? You, Myself. Thank you for your courage and loyalty in following Me. What you are suffering at this moment is nothing, after all, and your cross is light. Without Me you are nothing. Do not forsake Me! ”

Saturday 4 April 1953

– Mimi: “My God, I believe, I love You, I trust in You and expect all from You. You are the Almighty; help me, please, for I can do nothing without You.

My Beloved, like Mary Madeleine, I am looking for You; where are You? My mind is lost, I am in darkness; I am suffering terribly. I am before You and remain insensitive like a statue. My heart is cold, my spirit seems to be covered with a thick veil. My soul is dead. I am suffering. Do You hear my complaints? However, Your will be done. My Beloved, in spite of all appearances, keep me near You. I am nothing without You. To submit myself to Your Holy Will, in a spirit of faith and love, I will work with You lovingly.”

– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for the small ray of sun, so encouraging, coming from my director. I am aware that he is working a lot for souls. He must not work alone. I promised to participate in the team work. In spite of the state of my soul, I will pray and suffer entirely out of love to obtain the conversion of poor sinners, so that they may receive the sacrament of Penance, that they may have fervent faith and sincere repentance, but especially a firm purpose never to offend You in the future.

I will pray especially so that all the souls will love God more and keep their good resolutions by putting into practice the advice given by God’s representatives.” 

5 April 1953, Easter Sunday

– Mimi: “My Beloved, tighten the bonds that unite Us. A certain fear has taken hold of my spirit concerning my vocation. I ask myself : Am I where You want me to be? If I were married, I would probably be better off founding a family by giving birth to children. Later on, my solitude wouldn’t be so great. I could share my troubles and responsibilities with my husband and receive the affection of my loved ones. On the other hand, if I were in a community, I would have a moral sucurity. By remaining a celibate, I have the impression of leading a selfish and useless life. My God, I feel so lonely and different from others.”

– Jesus: “If I have placed you apart from others, like you say, it is because I wish you to be all Mine. I am expecting and asking you a lot because you have a mission to fulfill; you will understand later, for the moment, trust Me! If I had placed you in a married state, your heart would have been divided between your spouse and Me! Between your duties and your mission! If I had placed you in religious life, you would have been less deserving because you would have only had to follow the rule already established. What struggles would you have had to undertake?... you would have had a regular and calm life! 

My poor little one, stay where I have placed you. You must be alone to accomplish the mission I have destined and entrusted to you. If you want to fulfill your role well, I will be very demanding. First of all, no more human affections, no more attachment to objects, no more regrets. Your mind must be free, no more preoccupations. 

Do you want to follow Me? My great desire is to have you as My spouse. I beg you, uproot from your heart, from your spirit anything that can hinder Our union.

I want you to be detached from everything and everyone! I am asking of you a life of continual self-denial. My poor little one, in accepting everything out of love, do you have the impression of leading a selfish and useless life? Have you not already given Me everything? Why worry about the future since I will be with you? You offend Me greatly with this daydreaming. Promise Me that this is the last time you will allow it to happen. My little girl, trust Me, your Beloved. If you knew how much I love you in spite of your weaknesses. Some day, you will understand! Do not leave Me; you need Me and I need you.

I repeat, if I have called you to this kind of life, it is not to have you lead a selfish life. On the contrary, you will have to give up everything, like I gave up everything out of love. I want you to be Mine, and Mine alone. Don’t I have the right, as Your creator, to place you where I want? The way I want? 

To help you out, I give you My Divine Mother as a model; be humble like Her; purify all your actions, be submissive entirely and out of love to My Holy Will. Carry your cross with love; it is the secret of holiness.

If you want your soul to rise some day in the glory of My Father, believe in Me, in My love for you, do not leave me."

                                                                     
Monday 6 April 1953

– Mimi: Today, Jesus is asking a lot from me. I notice that my love is growing, I can refuse Him nothing. I am always in the same state of mind. I feel nothing. There is complete emptiness. I am functioning only on the three theological virtues. 

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for the little ray of sun. I need a lot of faith to realize what I have to do today. I am depending on hope, without forgetting the charity that I will constantly keep before me. My God, I love You. I trust in You, my Beloved. I need You. Protect me, I am weak, I can do nothing without You. Someone spoke about a person critically, and, during the conversation, I added my personal criticism. 

– Mimi: My Beloved, I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. I can see how much this criticism must have saddened You and to show You how sorry I am, I will amend myself this very day. From now on, I will remain silent in front of this person. See how weak I am, even in little things. 

My Beloved, God of might, I take refuge near Your heart. Show me how to remain strong during these little struggles, give me a hand. I am so afraid. Do You hear my cry? Do You hear me in spite of Your silence? I am suffering; no one knows what is going on presently in my mind. 

What a struggle! My God, I believe, I love You, I trust in You, I hope and expect everything from You. Goodnight my Beloved. Did I work well today? Are You pleased with me? If I could only understand Your silence!”

Tuesday 7 April 1953

– Mimi: “Greetings, my Beloved. I want to spend my day with You. I will do my best not to displease You in any way. I love You so much… Today, I will need a lot of patience. I am counting on You. Out of love for You, I will be very patient and especially very charitable. My Beloved. Morally, I am suffering terribly."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, think of My sufferings. Offer these sufferings to obtain the conversion of poor sinners who do not dare come close to Me, to my sacrament of love, to the sacraments. Why do they fear? Am I not infinite Goodness, a God of mercy? Poor souls! I beg you, do not be one of them. Trust Me, your God, your Friend.”

– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for I overcame my pride. Thank You for Your help.”

Visit to the church for a few moments.

– Mimi: “I want to come closer to You more and more, my Beloved. I am so tired. I come to rest for a while near You and also to tell You that I love You, my Beloved. Give me the strength to continue my day."

– Jesus: “Yes, my little one, I will help you. However, do not forget all the fatigue I endured out of love for you and for souls. If I were near you, would you offer me a tired and saddened look? Why do you offer it to others?

I know that you are suffering a lot, but, if it is out of love for Me, why are you sad? A smile costs so little. Give it to others. When you do, it is to Me that you offer it and I am pleased.”

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask forgiveness if I offended You. In the future, I promise You to be more generous. I need Your help. I have a lot to do in order to correct myself, but especially to amend myself. Once again, I need Your help. I am suffering; my soul is crying. However, I am offering You my best smile. Give me the strength to keep smiling also for my neighbor. 

The situation is always the same and it pains me. My Beloved, do not forsake me. I need You during every moment of my life, for without You I can do nothing. 

Goodnight, my Beloved. Rest well. I will stay awake, I cannot sleep, my sufferings are too great. I offer You my insomnia. I am thinking of You, of the souls of poor sinners though I be one of them. I will pray for the delivrance of the souls in purgatory. 

                                                                                                     See You tomorrow!

 WeDnesday 8 April 1953

– Mimi: “What a beautiful day, ô my Beloved! I want to work with You. I notice that I have to have a lot of charity.

I am being tested by the devil. I am tempted to seek revenge in certain little circumstances. My God, come to my aid. Out of love for You, I will be very charitable. My Beloved, remove from my heart all feelings contrary to charity, increase in my soul all virtues. I count on You. I so wish to please You, but I am so weak. I am more and more aware of my helplessness. Do not leave me alone in this struggle. Give me a hand. I am physically in so much pain. My condition is worsening more and more. You alone are a witness to all this. I am enduring all these sufferings to obtain the conversion of poor sinners and also to obtain the forgiveness of my numerous sins. Help me keep on smiling in spite of all my doubts and the injustices of all kinds from my neighbor. This is how I can show You my love. Thank You for the small ray of sun. I am sorry to leave You for a little rest.

My Gentle Mother of heaven! Would You please kiss the forehead of your Beloved Son on my part, to help Him forget my failures of the day.

Good night. My guardian angel is watching over me. Good night My Beloved.”

Thursday 9 April 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, give me the necessary strength and patience to spend this day without offending You in the slightest way. I offer You everything out of love. You know in what living conditions I am at the moment. My Beloved, give me also if you please the physical strength. My heart is very tired. I have a big washing to do. I can hardly use my right hand. I have difficulty working. Please help me. 

Thank you for the ray of sun. It gives me strength and courage to know that everything is taken into account and that nothing is lost. My director is helping me very much and assures me that in accepting everything out of love, I am able to atone and merit. Isn’t that marvellous, ô my Beloved?

In spite of my indignity, You will come into my soul, tomorrow. I must prepare myself with acts of love and confidence. Increase in my soul the desire to receive You with all possible love and respect. Remove from my soul all that displeases You. I am looking forward to receive You, ô my love. I do not want to brood on my concerns and problems. I give them to You and I am certain they will be safe in Your hands. May Your will be done, my Beloved, and not mine. I need You so badly.

How costly is a soul, my Beloved! Poor souls! I must give them to You. You have asked me to offer You my whole evening. I am suffering greatly. No matter, since it is for You and for souls.

My love, You know very well that each hour of the day and of the night is Yours, and that Your wish is my wish.” 

Until tomorrow, welcome to my poor soul. I am Yours forever.

Friday 10 April 1953

– Mimi: Hardly a few hours of sleep; five o’clock in the morning. 

– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. Did You rest well while I was working for You? I am ready to begin once again.

Thank You for visiting me this morning. I owe this great privilege and great joy to my director. How kind he is; his devotion knows no limit. My God, bless him in a special way. My Beloved, grant me the grace to love You as he does. I can still see him take this little host between his fingers with so much respect and love to give You to me, and in a few seconds, You were present in my soul; ô unfathomable mystery of love! With what confidence and love I prostrate myself before You, ô Almighty God, to adore You. I am here, near You, I, Your poor little creature; I am conscious, more and more, of my weaknesses, of my cowardice. When I think about my life, my poor life! In spite of it all, my Beloved, you still come to me and wish me to become Your spouse some day. I am so happy to be in Your presence; Your embrace is so strong that my heart seems to want to burst; I cannot express what I feel, so great is my happiness. Only God’s love can produce such an effect. Thank you, my Beloved! I adore and love You!

You ask me to sacrifice these special moments that are so intimate when We are more than one. To do as You say, I accept Your Holy Will, and while doing my work, We shall love one another in silence. I will speak and listen to You. We have so much to say to one another, don’t We?

Help me keep smiling with No.2 (a person who is mentally ill and who has been living with us for 7 months.) I would prefer to chat with You. However, out of love for You, I will try to appear interested in the conversation that will last several hours. I am suffering; how difficult it is; I feel very tired and this situation has been going on for 7 months. I need You; help me to remain charitable and calm. I would not want to offend her in a moment of impatience. You who are present in me, I trust in You; without You I can do nothing.

You still need me, my Beloved. How can I refuse You after showing me so much love this morning. Here I am; I offer You everything out of love and for souls. My day isn’t over; from 8 to 11 and the struggle isn’t finished. I am suffering, what torment! My Beloved, I try to think of You, to what You endured out of love for me and for souls. However, I feel my strength leaving me; I want to carry on. I am leaning on You; my sole courage comes from You. I beg You, give me the strength to continue till the end. During this trial, I am alone, struggling, but I must be brave and keep on smiling before my dear mom who has been sick for the last 7 months with heart trouble. Thank you for the ray of sun that is always on time.”

– Jesus: “My little one, take courage! Confide in your director. Listen to him! It is I who speaks through him.”

– Mimi: “Thank you, Beloved, for helping me. Mom doesn’t seem aware of this interior struggle. Thanks to the Holy Spirit; He helped me find the right words to encourage my dear patient. I did my best to increase her trust in spite of the state I am in.

I never stopped telling her: fear not Mom. He is with us; don’t forget He is Almighty; let us throw ourselves into His arms like little children. Let us trust Him completely. He cannot forstake us. I must put up with my two characters: 1 and 2. Come with me, give me Your hand for I am trembling with fear.

Heavenly Mother, protect my mom; she is defenseless and ill. The situation is becoming more and more intolerable. My Gentle Heavenly Mother, enfold me in Your mantle of glory; I feel more and more weak; my heart cannot take it any longer. Ô Mother of sorrows, look upon Your child who is suffering and crying and who is calling for help.”

Good night, my Beloved. Your little girl who is suffering out of love for You.                                                                                                                                                                                                                      Till tomorrow!

Saturday 11 April 1953

– Mimi: “Good morning my love! Another day with You, that is, a day to work with You out of love. Give me the strength to do well what You ask of me. You know, my Beloved, that I am suffering in all kinds of ways because of so much injustice. Help me keep silent like You kept silent because of all my injustices and daily failures. Thank you for the little ray of sun that encourages me and gives me strength, for I know that I am not working alone for souls. Thank you also, my Beloved, for giving me the occasion to atone for all my faults and therefore show You my love. Increase in my soul all the graces I need to better serve You and follow You with fidelity so that I may some day attain my goal.  Without You I can do nothing, I am nothing.

My Gentle Heavenly Mother, teach me to give Him my daily fiat. I ask You to please send a ray of joy and hope into the hearts of poor sinners. How unhappy they must be without You, without Him in their lives. 

Keep me close to Your heart. I don’t want to lose You. You know how weak is my poor nature and how great the danger! It is with confidence that I pray to You, my Gentle Heavenly Mother and that I entrust all the suffering souls. One more request: When I say the rosary, would you offer for me each Ave to Your Beloved Son so that He, in turn, may offer it to God the Father. I know that each Ave from Your hands will be purified and will please God all the more.

Good evening! I offer You my sleep even with its nightmares. I am suffering; my heart is so painful, no one can imagine. 

Mother, my Gentle Mother, please cradle me in Your arms; I need to feel close to Your Motherly heart. Cradle me softly, very softly like You used to do with Your dear One. Am I not also Your child? I know I don’t deserve so much, however, I know that in a mother’s heart there is always room, especially for the weakest. 

Mother! I am so weak, so sick, I am so miserable. I beg You, let me rest on Your heart. I give you one last gentle kiss on Your forehead.

Till tomorrow, my Beloved!

Sunday 12 April 1953

– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. The day doesn’t seem to be cheerful; the same situation for the last seven months. Since You want it to be so, I accept it out of love, for I have a great need of forgiveness. I am taking advantage of the occasion to atone for my sins. But I beg of You: give me the strength and courage. It has been decided to no longer share meals with me. I am alone and the solitude is weighing me down.” 

– Jesus: “My little one, offer Me this trial in atonement for your sins, your negligence. Remember, My poor little one, how many times I waited for you! 

How many times I invite souls to My eucharistic banquet! Only a few accept My invitation! Out of negligence and from your lack of fervor, how many times you left Me alone for My meal. In spite of appearances, I am near you, very near. You say that solitude weighs you down; don’t be selfish and think of Me in My daily solitude in the tabernacle, prisoner of My love. 

Poor human nature that is never satisfied! You seem to forget that I love you, that I am your God, that I have the right to give orders. My poor little one, you say that you love Me, yet you complain. It is precisely because I love you that I allow these trials that are so useful to you. You’ll understand later My love.”

– Mimi: “Poor Jesus, when will I be able to understand the importance of trials and little crosses? Forgive me, how weak I am. 

My Gentle Mother, show me how to be patient and generous in Your service; please give me the courage to accept the trials of this life and to love my cross. Do not leave me.”

                                                                                                              Till tomorrow!

Monday 13 April 1953

− Mimi: “I felt so alone, even though I had by my side my two characters, 1 and 2. The situation is getting complicated. Out of love for you, I will try to answer them calmly and gently, but now, I am spoken to in a rude manner. I find this situation terribly painful. How I must love You, my Beloved, to accept this without saying anything. If You were not within me, my nature would rebel; I know that I deserve this and that I need to atone for a lot of things. My Beloved, yes, I accept everything out of love. I want to follow You. I want to atone and merit. I offer You my sufferings, my struggles, my difficulties, my daily miseries. I trust in You  but see how weak I am. Help me please.” 

− Mimi: “How much courage I need to put up with this situation! My God, I need You, right away. The devil is near me.

Thank You, one more victory has been won! The struggle lasted three hours, thank You for Your help, my Beloved. Without You I would not have resisted the temptation. 

I would so much have liked to defend myself, to answer the accusations. But I thought of You during this time. I remembered Your silence before the injuries, the accusations that You did not deserve. You endured all this out of love for me. To prove to You my sincerity and gratitude, I wish, in all things, it will please You to send it to me for the good of my soul. Ô Jesus, teach me how to carry my daily cross properly and how to love it accordingly.

Good night, my Gentle Mother!

Till tomorrow, my love. Remove from my mind this dislike that has taken hold of my heart. Initiate in me new feelings towards my two characters. How difficult at times it is to say: I love my neighbor as myself for the love of God. Without You I can do nothing but with You I can do all things.”

Tuesday 14 April 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, another day with You. Do not leave me; I need You."

– Jesus: “My little one, I am pleased to see with what honesty and simplicity you have been able to confide yourself in your director this afternoon. I wish it to be always so.

My poor little one, do not doubt Me and follow well the advice of him who is directing you, for I will manifest Myself in him. So, no more doubting. Be confident! I love the simplicity of the child who, seeing how weak she is, asks for help. So, don’t be shy; remain for Me the little girl, so tiny. This is how I love you, so, remain in My arms. Confide yourself in your director; he can help you for he has suffered a lot; he understands your situation, having endured many trials himself. His strength came from Me. You know, all three of us have the same goal, the same ideal, to save souls.”

– Mimi: “I feel so lonely during the evening meal!”

– Jesus: “But you are not alone; I am with you, in you. I am even sharing your meal which is delicious, for it is made up of sacrifices, sorrows, troubles, but what pleases Me most in this meal is the love and confidence that you offer Me. Isn’t that enough to satisfy Me, with My great appetite, the mendicant of love?”

– Mimi: “Thank You for so much goodness. In my happiness, I do not forget my director. I pray for him every day. I owe him everything. My soul has cost him so much. I do not want to be ungrateful and I must place my confidence in him. From now on, I will tell him everything. My Beloved, increase in me the desire of heaven. I ask this also for the poor souls who do not think about it. My motto for tomorrow will be the cross and souls.

Good night my Gentle Mother. I place my soul into Your hands. 

My Beloved, I ask forgiveness for all my sins and faults of this day.”

Wednesday 15 April 1953

– Mimi: “Are You there, my Beloved? I can hardly stand up. I am suffering too much; my strength is leaving me more and more. Please help me! My right hand is so sore. It has been a month since I injured it. The healing is very slow. I have a lot of work to do.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, why do you doubt? I hear your complaints; I see your fears; I can hear the impulses of your heart. I was following your struggles. Even if I turned a deaf ear to your demands, I was still very close at hand, in your heart. I wanted to rest a while. I was sleeping while you were working in my place. Tell me, can I still count on you?  What saddens Me about you is your lack of confidence, at certain moments. If you could only understand, if you were only convinced of My love for you. My poor little one, what more do you want?”

– Mimi: “I know that I am weak and that I easily forget. I ask Your forgiveness. You ask a lot from me but each demand is accompanied by grace. I accept everything out of love. Please help me! Like You, I want to keep silent. I have been struggling for the past three hours. I can no longer put up with these bursts of laughter coming especially from my two characters and a few other persons. They seem to take pleasure in humiliating me, in making me work more than I can.

My God, I can feel my nature rebelling against these injustices. My Beloved, give me enough humility to accept in silence all these trials in atonement for my sins and enough love to suffer all this for You. 

I want to believe in You. I trust in Your love for me. I need to tell you often how much I love You, my love, my Beloved, my God.”               

Till tomorrow.

I was about to receive communion.

– Mimi: “You still want to come into my soul; look at my misery, my sins, my faults, my soul is so sick. I am ashamed to offer You my soul in such a state.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, what Happiness would I have in visiting a soul where there is nothing to do? It is truly because you are sick that I want to come to you.”

Thursday 16 April 1953

– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for having lightened my cross by giving me the necessary strength to endure these trials.”

– Jesus: “My little one, I also thank you for accepting these little crosses out of love for Me. I know that the struggle was very hard. I allowed this struggle to purify you, to keep you perfectly humble. I beg you, let Me work in your soul in order to remove all obstacles to Our union. I want to make you agreeable to My Father. I will help you according to your confidence and the intensity of your love.”

Friday 17 April 1953

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for coming to visit me this morning. I desire You with all the ardor of my soul. I cannot live without You. 

For the last two days, You have placed Your crown of thorns on my head. I beg You, let me carry it with patience and love. The suffering is horrible. You alone know this, but I am happy to be able to contribute to Your work for the salvation of souls. The situation is always the same, but I offer it all out of love. Thank You for helping me in this struggle; without You I can do nothing. 

Circumstances allowed me to help out my two characters, even to kneel before them; this amused their friends very much. I can still hear them laugh, see their faces. The devil took advantage of this and suggested all kinds of ways to avoid this humiliation that You permitted. Poor human nature! I feel so lonely, defenseless; help me if You please. I am suffering. This has been going on for 4 hours. But, since it is for You, in a spirit of humility and love, I submit myself to Your Holy Will. 

My visit to the doctor was not very encouraging.

I must leave You till tomorrow. Thank You for all graces received today.

Am I working according to Your desires?”

Saturday 18 April 1953

– Mimi: “I need You today. I must try very hard not to get angry, not to intervene; the situation is always the same. Help me, I beg You. I do not have the strength to resist; without You I can do nothing.

Ô my Gentle Heavenly Mother, help me give my Fiat the way I must. I offer You all out of love and I want to accept all in atonement for my sins and also to obtain the conversion of poor sinners. How I pity them, how I understand them. 

My Beloved, give me the strength to remain silent. I thank You for helping me. I was tempted several times to respond to the accusations against me. I was in a position to defend myself with a good explanation. But to please You, I preferred to remain silent. I thought of You. I could see You in front of Pilate, receiving all those accusations. You answered with Your silence. You endured this out of love for me and following this, how many times You remained silent when I sinned! Out of gratitude for such goodness, I have offered You my day. 

Thank you, my Gentle Mother. Keep me close to You; I am so weak.

Good night; till tomorrow. I was about to forget. My Beloved, remove from my heart all feelings of revenge; take possession of my heart, my spirit. Keep me very humble, please.”

Sunday 19 April 1953

– Mimi: “Good day, my Beloved. Ô how desperately I need You. The situation is becoming more and more complicated. Give me the necessary courage! Give me, please, the strength to fight, to resist temptation. I am so weak. Why is my heart troubled? My soul is worried. The cross has become a burden. My Beloved, I am sending you a S.O.S. I can’t go on. I am in constant pain and this doubt won’t leave me. I am walking in constant darkness. How evil I am, my faults are so numerous.

My Beloved: remove, uproot from my heart this spirit of vengeance, resentment. The devil is tempting me to prove my innocence, to face up to the situation, to make known my rights. He tells me it isn’t fair. My pride is falling into his net.

Poor nature. How weak I am, full of faults, of all kinds of imperfections. In spite of it all, You love me, my Beloved. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. I am sure that I must have offended You a lot in letting my self-love be my guide. How I regret all this! I am ashamed of my conduct towards You.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, I allowed all this to leave you to yourself in order to make you understand that without Me you can do nothing, that you are nothing. My little one, how you will have to struggle to uproot from your heart all that can hinder your sanctification. I am demanding from you great humility and an entire submission to My Holy Will. Ask My Divine Mother to help you. Isn’t She the most perfect model of humility?” 

– Mimi: “My Beloved, with all the ardor of my soul, this is my prayer: 

                      “Jesus, meek and humble of heart, 

                                render my heart similar to Yours.” 

How I love You. How infinite is your goodness, My Love, after so much ingratitude on my part, You still think of me with such tenderness and I always find You ready to forgive me.

Thank you for the ray of sun that helps me so much. My Beloved, in reparation for my repeated faults that wound You and sadden You, I ask you once more to forgive me. Help me, please, to undertake the struggle. I understand that without You I am nothing and I am certain that without You I can do nothing. You, the Almighty, please change my heart,enlighten my spirit, purify my soul. How I would like to love You, to adore You, to serve You as You deserve. I am confident. I know that You are my only help and that with Your aid, I am certain to succeed in this struggle. For this, I will take the necessary means. 

I will increase my devotion to my Gentle Heavenly Mother. I will place myself under Her protection. I will be safe. I want to do my best to receive you as often as possible. Thus, being present in my soul, there will be no room for my enemy.

Good night, my Beloved. I will give You my most beautiful caress to make You forget my weaknesses of the day. Till tomorrow. I will get up with confidence and courage. I will work with You for I want to atone, receive Your forgiveness. 

Good night, my Gentle Heavenly Mother. Please be there when I wake up.I need to feel Your presence near me to help me, uphold me. Please give me Your hand.

My dear father’s Birthday. How I miss him! Already three years since he left us. My sorrow is as great as on the first day of grief. However, I console myself because I am hoping he is near You, my love, and that he is happy.

Dear dad, don’t forget your little girl who is weeping, struggling, suffering on earth. How anxious I am to see you some day. Happy Birthday. Here’s a big hug! How I love you!”

Monday 20 April 1953

– Mimi: “Another day for You, my Beloved. Thank you,my Gentle Heavenly Mother, for being there when I woke up. I need Your presence to get through this day. The situation is always the same. You seem to be so far from me today. My Beloved, I need You. I am so alone.”

− Jesus: “Yes, My poor little one, I am far from you because you are not thinking enough of Me, of Our love. How do you want Our union to be perfect? Your mind is distracted by so many things. I repeat: be preoccupied by only one thing, never to displease Me, and submit yourself entirely to My Holy Will. All your troubles, worries, sorrows, I will take care of them. Trust Me and fear not. In return, I ask you to tell Me often that you love Me, that you trust in Me. If you only knew the joy it gives Me.”

– Mimi: “Thank you for helping me. I will not only tell You that I love You but I want to prove it to You by accepting everything out of love. I also accept to do Your Holy Will in all that You will ask of me. I need Your help, please. Good night, and forgive me for today’s weaknesses. I give You a gentle kiss that will make You forget everything.”

 Till tomorrow, God willing.

Tuesday 21 April 1953

– Mimi: “Good day, my Beloved! Help me spend this day without offending You. You seem to ask a lot from me. It is a pleasure to work with You. So, to do a good job, I will need to be more humble. Give me courage for the situation is getting more and more complicated. I accept everything out of love. I know that in order to walk in Your footsteps, I must carry my cross with joy and resignation. Give me the strength to carry my cross rather than drag it like I do at times. It seems to be so heavy. You know, my Beloved, even if I often drag my cross, I don’t drop it for I want to follow You in order to attain my goal.” 

– Jesus: “My poor little one! Are you comparing your cross to Mine? I am only asking you to carry this cross with love and I am helping you. But think of Me who was alone and nailed to the cross for the salvation of your soul, all out of love for you. Think about this! Afterwards, can you refuse Me what I ask of you?”

– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. It is impossible not to accept everything out of love. You always find the right words to convince me. You know that I love You. I never want to displease you in any way. But my poor human nature is always there. Thank You, my Beloved. I had the occasion of seeing my director, to tell him about my struggles and to open a little the door of my soul. I shared with him the sorrow of having offended You by lacking charity towards this person. How I regreat all this! My director made me understand that it wasn’t a good thing to act this way and that I would have to work hard to correct this fault. I made my confession with all the repentance and sincerity possible. 

My Beloved, I understand better Your merciful love. After so many offenses, You come to me once again to forgive me. I am too moved by this and cannot find the words to show You my gratitude and my love.”

– Jesus: “My little girl, it’s so easy! Just tell Me that you love Me. I will understand all this. Say it often, especially when you are suffering. Tell Me you love me when you are struggling, tempted, miserable. It will give you courage.”

– Mimi: “My Gentle Heavenly Mother! Would You please help me receive Your Kind Jesus? What joy! How anxious I am! 

My good angel has come to share my happiness. And to think that this great joy of receiving Him is because of my director. How good he is to me!”

WeDnesday 22 April 1953

– Mimi: “What a beautiful day! Thanks for the beautiful sun that is warming my heart. I had the great pleasure of attending Holy Mass said by my director and I received communion. For me, the 22^nd of April 1921 was a great day. It is the anniversary of my first communion. How great is my debt of gratitude! My Beloved, in spite of my unworthiness, my lack of fervor, of preparation at times, how many times since this day have You come into my poor little soul! This morning, I felt so little in Your arms, ô my Beloved! I can still hear Your gentle voice speak to me with so much love, and ask me:

– Jesus: “Do you want to become My little host of love 
                that I will immolate each day with Me?”

– Mimi: “How can I refuse You, my Beloved? Yes, yes, from the depths of my soul I desire to become Your little host of love that You will endlessly consume into Your Holy Will each day of my life. You know very well that I am Yours forever.”

Thursday 23 April 1953

– Mimi: “Feast of my Patron Saint. Good morning, my Beloved. I offer out of love all my actions of the day. Please help me to accomplish my daily tasks well. Grant me especially the grace of never offending You. Increase in my soul the desire of heaven. 

Yes, my Beloved, I desire You more and more. Keep me always in Your arms. You know my wish. Please help me attain it. Without You I am nothing. I thank You for all graces received especially over the last three years. I didn’t deserve so much. In thanksgiving for all these graces, I offer You my poor little life and love. I know that it is everything, but, my Beloved, please accept this offering coming from the poorest, the most despicable of Your creatures. I cannot do more, I am so poor. You know my great desire to please You. In making this offering, it seems to me that I am offering You a lot, for you know how attached I am to my life. Yes, my Beloved, do with me what You will. I am Yours forever.”

Good night! Keep me close to You!

– Mimi: “My Patron Saint, please help me in battle to conquer the dangers of this life. Help me to walk in your footsteps. May I sanctify myself, day by day, by accepting everything out of love for God.”

Friday 24 April 1953

– Mimi: “How much You are asking of me, my Beloved! Today, there are souls You must have. I am ready to go to work but please help me. Without You, I can do nothing. The same difficulties still exist. May Your Holy Will be done, ô my Love. I do not ask You to remove this cross, but the strength to carry it with resignation.

My Gentle Heavenly Mother, do You hear my voice? I am weeping and I am tired. I am suffering and my day is not done. 

My Love, tell me that You love me. This gives me courage. How great is Your goodness and I give You thanks. I hope that You are pleased with me. I did my best to refuse You nothing. I so want You to forget all my daily weaknesses. 

I want to love You as You deserve, my God, my All. I am Yours, ô my Beloved. Increase my love. I want You more and more.

    Till tomorrow!

Good night, my Gentle Heavenly Mother. Watch over me while I sleep. Thank You, Mother of Love.”

Saturday 25 April 1953

– Mimi: “The great day has arrived. Do not forsake me, my Beloved. I need You. Give me the strength and courage to accomplish Your Holy Will. I want to work with You in saving souls. I offer You all my actions and sufferings of this day. Following the example of Saint Theresa, I can tell You that I have never made as many acts of love and faith as of today. Four hours of moral sufferings endured with patience and in silence. And now, You ask me to add onto these sufferings another physical suffering. You know very well, my Beloved, that I am yours, that my body belongs to You. So, do with me as You will.

If You wish me to be nailed to the cross, I accept everything with love because I know that I am not alone. You are present, within me. You are by my side. Without You I can do nothing. I have not forgotten Our team work. I am thinking of souls. My Beloved, it is by accepting the crosses, the daily trials, that I want to prove to You that I love You. I also want to bring You a little bit of joy, of consolation. I love You so. I would not want You to suffer. I want to amend all my negligence, to help You forget what I used to be, what I am. How ungrateful I am at times, selfish, forgetful in serving You. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness. You have  now placed Your crown of thorns on my head. I accept this new suffering in atonement for my sins of pride when people complimented me on my hair, on my hairstyle, etc. How much time I gave to my outfit. I was so proud of my hair, poor me! Now, I want to make amends and from now on, I will only accept as adornment Your crown of thorns. 

My Beloved, I am suffering but I love You. The headache is getting worse. I will not take anything to calm the pain for I am thinking of You who carried this crown of thorns out of love for me without taking anything to calm this suffering. How many times have I placed this crown of thorns myself on Your head! Yes, my Beloved, I want to atone, I want to follow You, to suffer with You. However, I expect everything from You. Give me the necessary strength and courage. The pain is getting worse, more and more. My God, Your will be done, and not mine.”

– Mimi: “Good night, My Gentle Mother of heaven, Mother of Sorrows. Look at your child who suffers, who is struggling. I beg You, please help me. Give me Your hand, I am so weak.”

Sunday 26 April 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, this day is Yours. Grant me the grace to fulfill it. Without You I can do nothing. I distrust myself so much. To please You, I will keep silent on the present situation. Give me patience, please! I fully intend not to displease You in any way but I am weak, as You know! I ask You to remove from my heart this spirit of criticism. Help me correct this fault.”

– Jesus: “My little one, I have been waiting for you to ask me this for a long time. Yes, I will help you rid yourself of this fault for it displeases Me. This nasty fault gives way to many others. Criticism saddens Me a lot for this fault is the starting point that leads directly to pride. Its progress is very rapid. Notice that you begin with little things. Then, you exaggerate a little. Then comes a bit of slander, calomny, followed by rebellion, vengeance, and finally pride takes hold. Afterwards, you compare yourself to the person criticized by saying: “I’m not like that. I don’t do such things, etc. Pride takes over with all its faults. Don’t forget, it was pride that caused man’s downfall. It was humility that saved him.  If everyone understood this, there would no longer be any wars. There would be peace in the world. 

My poor little one, think about this and do not let the shadow of criticism enter your heart. If you want to please Me, work at correcting this fault. Do this for Me who loves you so. You can count on Me; I will help you. Also ask your director to help you.

Don’t forget. We must work together. Think about Our little team. Confide in My Divine Mother. She is constantly visiting you. It is my turn to say"Till tomorrow, my little girl."

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for helping me understand how terrible this fault is. Help me get rid of this spirit of criticism that seems, at first, unimportant and that, later on, becomes dangerous for the soul. 

My Gentle Heavenly Mother, keep me always little, humble, near Your motherly heart. Good night!”

Monday 27 April 1953

– Mimi: “Another day is beginning. I offer it to You with all its problems, its joys; out of love for You, I will try to be very patient but help me, please. I am suffering a lot physically. Yet, I am happy to have something to offer You. I am suffering but I love You. I cannot refuse You anything, my Beloved. Give me the strength to accept well, to lose nothing; I need to atone perhaps with merit. I want to take advantage of the present situation. I want to prove to You that I love You. I am ready to accept and suffer everything in order not to lose You. You are my Unique Love, my support, my guide. I would always like to be near You. I miss You. When will I have the pleasure of seeing You face to face, of contemplating You in adoration and love, telling You all my gratitude for so many favors. I feel so lonely when I am far from You.”

– Jesus: “My dear little girl, this day will come soon. In the mean time, purify your outlook, your spirit, your heart. Offer Me often your acts of Faith, confidence, but especially your acts of love. Refuse Me nothing, share in My sufferings. Do not forget My sixth wound. At certain moments, you will feel useless. In your eyes it will seem to be very little. Truly, it is so very little compared to what I have offered you. However, there is one thing that must console you. It is with these little things each day, accepted out of love and resignation to My Holy Will that I glorify My Father. My dear little girl, take note that it is time to reconcile the spirit and Love. I want you to be very humble. Say often that you are nothing without Me. Always seek the last place. Disappear, forget yourself, hide yourself within Me. Ask My Divine Mother to help you remain very humble, very little. 

She will understand you and guide you for she also appeared to human eyes as a nobody. She was considered as the most despicable of My creatures. She was rejected by all because She had become My Blessed Mother, because of Her humility, Her total submission to the Will of My Father. After all this, do you believe that She will remain indifferent to your prayer? She understands you and loves you.”

– Mimi: “Ô my Gentle Heavenly Mother, grant me the grace of always remaining very little, very humble so that Jesus may make His permanent dwelling within me. 

Till tomorrow, my Beloved. I love You. I trust in You, in Your love for me.” 

Good night my Gentle Mother!

Tuesday 28 April 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would very much like to do what You ask but how can I write in the conditions in which I am? I would like to chat some more with You, however, I have a lot to do, housework, etc. However, I will do my best not to displease You."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, you say you don’t have time to write, to read, however, you still find time to listen to certain programs on the radio. Don’t you think it would be better for you to stop a few moments to listen to My voice and write down what I ask of you so that together We can take a look at the program of your life? 

It is My wish that you write down Our conversations. Show them to your director. It is very important, for, I repeat that you must confide in him more, for he alone can help you, direct you the way I want and desire. Don’t forget that when he orders you to do something, it is I who is ordering it. Get rid of your timidity, go to him in all simplicity, open wide the secret door of your soul to him. Tell him about your struggles, your temptations, your sorrows, your joys, your wishes. Tell him everything. Trust him for he alone has been chosen to direct you in the mission with which I wish to entrust you. Therefore, no more hesitation; once more, be humble and submissive to him for he represents Me. I will now give you, My little one, an example to help you better understand. 

Was Mary Madeleine afraid to disturb Me when I was in the cenacle with my apostles? Of course not! She was confident. 

With complete simplicity, she approached Me with all her miseries, her weaknesses but especially with her love and confidence. She did not stop because of the criticisms of others. In her love for Me, I was the only one she looked at. So, do the same. I will love you all the more. What displeases Me about you  is this slight mistrust, this discomfort that you have at times towards Us, your director and Me. I beg you, remove from your heart this sentiment that could turn into the pride that I abhor.

My poor little one, it is so easy to live with Me constantly. All you have to do is to submit yourself entirely to My Holy Will, love Me sincerely, take up your cross each day out of love for Me, and follow Me. Ask constantly for My support, remain also very obedient to your director, close your eyes and let yourself be guided. Don’t try to understand. Trust Us. Meditate these words : Blind and weak, are you able to walk alone?”

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for opening my eyes on my behavior. How I must be wary of myself, poor little creature that I am. I have a lot of work to do in correcting myself, putting my life in order. I am counting on You, my Beloved, to help me. I also promise You to be very obedient to You and my director for it is You who commands me through him. Being led by my director, I will strive to correct my faults that are so numerous. I ask Your forgiveness for all the sorrow I have caused You. From now on, I want to be very prudent, for I do not want to cause You any grief. Till tomorrow! 

Forgive me, my Gentle Heavenly Mother. How much You must have suffered because of me who am so ungrateful!

My Beloved, I want to prove to You my good will. I will go tomorrow and ask forgiveness to my director for my unfair conduct towards him and also for my lack of confidence. I have no reason to act in such a manner. He has done so much for my soul. He is the one who helped me pick myself up and who is guiding me on the right road. How good and patient he is! But he is also quite firm in his decisions. I must submit since it is You who are in command. From now on, I will be very submissive to all that he will ask of me. In order to please You, I will go as quickly as possible. I am ashamed of myself, of my conduct. My Beloved, give me the necessary courage. Good night. I embrace You! Ô how I love You! Tell me that You forgive me.

                                                                                                              Till tomorrow!

Wednesday 29 April 1953

– Mimi: “Today, my Beloved, I think I am pleasing You by looking after these dear little ones. How happy I was to receive so many marks of affection, of simplicity. They were so sincere, these little ones. With what confidence they allowed me to take care of them. How beautiful they were and what joy radiated in their eyes so pure when I told them that I would take them to visit a church to see their little friend Jesus and it was by dancing around that they showed me their gratitude and joy. However, there was also some impatience. “Hurry up” said the little one, “little Jesus will get tired of waiting so long to see us.” How I felt little in their midst! 

My Gentle Heavenly Mother, I give them to You. Keep them always near you! 

Presently, my Beloved, I need Your help to undertake this new struggle. Yes, I want to overcome my faults, everything that can harm Our union that I wish more and more. I am awaiting with impatience for this beautiful day.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, My desire is even greater than yours. Yes, I want you to be all Mine forever. However, there is still something that is preventing you from advancing rapidly. Confide in your director. Tell him everything, your moral worries, your temptations. Do not be afraid to open the door of your soul to him. Tell him about Our conversations, your desires. He will guide you and help you in all your struggles. 

Fear not. I will be with you both. As in the past, throw yourself with more confidence into My arms. Keep on going, don’t stop. 

Keep your head high, eyes front, seek only truth, hope and peace that are only found within Me. In moments of weakness, look at the cross upon which I am, out of love for you. Take courage. Don’t leave Me alone. With the struggle that you experienced and that lasted seven months, I sought in My goodness to purify you. But prepare yourself for another battle, for I want to consume your soul so that there may be nothing human left. I want everything. For now, I am asking you only one thing: to accept. I will do the rest.” 

– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I accept everything out of love and with an entire submission to Your Holy Will. However, I tremble when I think about another battle that You are speaking of.”

– Jesus: “My dear little one, your poor human nature is always the same. Fear of effort, suffering, struggles, battles. But there is no fear when it comes to honors. It makes Me sad when I see with what aversion and cowardice, the crosses that I give My friends are accepted. My poor little girl, don’t be among them. Why fear since you will be in My arms.”

– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept everything with love and confidence, and I ask Your forgiveness for my aversions, my weaknesses. 

Good night my Gentle Heavenly Mother! Protect me if You please. Help me understand this sublime word that You pronounced out of love for me. 

Yes, this fiat that allowed You to become the Mother of God, to become one day my Mother. With this same fiat You followed Your Gentle Jesus to the cross. Am I not correct in calling this word sublime among all others? Thank you, thank you my Gentle Heavenly Mother for this great proof of Your love.”

Till tomorrow! 

I will say my fiat each day with Mary whom I love so much for She is my Mother.

Thursday 30 April 1953

– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. Today,I am going to work with You. Give me the strength and patience to accomplish with love all that You will ask of me. It is with humility and confidence that I approach the Sacrament of Penance in order to remove from my soul all the stains, all that may displease You. How I love You! Your mercy is so great! With how much love You bend over me who am nothing, only a poor little girl. I am full of faults. How great is my weakness! Ô my Beloved! Grant me the favor of always remaining very little, near You. Increase within my soul this purity, this simplicity of a child. Remove from my spirit all that can impede my sanctification. Keep me, please, in the most absolute humility. It is with confidence that I ask You to grant me these graces like a child asking her Father with insistance for a favor. Ô infinite goodness, I expect everything from You. I am nothing without You. 

I would like to chat longer with You, however, circumstances oblige me to leave You. It is out of love that I worked today. I never felt so little in contact with these dear little children. How happy they were to share their games with me…

Tomorrow, keep me near You, my Love. I need You so badly!

Good night, my Gentle Heavenly Mother!

Saturday 2 May 1953

− Jesus: “My little one, offer Me your headache in union with My sufferings, in atonement for your sins. In My presence, close your eyes and open your heart to Me. Do the same with your neighbor. Close your eyes to their faults and open your heart to charity. Do not be sad concerning your illness. It is Mine.”

– Mimi: “My Beloved, it seems to me that when I am writing, I am being lazy, for I could use this time for other things."

− Jesus: “My poor little one, who will judge you on your conduct, your laziness as you say, Me or others? I will judge you on your obedience to Me and to your director!”

Sunday 3 May 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, where are You? I am looking for You. You seem so far.”

− Jesus: “Not at all, My poor little one. I am hidden behind the cross I am sending you. Your mind is so preoccupied by so many things. You don’t even see Me. Many persons thank Me for favors received, but few think of thanking Me for the crosses I send them. Isn’t the cross the most beautiful gift I can offer them? With the cross, I guarantee them eternal salvation. Give thanks to Me for every one of your crosses.”

– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me carry my daily cross with patience, resignation and love.”

− Jesus: “My little one, offer yourself to carry the crosses of all those who don’t offer and don’t want any cross in their lives. The cross must not remain without a victim. You understand Me don’t you? Understand the importance of the cross."

– Mimi: “My Beloved, out of love for You and also with your help, I will carry my daily cross. I insist and ask for Your help. I need You every moment of my life.                                                                                            

Till tomorrow, my Love!

My Gentle Heavenly Mother, do not leave me!

                                                                                                   

Monday 4 May 1953

– Mimi: “It is with joy, ô my Beloved, that I offer You today my soul and my body.”

In the afternoon, I played a bit of music as a distraction.

– Mimi: “But after three months, I can no longer move the thumb of my right hand following an injury. I am working with a lot of difficulty. To write has become for me a great sacrifice. I am suffering, and as comfort, I have a stranger in the house who constantly tells me many times a day: “Your thumb isn’t well” or, “I don’t want to worry you, but it is very sick; I think that you will end up losing it”, and this is what I have as a tonic for the past three months. How many times, I have been tempted to tell her: “It isn’t only my thumb that is sick, do you think you are normal?” However, out of love for You, I chose to remain silent in atonement for my sins. And yet, in spite of this, I must keep smiling in the presence of my dear mom who is still sick in bed.

My Beloved, give me the strength, the necessary patience. I constantly need You. With what sorrow I renounce a legitimate pleasure but, out of love for You, my Beloved, I give up my music. You know with what ardor I worked hard after twelve years of serious studies, after having known a certain success. I would have so loved to pursue my musical career. Music has played such a great role in my life, during somber hours, my piano was my confidant, a silent witness of my sorrows, of my loneliness.

You have taken my thumb. I accept joyfully this trial for I say to myself that I am inching my way to heaven for all the things I have to do, meals, laundry, housework, taking care of my dear Mom who is ill, etc., my thumb is always missing. However, I got help from my sister and my little niece.

To prove to You my love, I offer You my whole hand. Keep it in Yours. You know, my Beloved, how painful this trial is when I hear beautiful music, either in church or on the radio. My heart hurts. I say to myself that it’s over, and I cry; poor human nature, always regretting.”

− Jesus: “My dear little one, console yourself. In My heaven where you will be one day, you will be satisfied by celestial music. Rejoice in advance. Isn’t it a soft melody that you hear when I speak with you? When you hear beautiful music, do not cry, for with this trial, I knew that you could offer Me more. Aren’t the crosses I have chosen for you well chosen? So, no more regrets, for I am keeping your little hand in Mine. I am well pleased and happy.”

− Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for reassuring me concerning Your love. Do with me as You will. I am totally Yours.”

Saturday 9 May 1953

– Mimi: I was looking at the leaves trembling on a tree, the wind was violently gusting. 

– Mimi: “How strong and powerful You are, my Beloved!"

– Jesus: “My poor little one, My power is the same in souls but few are the ones who allow Me to work in them as I would like. Since man is free, I wait. I am a patient God. 

My little one, did you look closely at the leaves of that tree that are trembling? Notice, however, that the roots do not budge. Be the same when your soul trembles before the violent winds of temptations, doubts, trials and crosses of this life. May your mind and heart remain well rooted in Me. Fear not. Continue to see Me in all that surrounds you. Render me homage by thanking Me for such beauty and goodness. In creating all these things, I was thinking of you and was already loving you.”

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved, for all this richnesse 

Sunday 10 May 1953

– Mimi: “My Gentle Heavenly Mother, on the occasion of Mother’s Day, allow me to offer You my best wishes and all my love, You, my Gentle Mother of heaven. The most beautiful present I can offer You is Your Beloved Son by attending Holy Mass. 

I thank You for the great proof of love I was given, when You accepted to become my Mother. How I would like to be near You on this beautiful day. I am so moved that words escape me. However, as a little girl and in all simplicity, I want to tell You in all the sincerity of my soul that I love You, My Gentle Mother of heaven. Yes, I love You. I would like to express my gratitude, my love. I kiss your forehead on this feast day and in the name of poor sinners, I wish You a Happy Birthday, accompanied by all their affection. It isn’t possible for a child not to think some day of his mother. In their name, I repeat that we love You and thank You for accepting to become our Mother. I entrust all these souls to You, in spite of appearances, they are still Your children. I ask You to please shower upon them Your special graces in their lives.

I ask You not to forget my earthly mom. I ask You to heal her completely. She has suffered greatly for the last seven months, poor mom. I would so like her to be in good health and happy. She has suffered so much during her life. If I insist and ask these favors of You, it is because I am certain of being heard.

The day was very lively. I am very tired. Help me, my Beloved, to end it well.            

                                                                                                              Till tomorrow! 

11 May 1953

– Jesus: “My poor little one, You sadden Me greatly by acting this way. Do not offend Me by saying that this makes no sense, that it is ridiculous.”

– Mimi: I was tired of writing believing that I was mistaken.

– Jesus: “My poor little one, you know very well that it is I who inspire you and dictate to you. Without Me, you can do nothing. You know your ignorance. If all that you write came from you, you would have reason to say that it is boring and insignificant. You only have to write. Don’t forget that you are simply a very small instrument in My hands. Am I not free to take the means I want to bring you closer to Me and prove My love for you? If your mind were not so preoccupied, you would understand the importance of Our conversations."

– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved, for my lack of confidence, for being unjust towards You. How I am full of imperfections! To help You forget all the sorrow I have caused You, from now on, with Your help, I will be faithful in my submission to Your Holy Will in all things that You will ask me.”

Good night, my Beloved. I give You a big hug. How I love you. 

Tuesday 12 May 1953

− Mary: “My poor little one, come every day if possible to visit Us. I am your heavenly Mother. Come, I will show you how to know and love My Gentle Jesus. I will guide your steps on the road to virtue. Fear not. I am near you. I will protect you as My child. However, always remain in My arms like a newborn. Does a newborn leave her Mother’s arms to go towards the unknown, alone, without help, without a guide? Of course not! It is the role of a mother to love, to guide the steps, to teach love, truth, confidence, sacrifice to her dear little one. My dear little one, let Me fulfil the role of a Mother towards you. My dear little baby, so weak, so frail. We need to know one another better in order to understand one another.”

Wednesday 13 May 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, today You wish to receive a lot. With Your help, I offer You everything in spite of the state of my soul. You know how I hate writing. This is contrary to me but out of obedience to my director, I shall write. You ask me to put my writings in order. Please help me. My mind is so empty. Why this fatigue, this disgust, this fear of accomplishing what You ask? How despicable I am in Your service!"

– Jesus: “My poor little one, do you understand why I insist so much that you abandon yourself completely into My arms? I repeat to you, without Me what can you do? The Holy Spirit cannot descend into your soul that is still full of all kinds of preoccupations. My little one, on the occasion of Pentecost, prepare yourself to receive the visit of the Holy Spirit! Begin a small retreat if your director allows it. Redouble in fervent prayers. Ask My Divine Mother to help you as She helped the apostles to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Prepare your soul in silence, meditation and prayer in order to receive all the light and special graces that I want to give you to accomplish your mission. Don’t forget! You no longer belong to yourself. You belong to Me and to the souls.”

Friday 15 May 1953

– Mimi: “My God, I renounce human love in order to possess Divine love. I even renounce the children I could have had if I had married. From now on, I want to give birth to the souls I will call my dear children, for they shall be born from this mystical union. I shall love them as You do, my Beloved, for these souls will be the prize of my life of sacrifices.”

After very tiring work, I was exhausted. My heart was beating quickly.

– Mimi: “My Beloved, I can’t go on! Please help me. I am suffering but I love You.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, I feel the same as you do. Don’t forget that I am in you. If you could hear my heartbeats when you call for help and say that you love Me. Be very attentive to this, My dear little one: the gift of love is the total giving of ones self.

Saturday 16 May 1953

– Mimi: “How great is Your goodness! I am more and more aware how great is Your mercy and how infinite is Your love. Me, the littlest of Your creatures, the most despicable, You deign surround me with so much care. I thank You, my Beloved, for everything, especially for Your constant love. I thank You my Beloved for giving me Your hand and for allowing me to amend my life. Moreover, You offer me to become one day Your little spouse. Ô my Beloved, please help me fulfil well the mission You have given me so that I may be worthy to be Your spouse. Without You, You know, I can do nothing. Remove from my mind all that could distract me and separate me from You.

Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me, strengthen me so that I may understand God’s designs on me. Give me the necessary strength to follow the same path as my Beloved, that is, to accept with love the sufferings and crosses of this life, that I may understand once and for all the importance of the cross. I want to conform myself to Your Holy Will. 

And You, my Gentle Mother of heaven, teach me to say each day my Fiat. Grant me the grace to remain very humble, very little. Keep me from all feelings of pride that could penetrate me. Remind me constantly what I am and where I come from. Without You I am nothing. Uproot from my heart all affections that are not part of You. Remove me from all that could prevent me from going to You freely.

My Gentle Mother, protect me from all sin. I want to deal with all my faults. Keep me from venial sins, for these faults, these failures, these imperfections are obstacles between Him and me. I trust in You, protect me, keep me in Your powerful arms, especially at the hour of my death. I know that I will go to Him through You, my Gentle Mother of heaven. How anxious I am to see You, to love You more and more! This is why I want to offer up everything in order to lose nothing. Help me, please, on this day, to develop christian virtues. Help me keep my heart pure and simple, a heart ready to give of myself each moment out of love for God and for souls.”

Sunday 17 May 1953

– Mimi: “Thank you, my Beloved, for proving Your love for me; it is with confidence that I come to You, ô Infinite Goodness. I need to tell You once again that I love You. The devil is at my heels and is suggesting all kinds of thoughts contrary to faith; I don’t even dare write all these horrible things. My Beloved, in spite of all these temptations, I need to tell you often, very often that I am Yours forever. I believe in Your love for me; I trust in Your infinite mercy towards me, the poor little girl that I am. My Beloved, even if my mind seems far from You, my heart still remains in You; keep it safe. I don’t trust myself.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, come to my help. Do not allow me to give way to temptation. Everything is against me. The struggle is terrible. Give me Your hand. I am confident for I know in what hands I have entrusted my future.

My Beloved, do not leave me, I beg You. Give me the strength to keep on smiling in spite of everything. In the eyes of the world, I am a very happy person and, many times, they tell me that I am free, that I don’t have to work outside, etc. Poor people! They do not know that I am working for You and for souls. However, I will remain silent.”

– Jesus: “Don’t be sad, My little girl. It is I who will be your judge, one day. I am happy to learn that you are working well, that your work is done under the cover of darkness and humility, for people consider you a happy person on earth. 

But I know and I love you, My little girl who are all Mine. You proved to Me once more your love. Thank you, my little girl, thank you for your love.”

– Mimi: “And I thank You for Your help, Your love. Help me, sanctify each day so that I may attain my goal. Like You, I will continue to work in silence, keeping secret Our union with physical and moral suffering.”

Monday 18 May 1953

– Jesus: “Good morning, My little one. Today, try to be more attentive to My word and to what I shall ask of you. Why do you let yourself be so easily distracted during the recitation of the Rosary. This offends Me. What are you doing while listening to music on the radio. Your mind is attentive to what is being played and nothing can distract you. From now on, My dear little one, place your mind and heart only on Me. In all circumstances do the same, close your eyes in My presence and open your heart to Me. Being faithful to this practice, distractions will quickly disappear. Ask My Divine Mother for help. She will teach you how to pray to Me, how to know Me and love Me. She will center your heart and mind on Me.

In order to please Me, would you give up all the radio programs that interest you, except the religious ones. Offer this to Me in atonement for your sins and the sins that are committed through certain programs, frivolous songs with double meanings, sensual music, etc., scenes that promote divorce.

In order to obtain rapid success with all these desires, they allow themselves to use the word “love”. My poor little one, if people understood the importance of this word, they would only use it with respect. Film producers know very well that in placing the word “love”, they will attract all hearts and people’s curiosity. Poor people, poor human beings !!! This word “love”, isn’t it each day on display in My Church, My tabernacle, My Gospel, My Sacraments? Am I not the first one to have used this word to attract all hearts? 

What have they done with My love? They don’t even have the time to listen to Me, to visit Me in My sacrament of love! How greatly this saddens Me, I who have given myself out of love!”

– Mimi: “Ô my Beloved, to console You from the indifference of so many and to prove to You my love, my gratitude, I offer myself to You with most sincere love. I will accept with love all that it will please You to send me. To please You more, I will give up all the radio programs that are useless. I ask your forgiveness for all the sorrow I have caused You by allowing all kinds of distractions during the recitation of my Rosary.

Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me, strengthen me. With the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I will keep my mind on You, my Beloved. From now on, no more voluntary distractions. I will be very attentive to what You ask of me. I love You because You are the God of love. 

                                                                                                           Till tomorrow!

Tuesday 19 May 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, what is Your wish for me today?” 

– Jesus: “My little one, on the occasion of the anniversary of your vow as victim to My merciful love, I wish that, in the presence of your director, you renew your vow for life.

Prepare this beautiful day with prayer and sacrifice. Meditate on all that I ask of you in Our conversations and what your director commands of you. Sometimes you forget and become discouraged. The devil takes advantage for he knows your weak spots. My poor little one, the mission I have given you is too beautiful, too big to remain useless. On this day, I would like you to receive communion for I want you more intimately united to Me in My sacrament of love. I will help you; We will help you fulfil your mission well. I in you will glorify My Father who is in heaven.

Remember Our last encounter on the 27^th of May 1952 when you joyfully offered yourself to My merciful love. How happy you were to finally have a goal. With what joy also, We accepted your offering. My Divine Mother looked upon you with love.”

– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I remember this beautiful day. How great were my feelings and my joy! I cannot express all that I felt, I the littlest of Your creatures, the poorest. With the permission of my director, I offered myself to You in all humility, empty handed but with a heart full of love and good will. 

This is why, before reciting the act of offering, I asked for the help of my Gentle Mother of heaven. I was confident that She would help me reach my goal. How anxious I am to renew this vow! I am confident, my Beloved. Help me love You more and remain faithful to You until death when Our union will be perfect. You and I. How well we are going to work together to render homage to God.”

– Jesus: “My little one, share this conversation with your director. May he guide you and help you prepare this day well.”

24 May 1953

Pentecost Sunday

– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, prepare my heart, if You please, to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. 

By the gift of wisdom, grant me the grace to see in everything and everywhere only Your infinite wisdom. By the gift of intelligence, give me the necessary enlightenment to understand Your plans for me. 

By the gift of counsel, guide my heart and mind towards You. From now on, may I receive counsel only from You and my director who represents You; I will be certain of not going wrong, You who are the Truth. 

By the gift of force, ô my Beloved, increase in me the force and courage to fight evil. Give me also, if You please, the necessary strength to accomplish Your Holy Will so that I may walk with You on the road of virtue, You, the God of the strong. 

By the gift of science, grant me the grace to understand truth, give me the strength to resist the discourses of man and their false values and all that could separate me from You, absolute Master of heaven and earth. Teach me the science of loving You, of praying and working with You. 

By the gift of piety, increase in my soul, faith, love, trust and charity. Help me intensify my fervor in serving You. May I abandon myself completely into Your arms in spite of my weakness, You who are infinitely good. By the gift of the fear of God, grant me the Grace to never give in to the suggestions of the devil who inspires me with the fear of the chastisement I deserve.

Remove from my soul this fear, this mistrust towards You and increase my love, my faith, my confidence in Your merciful love. I wish that my only fear be from now on to lose You through sin. I am so frail. I need Your assistance each minute of my life, ô Almighty God.

Moreover, ô Holy Spirit, increase in my soul the desire of perfection, holiness, devotion, denial in the service of God and of souls. Make me a faithful fiancée in the fulfillment of my vocation. Remove from my soul all that could harm it and become an obstacle to Our union. Would you, please, grant the same graces to all the souls of poor sinners. If You knew how I understand these poor souls. How I love and pity them! I beg You, my Beloved, may all the gifts of the Holy Spirit descend upon them. I thank You for them and for myself.”

Monday 25 May 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, today will be a day of physical suffering. My day is yours and for the souls. I offer each one of my sufferings in union with Your sufferings and passion in atonement for my sins and those of poor souls.”

A visit to the doctor was not very encouraging. He frankly admitted to me that he could do nothing for me and referred me to a kidney specialist. While waiting several hours at the doctor’s, I looked at all these people with worried looks and I asked myself: “What are they all thinking? Are they also as worried and preoccupied about the salvation of their souls?”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, pray for each one of them, for their souls and for their sufferings. They are all very sick. Consider that it is a bit of Myself that you find in each one of them.

My poor little one, how many persons consult Me as doctor of souls, you the first? Am I not the specialist in healing all illnesses of the soul and of the body? Like the surgeon, I sometimes have to make an incision, operate the soul in order to give it life, to allow love, confidence, strength to penetrate in order to follow Me. Poor humans, few allow Me to work in them. How many are there who recognize their weaknesses and their infirmities?”

− Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved, I ask You humbly and with confidence to heal my sick soul. 

I am walking on the road of virtue as a wounded and blind person. I allow You to operate my soul, to remove all that can harm my spiritual healing. As for the healing of my body, I submit myself to Your Holy Will. I do not ask to be healed but the strength to always accept these sufferings that have become useful since I began working with You for souls. 

My Beloved, my life belongs to You. If you want it now, I offer it to You immediately out of love. I was happy to learn that the doctor could only prolong me in this illness. I am convinced that this illness comes directly from You. For the last ten years, the doctors have done their best to relieve me. They admit that they don’t understand it and continue to look for its cause. There is not a single part of my body that has not been affected by suffering. But I, my Beloved, know about Our understanding and I have no regrets. I repeat, I am all Yours forever. My soul and body are at Your disposal. I abandon myself totally into Your powerful arms. Do with me what You will. I thank You for the advantage You give me in allowing me to suffer, to purify this body that offended You so often.”

Till tomorrow, my Love!

Tuesday 26 May 1953

− Mimi: “Good morning my Beloved! If only You knew how sad and melancolic I feel. Help me, please! Nevertheless, I am thinking of You and of souls. I offer You everything.”

− Jesus: “Poor little one, share with Me your pain, your troubles, your difficulties. I will take care. Trust Me. I am protecting you. Fear not. Also trust your director. He is assuring you in My name that all will be ok. Be preoccupied by only one thing: to please Me. Prepare yourself to renew your vow. Increase your fervor. Meditate on the motto of the Association (Victim Souls): God and souls through Mary. Also meditate on this: The victim soul mysteriously goes up to the altar with the priest. Isn’t it your wish to work for Me with the priest? Remember Our contract with your director when I asked for your collaboration. We each had Our part. I asked your director to offer and work, you to pray and suffer. As for Myself, I will do the rest and complete what is needed.  How happy you were to work for souls! Think about this beautiful day.”

– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am suffering. Do not allow doubt to enter my soul. Help me. I don’t want my misery to discourage me.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, listen to my voice, I beg You. Press me into Your arms where I will feel secure. Protect me!

Ô Holy Spirit, give me the necessary light to accomplish well what God the Father asks of me through His Son and what He expects from me.

My Beloved! How I love You and thank You for Your help. In spite of my weaknesses and cowardice in Your service, You still help me in my misery. Thank You, thank You! Don’t leave me!”

Till tomorrow!

– Mimi: I ask Your forgiveness for my lack of charity towards these two persons. Who am I to allow myself to criticize these persons? My Beloved, help me put an end to these criticisms that are getting worse by the day. I will ask my director to help me correct this fault. I ask your forgiveness. From now on, whenever I am tempted to criticize, I will try to think of You, of your charity."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, do you see the importance and necessity of prayer. Meditate on the Our Father. You will find remedy for your miseries. Share with your director Our conversations, your joys, your spiritual consolations, your sorrows, your faults, imperfections, temptations, troubles, your discouragements and the cause of your struggles, your negligence in My service, your victories, projects, your goal. Do not hide anything from him for he represents Me and he alone can help you, understand you. Trust in Me for I am in him.”

Wednesday 27 May 1953

− Mimi: “I have lived a memorable day. The Feast of Our Lady of the Sacred Heart. In the presence of my director, I renewed my vow as victim to His merciful love. I cannot write all that I felt. My love and feelings were so great. Your embrace was so strong! I cried with joy. I never felt such happiness though I felt the weight of the cross, the sharp pain was on my left shoulder. I understood the responsibility of my action. I think my director guessed what I was experiencing. I did not share with him everything, fearing that it was an illusion.”

– Jesus: “You were wrong, My poor little one, for I allowed him to share this happiness with you. He had the same happiness when he gave himself to Me on the day of his ordination. My poor little one, tell him everything. He shares your pain, he sees your struggles, why shouldn’t he witness your happiness? This joy was coming directly from Me, don’t forget. Therefore, trust him, for he takes My place  near you to help you in the mission you must follow in order to follow Me. Do not leave him any longer in the dark. 

My little one, by the total giving of yourself in My service and for souls, you are fulfilling the same mission as the priest, for you have the same goal, the salvation of souls with Me. However, your work is more hidden, more difficult and painful, being in the world. This is why I constantly ask you to open your soul to your director so that he may direct you and prepare you for what I expect of you. My poor little one, let me work freely in your soul. There is much to be done to render it agreeable to My Father."

− Mimi: “This morning, I offered my communion in thanksgiving for so much goodness. Grant me the grace to never take back this offering of my whole being in Your service and for souls. 

My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me I beg You! Give me Your help if You please!”

– Jesus: “Do not be afraid to give Me everything. My heart is large; there is room for you, My poor little one. Come every day, if possible. I will teach you to know Me and love Me.”

Friday 29 May 1953

− Mimi: “Good morning My Beloved! I am putting myself completely at Your disposal because I love You. I do not want to refuse You anything. I am suffering a lot. One more visit to the specialist for the kidneys. How painful and tiring was the trip, but in obedience, I have submitted myself to the care of the doctors. But, interiorly, I know what You expect from me and the importance of my sufferings. I offer You everything in atonement for my numerous sins and also for the sins of poor souls. How much You ask of me in exposing my body to an examination that I loathe and that bothers me.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, offer Me this sacrifice in atonement for your sins. How many times did you not expose your body simply for pleasure? Think about the sorrow you caused Me each time.”

– Mimi: “My Beloved, You are right and I submit to Your Holy Will. Help me to remain serene in front of my dear mom in order not to worry her about my condition. With what resignation I accept the diagnosis of the doctor when he declares that he doesn’t understand my case and that it will be very long. Instead of being sad, I was happy for I had a sure proof that my Beloved was associating me more intimately to His Passion through moral and physical sufferings. I am suffering a lot but I am thinking about what You endured out of love to save my soul. My Beloved, increase within me the desire to follow You each day on the road of suffering. I need Your strength, Your help to work faithfully with You for the salvation of souls.”

Till tomorrow, my Beloved! Good night, my Beloved Mother of heaven!

To protect me during my sleep, I will wear my rosary around my neck, for the devil is always there

Saturday 30 May 1953

– Mimi: I had distractions while saying my rosary because I was watching a little boy.

− Mary: “My poor little one, if only you looked at My Son with as much affection, how happy I would be.”

Monday 1 JuNE 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, during this month, grant me the favor of never leaving You because of sin, to submit myself entirely to Your Holy Will. I give myself to You entirely and forever. Increase in my soul the desire of heaven.

Today, I am beginning to work full time with You for souls. Help me, please. I am very tired because of a few hours of sleep. I would rather rest a little but I have to do groceries.

I was watching all these people on the street and in the stores.

− Mimi: “I offer You acts of love in the name of all these people.”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, I thank you. How many of them are thinking of Me at this moment! Everyone is preoccupied by the coronation of the Queen. Don’t mingle with the crowd. Retire close to Me. Offer Me this. Pray especially for those who are preparing themselves in committing sin and all kinds of abuses.”

− Mimi: “If everyone prepared the Feast of the Queen of heaven and earth with as much splendor, wouldn’t this be consoling to You?”

– Jesus: “My poor little one, you are finally understanding the ingratitude of mankind. This is why I ask you to pray in reparation for all these sins. Do not forget, you too, My poor little one, were once ungrateful towards Me and your director. So, repair, atone!"

– Mimi: At the church, 5 o’clock, a visit to my Beloved to tell Him once more that I love Him, to ask forgiveness for my sins and also to thank Him, to give Him my sorrows. I did not forget to pray for poor souls. Finally I asked my Gentle Mother of heaven to keep me in Her arms as Her little girl. I give Her the poor sinners, the dying, the poor souls in purgatory. I am suffering a lot.

– Mimi: “My Gentle Mother of heaven, give me the strength to get back home. The pain is getting worse. I can hardly walk. Give me Your smile, please. I need it. Thank You."

Tuesday 2 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “My Beloved, another day for You and for souls. I offer a few prayers especially for our new Sovereign. May God help her, protect her. May everything in her life be measured by wisdom. 

Ô Holy Spirit, please give her the necessary light to govern and reign with authority on the people that God places under her care. May we always be free to practice our religion."

– Jesus: “My little one, give up all these moments. Do not attend any demonstration. Stay at home and pray for all the people who are demonstrating and who offend Me. Repair by acts of love. Poor indifferent people! How many think of giving homage that is due to My Divine Mother, the Queen of the Universe!"

– Mimi: Evening fireworks on the occasion of this event. I was thinking how people were rejoicing at seeing this beautiful spectacle of rockets exploding in the heavens. 

– Mimi: “But how happy You would be, my Beloved, if this crowd of people offered You acts of love with their flares!"

– Jesus: “My poor little one, if you only knew the indifference of mankind! Each day, I offer them a grand spectacle, in the air, on the sea, on earth, with everything that surrounds them, with the changing of seasons. 

There are even marvels going on each day in people through the good functioning of the heart and of their organisms. And in their souls, what don’t I do for them to show them My love! They don’t want to understand, to admit that I am the creator, God Almighty.

My poor little one, share My pain. Tell Me you love Me, that you believe in Me, that you hope in Me, that you expect everything from Me, but tell Me especially that you love Me."

– Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. You are looking for a heart to console You. Well, take mine and keep it always. It is Yours, ô Infinite Love! Come and rest Your head on my shoulder, my Beloved. Together, We will share our love. Once more, I love You, I adore You!"

Till tomorrow.

Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven, Mary Queen of hearts, teach me to follow, to love Jesus as He should be loved. Help me, please, to remain faithful to Him. Teach me the science of humility so that I may always remain very little in His mighty arms."

Wednesday 3 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer you my day. Do with me what You will, ô my Love. Keep me near You. I need You. You know this very well. The struggle is terrible. The devil is attacking me on all sides. Listen to my voice. I trust in You. I ask Your assistance, my Beloved.

I would like to put my little notes in order. This would allow me to chat a little with You and come closer to You more and more. But circumstances oblige me to leave You in order to answer several calls coming from different persons. This tires me a little."

− Jesus: “My poor little one, you were still chatting with Me when you were talking to persons who were asking for relief while telling you about their sorrows, their troubles. Be patient, understanding with all of them. Make no exceptions. Did My love make exceptions in relieving souls? With you, My little one, am I not patient in listening to your complaints, your sorrows, etc., and even sometimes, I listen in silence to your lack of charity when you allow yourself to criticize certain persons."

− Mimi: “Thank You my Beloved for helping me by showing me on each occasion my sins, my errors. 

Ô Holy Spirit, continue to enlighten me and give me the strength to overcome all my faults. I also need the strength to confess my weaknesses. I am aware that I will need to work hard in correcting myself.

I believe, my Beloved, that you are pleased with Your little girl. This evening, I did my best, during three hours of conversation, not to criticize, though I had the occasion. But I remained patient and silent on certain subjects. I wanted to repair the sorrow I had caused You today. I thank You for helping me during these three hours. I am very tired. Good night, my Beloved! Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Till tomorrow!

This evening, the temptation to criticize began. My Beloved, with Your help, I did not allow one single word of criticism to appear. Thank You! The struggle was hard. Poor human nature! Poor tongue! What pain I must often have caused You! From now on, my Beloved, please help me keep my tongue free and pure so that I may receive You with all possible respect. May my tongue be used only for singing hymns of praise to You and for telling You constantly that I love You, my Love! When I encounter my neighbor, may there be no word contrary to truth. Protect me from all sins committed with the tongue, all slander, all lies, all gluttony, etc. Tomorrow, when my director will place on my tongue this white host, my Beloved, remind me that You visited this tongue and rested upon it for a few moments. Remind me also that my tongue must be as pure as my soul to receive You with respect and love."

Thursday 4 JuNE 1953. Corpus Christi

– Mimi: “Happy Birthday, my Beloved. How I would like to live this great happiness in heaven!

My Gentle Mother of heaven, would You deposit on the forehead of Your Dear Son a festive kiss. Lend me Your heart to offer Him this kiss with all the pure love it contains. 

My Beloved, I am terribly sorry about my conduct towards You. On this beautiful feast day, I was not faithful in meeting You where You expected me with all Your heart. I am sincerely sorry about my conduct. After so many signs of love, why is my heart so cold, so indifferent? 

Poor Jesus! How undeserving I am to receive all the attention You give me! How ungrateful I am! I am so weak and my faults so great! My Beloved, to show You that I love You in spite of all the repugnance I feel, I will do what You ask (mortify my body) with the permission of my director. I will do more to atone and repair, to share a little in the sufferings of Your passion. My Beloved, give me the necessary moral courage. You know how reluctant I am in Your service. Without You I can do nothing."

Evening

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved for Your great mercy. I told my director about this struggle. He helped me greatly with his advice. He is constantly helping me with his prayers and sacrifices. 

He speaks to me about You, about Your infinite mercy with so much love and conviction that I am not able to remain insensitive to all his words, especially when he speaks to me about Your love for me, my mission, what You expect from me, about my miseries.

How ungrateful and indifferent I find myself in Your service. I am so unfaithful. Forgive me, my Beloved. In spite of my failures, my weaknesses, You know that I love You, that I prefer You to everything and that my great desire is that one day You become my mystical Spouse. I have been seeking You for so long, ô my Love!

My Gentle Mother of heaven, keep me close to Your Beloved Son. I would be so sad to lose Him. I can no longer live without Him, my only good, my hidden treasure, my only Love, my only God!

Thanks to my director, I am anxious to receive You tomorrow. Thank You and welcome to my poor little soul that is so ill."

Friday 5 JuNE 1953

  – Mimi: “Good morning my Beloved. In an hour, I will have the great pleasure of receiving You once again, You, my Love, my God, my All. 

My Gentle Mother of heaven, lend me Your heart to receive Your Gentle Son, Your Jesus!

My joy is so great. How I love You, ô infinite goodness! After all the sorrow that I caused You yesterday and during my whole life! You have forgiven me and are here present in me. What can I refuse You now that I am all Yours and in Your service. I accept with love all that you want from me today and as always I submit myself to Your Holy Will.

− Jesus: “Thank you, My poor little one. You have shown Me your good will. I believe in your childish sincerity. What I wish from you is your total confidence in My love for you. Do not doubt what is going on between Us, about Our conversations, Our future union, the mission. It is not an illusion. Do I not have the right to speak with you as I wish and use the means that I please, that are at My disposal? I want you to be all Mine. Ask your director to prepare you for Our next encounter!"

− Mimi: “What encounter are You talking about, my Beloved?"

– Jesus :“My little girl, since I want you to be all Mine, Mine alone, at times I am a jealous God." 

I want to be sure about your loyalty in My service, for I need you. What I expect from you, from this encounter, you will understand rapidly if you are submitted to My Divine Will. My little one, trust Me! Are you ready to suffer with Me for the salvation of souls? You have no time to lose. Time is running out. Your time is precious. Remember the sentence I gave you in another of our conversations: 

        "What would the cross be like without a victim?” 

      Also meditate on this other motto of the association: 

                                       "God and souls."

Don’t worry. Be calm. I will always be with you. Don’t forget that you are still human! You will have to struggle. Share with your director Our conversations. Open the secret door of your soul completely. Trust him. He alone can help you begin Our encounter, Our union. Remain peaceful, My poor little girl, My Beloved! Experience My love for you! I lower myself to visit you, I, your God. I am present in your poor miserable soul. Are you not the littlest of My creatures, the weakest?

If I am always looking for you, if I am always calling on you. It is because My unique desire is to protect you in order to possess you entirely. You also know about My desire to make you My little spouse. It is not because you deserve that I be interested in you but precisely because you are the littlest, the weakest of My creatures. You need Me so much at every moment of your life. My poor little one, think about it. Your conduct could have kept Me away from you forever. No, I have been patient, merciful. See what My love has done for you. Without Me you are nothing."

− Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. You are right. How little I am in Your powerful arms. Forgive my conduct. I know that I don’t understand everything that You ask of me, however, I accept everything out of love. I give myself to You forever. Give me Your hand and guide me where You will. I walk by Your side with my eyes closed but with an open heart for You, my Beloved, my Love.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, teach me to say my Fiat in all circumstances, in moments of peace as in times of dryness. Grant me the grace of never leaving You.

Good night! Till tomorrow! Ô Holy Spirit, I believe in You! Strengthen me, enlighten me always in times of darkness!"

Saturday 6 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved! I lovingly offer myself to You. How well We are going to work together for souls! I am suffering dreadfully physically and morally. The struggle is terrible! My Beloved, give me the strength to resist the temptations."

− Jesus: “My little one! Make a act of humility. Confide in your director your temptations. Tell him everything. Do not hesitate to open to him the door of your soul. He will advise you. I repeat: he alone can help you. Don’t forget that he represents Me. With the permission of your director, renew your vow of obedience."

− Mimi: “Thank You, my Beloved. I am glad I followed Your advice. I confided in my director. Thanks to his words and advice, I have more courage to continue this struggle. I know that I am not alone in working for You and for souls."

I approach my Gentle Mother of heaven to thank Her for Her kindness.

− Mimi: “Thank You, my Gentle Mother of heaven. You have before You your poor little girl who is happy because of a little victory over my self love. Thanks for Your assistance. I also want to tell You that I love You, that You are beautiful, that Your smile is consoling, encouraging.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, I beg You, teach me to love Jesus as You love Him. 

Lend me Your motherly heart to love souls. Place on my lips Your smile so that I may approach my neighbor with sincerity, love and charity. Give me the strength to give my Fiat each day. Remove from my soul what displeases You. Keep me in Your mother’s arms with the souls of poor sinners I confide in You. How I pity them! How I understand them, especially when they are alone in their struggles. My Gentle Mother of heaven, You who gave us life, do not forget all Your children, especially the most unhappy ones. Keep them close to Your motherly heart where they are safe.

Please deliver the poor souls in purgatory who have greatly atoned and loved. I also give You all the souls with their human miseries. Would You please look and smile upon the dying in order to give them the hope of forgiveness, of heaven where You are waiting forthem with Your kind Jesus.

Increase in my soul the desire to give of myself, to sacrifice myself for my neighbor just as You gave of Yourself for me. I throw myself with confidence into Your arms so that You may offer me through the hands of the priest with Your gentle Jesus to God the Father. I confide another of Your children, him who is in charge of my soul. May he grow in holiness. Grant him all the joys and spiritual and temporal consolations possible on earth as a reward for his work in the salvation of souls. I beg You, show him Your divine smile, so radiant. I am sure he will be very pleased.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, do this for me. A smile from You costs so little and for us it means everything. It gives us hope, confidence, love. Grant my wish! I ask a smile from You for him; he deserves it. 

Till tomorrow

                                                              

Sunday 7 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “My Beloved. It is hardly 5 o’clock and You are near me to undertake another day in working for the salvation of souls. I am at Your disposal. I had the great pleasure of attending Holy Mass. By a circumstance I do not understand, how is it that at the moment of Holy Communion, the priest came towards us, stopped, then looked at my two companions and suddenly came to me and gave me communion. To my great surprise he leaves my two companions without giving them communion. What I can’t explain is that before mass, the priest had asked us if we wanted to receive and our answer had been positive. I don’t understand it. I felt terribly sorry for my companions. I said to myself: they are probably better prepared to receive You than I. Then, after mass, the priest said to my companions: “If you want to receive, come to the sacristy, I will give you communion. I can’t explain this situation and keep asking myself why…?"

− Jesus: “My little one, don’t try to understand. I allowed this to show you in a tangible way that I desire you to be all Mine, Mine alone… I know that you felt sorry for your companions. If they did not receive communion at the same moment as you, it is because I was watching over you more intensely, for the devil was close by to snatch this communion from Me and sow trouble in your soul. Because of this, I wanted to protect you and show you once more My love. Don’t try to understand everything."

In the afternoon at the church. Visit to the Blessed Sacrament.

− Mimi: “At last, my Beloved, here I am! I had been looking forward to this moment for a long time where We would be able to share our love. How good it is to be in Your arms. My happiness is so great that I forget that I am still on earth. I who wanted to talk to You after receiving this great moment of happiness, this gentle embrace, this love. I am here, silent. My happiness is so great. All I can say is : thank You, my Beloved. How I love You! I want to multiply at this moment my acts of love.

I must not be selfish, only think of myself during these sublime moments. My Beloved, protect Our Holy Father and the whole Church! I also pray for my director. You know the prayer I recite each day at his intentions. I give to You the souls of the bishops, priests, missionaries, religious men and women, the laity. I give You the perseverance of sacerdotal and religious vocations, and I ask You also to protect the youth. Give resignation to the sick, the wounded, give perseverance to those who struggle and are alone.

I ask You to bring peace to the whole world, especially to families and in the souls of each person. I ask You to convert the poor sinners of all countries of the world. Protect married people. Give them the courage to fulfill their obligations.

I ask that each child to be born be baptized. I ask that the infidels be baptized. 

Guide travellers, look with pity on soldiers, sailors, aviators, prisoners who are victims, those who are on death row so that they may recognize their guilt and regret their actions.

Bless the persecuted, the martyrs, protect those who are suffering morally and physically, look upon those who pray, who weep, console the poor. Be merciful to prisoners and those on death row so that they may recognize their sins before judgment day. Also look upon the dying, deliver the souls from purgatory. I give You all the souls with their weaknesses, their human miseries.

Bless my little mom and my family, my friends, my enemies. I beg You, my God, look upon this crowd! They are Your children. I ask forgiveness, mercy for them and for me. Please have pity on them!

My Beloved, my great desire is that Your kingdom come to this earth, that men recognize You as their creator, their God. How I would like everyone to love You and cease to offend You. My Beloved, have pity on their weaknesses, their ignorance.

My Love, in atonement for all this evil, I offer myself to You lovingly, each hour of the day and of the night, to atone for my sins and those of my neighbor. I also want to atone for those who don’t think of it, for those who refuse. I offer myself especially to console You for the indifference of mankind. Since I belong to You, I must work hard for souls. I want them all to be Yours. But, my Beloved, without You I can do nothing.

You are my strength, my support, my hope. Increase in me the desire to suffer with You for the salvation of souls. Give me the strength and courage to fulfill my vocation the way You wish.

My Love, in spite of trials and temptations, increase in me the desire to love You more and more and to become some day Your little spouse. I never want to renege this offering of my whole being in Your service and for souls.

Finally, I ask the Holy Spirit to descend upon all the souls of the universe. 

My Gentle Mother of heaven, I place into your arms all my requests and all the needs of each soul. Accept also my acts of love in atonement for my sins and those of my neighbor. You know, they aren’t so bad, but rather weak. Have pity on them if You please!

How time flies when I am near You, my love. I am sad at having to leave You. I thank You for the great joy You gave me by passing in front of my place during the procession of Corpus Christi. My Beloved, I would have liked to visit You at the monstrance altar but my duty was to stay home. But, my Beloved, since You are present within me, I offer You my soul as a monstrance altar. I want to give You the homage You deserve, You, the King of heaven and earth."

– Jesus: “I thank you, My little girl, often offer Me shelter in your soul. The homage that I receive from your little heart consoles Me. 

If you knew the joy you give Me when you act with simplicity and humility as a little child. Trust Me and tell me often that you love Me. Do not hesitate to express your feelings of love and to reveal the desires of your soul. I will fulfill your wishes My little girl. It is My turn to appease you My dear little one, My beloved, My hope, for, as you know, I expect a lot from you."

– Mimi: “Thank You, my Love, for such kindness. I don’t deserve so much. You know my past so well. Yet, You call me  Your beloved! What joy! Ô Infinite Goodness, I believe in You, in Your merciful love for the poor little girl I am. In return, I want to love You as You deserve, My God, My All. How anxious I am to become some day Your little spouse, humble and submissive. I am always your loving little girl. Thank You, my Beloved. Till tomorrow!

Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven. Increase in my soul the love for Your Beloved Son. I also ask for the souls, the desire of heaven.

My good angel, watch over me and protect me, please help me. 

Monday 8 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “My Beloved, another day for You and for souls. My Love, help me do my best in spite of a few hours of sleep. I am suffering terribly but I offer You everything out of love in atonement for my sins. Forgive me for my impatience, my criticisms towards this person. I am upset that this person is about to visit me. This annoys me greatly."

– Jesus: “My little one, look at Me. Think about My patience with you, My silence at your failures, your sins and those of mankind. My little one, do not leave Us alone to work, this afternoon. Offer Me this visit that annoys you. It is a soul, you know!"

– Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved, for my moment of weakness. I want to repair, with Your help and will do all You ask me because I love You."

Evening.

− Mimi:  “Thank You for your help. The struggle was difficult, but, out of love for You, I received this visit. I remained one hour and a half standing and listening to him speak. He would not sit down. He was more comfortable standing, he said. He spoke to me about his interests, his projects, etc. He is very ill…

And during this time, I could feel my strength leave me. My God, increase my patience. I must remember that he has a soul as You said.

I tried to smile, to seem interested. I must also be indulgent towards this sick person. I beg You, please help me. My Beloved, I am so tired. I come to rest near You.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, watch over me, please. Cradle me in Your arms like a child. I need Your caress this evening. I am suffering and sorrowful. Give me Your hand! Give me the strength to undertake another day in Your service. Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven.

Till tomorrow my Beloved!

Tuesday 9 JuNE 1953

– Mimi: “How quickly You ask me to work for You this morning. It is almost three. I was awakened by the noise of thunder. A terrible storm. Mom is sleeping soundly.Thank You my Beloved, for she would have been frightened. She is so ill and fearful these past few years. Watch over her, please. My Beloved, I am Yours. I ask Your sincere forgiveness for my sins. Be merciful for souls."

My conversation with my Beloved lasted three hours, three hours of prayers and sacrifices. I have such a headache that I can’t go on.

– Mimi: “Give me the necessary strength to continue working for You. I would like to stay in bed and rest, but I must do my chores. I can hardly walk, the physical pain is so intense.

In the afternoon at the store.

I was waiting my turn to be served. There were a lot of people. I was becoming impatient.

– Jesus: “My poor little one! Are you as anxious to serve Me? Offer Me this sacrifice in atonement for your sins. Do not forget your children, the souls."

At the church.

– Mimi: “At last! My Beloved, I am so tired. I have come to get my strength back. I want to rest in Your arms. I am suffering a lot, but I love You."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, allow yourself to cry in My presence. Yes, let your tears flow. Come closer to Your Beloved. I share your grief. I know that your cross is heavy but I am by your side. Your cross would be heavier if I were not by your side to help!

Look at Me on the cross. Are you able to refuse Me what I ask? What you endure is nothing compared to my sufferings. Offer Me your headache. Think of my crown of thorns that you placed often upon My head because of your sins. Offer me also the pain that you feel in your heart and think of My heart that has so loved mankind. Offer, atone for the indifference and coldness of souls who don’t want to believe in this Heart that suffers and loves at the same time. Why do they always keep doubting Me, these poor souls?"

− Mimi: “Goodnight, my Love. If You still need me this night, I offer myself lovingly. 

Till tomorrow!

My Gentle Mother of heaven, thank You for being near me. Your smile consoles me and helps me persevere."

Wenesday 10 JuNE 1953

– Mimi: “Good morning, my Love. What a beautiful day! Thank You for the beautiful sun! I need You to help me undertake all my work. I am short of physical strength. I am very tired even before beginning my day’s work.

Thank You, my Beloved for Your help. I am so happy. I feel I have worked well. My work was heavy and I didn’t think I had the strength to undertake all I had to do. But with You within me, I feel stronger, but, don’t leave me my Beloved."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, do not compare My love to that of mankind. Why do you believe I would leave you without any reason? Don’t you receive Me each day in your soul? Trust Me. I love you in spite of your weaknesses, My poor little one."

− Mimi: “Good night, my Beloved. I ask forgiveness for my sins of the day.  

My Gentle Heavenly Mother, tell me what I must do to please my Beloved more and make Him forget the sorrow I caused Him with my ungrateful and distrustful conduct. I am suffering a lot, my Beloved. I ask Your forgiveness.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, increase in me love, confidence and the desire of heaven. I also ask this for the poor souls of sinners.             

Till tomorrow!

Good night!

Thursday 11 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer myself to You today. Grant me the grace never to offend You. I want to work well in order to please You. My Beloved, give me patience, please, in all my work this morning. I have so much to do."

But, circumstances oblige me to interrupt my work in order to answer several phone calls during the past hour.

– Mimi: “My Beloved, I ask forgiveness for the sorrow I caused you in criticizing two persons. To help You forget my failures, I want to atone by being silent. Help me, please. I so want to correct this habit. Who am I to allow myself to criticize and condemn my neighbor? My Beloved, I am ashamed of my conduct and sincerely ask Your forgiveness. See how weak I am! On four occasions, I criticized these persons again. My Beloved, I beg You! Help me to get rid of this bad habit."

– Jesus: “My little one, I will help you. Be confident!"

− Mimi: “Ouch! I just burned myself! The pain is intense. My Beloved, I am suffering a lot. I have trouble finishing my work!"

– Jesus: “My Beloved, offer me this pain for I allowed it to help you uproot from your heart this habit of criticizing. Think a little about the pain I felt today during each of your criticisms! 

From now on, remain silent for Me and for souls. This way, you are correcting yourself. In doing this, you will please Me. I will help you."

− Mimi: “Yes, my Beloved. I will offer everything out of love. How infinite is Your goodness! Your mercy is infinite!

My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me, please to prepare my heart well in order to receive my Beloved.

Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me so that I may understand the enormity of my sins. Give me the necessary strength to correct myself.

I am going to prepare myself to make a sincere confession. I so wish to purify my soul to receive You well tomorrow. How anxious I am! My happiness is great! My Love, I am Yours forever."

                                                                                                             Till tomorrow!

Friday 12 JuNE 1953

Feast of the Sacred Heart

– Mimi: “What a beautiful day, my Beloved. I wish You a happy feast day. I would like to remain near You to show You my love and give You lots of kisses. On the occasion of Your feast day, in the presence of my Gentle Mother of heaven, I offer myself to You with all my love and good will, ô Infinite Mercy. I beg You, consume me with Your love, in a devouring fire. Imprint upon my soul a greater desire to possess You entirely.

Without You I can do nothing. If You knew how I love You in spite of the cold and weak feelings that are on the surface of my heart. But, my Beloved, search the bottom of my soul. You will notice that there is room for You, now and forever. If there is something that saddens You in this heart, my Beloved, remove it, uproot all that could harm Our union. Render it meek and humble like Yours. I so want to offer You a pure heart. With Your ardent love, warm my cold heart. Give me the courage to follow You. Each day, I notice my weakness, but it is to You that I come with all my misery, my sorrows, my regrets, my shame for my abject conduct towards You, my lack of trust at times. In spite of my weakness and doubts, in spite of my ignorance, in spite of everything, I come to You seeking protection in Your Divine Heart. I have come looking for love, life, strength, light, truth. Do with me what You will. I am Yours. I trust in You. Give me a heart renewed, free, capable of loving You forever. Keep me near You at all times.

Good evening, my Gentle Mother of heaven! Grant me the grace to give my Fiat correctly each day. In spite of the spiritual dryness I am in at this moment, I must write out of obedience. I hate writing in this condition.

My God, increase my faith! Holy Spirit, enlighten me! How painful it is to do ones best to walk along the right road without being certain…

                  Till tomorrow, my Beloved! Good night, my Gentle Mother of heaven."

Saturday 13 JuNE 1953

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I need You especially this morning in order to face a very embarrassing situation. Out of love for You and in atonement for my sins, I will receive this person and remain silent before all that he might say. My Beloved, give me the necessary strength and courage to offer everything up. The devil is tormenting me, suggesting that I defend myself following the insult I received last night. He tells me that I do not offend God by defending myself. It is a question of justice. It is a sign of courage. It is very commendable to have courage, etc.

My Beloved, I beg You. The struggle is terrible! Poor human nature! I am well aware that I am not a strong person. Tell me what I must do and say to be just towards this person and not offend You."

− Jesus: “My little girl, only listen to My voice that is Truth. Offer everything out of love and remain silent. You can be sure to please Me."

In the afternoon at the church.

−  Mimi: I was examining my conscience before confession. I was fearful. I was asking myself the reason for this mistrust, these doubts.

− Mimi: “My Beloved, help me please. My enemy is near me. I am afraid and I am trembling."

– Jesus: “My poor little one. Trust Me. Why be afraid? I am within You. Pick yourself up. Take courage and tell your director about this struggle. Tell him your doubts, your fears, your temptations. Trust him for he represents Me and I will manifest Myself through him to increase your faith."

− Mimi: “My Beloved, show me through my director what You expect from me."

After confession

− Mimi: “How happy I am! Thank You, my Beloved for such goodness. I sincerely ask Your forgiveness for my lack of trust in You, ô Infinite Goodness. 

Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten my mind so that I may put into practice the advice my director has just given me for the greater good of my soul.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, see Your poor little girl at Your feet. It is with confidence that I come to You to tell You all the sorrow I feel about my ungrateful conduct towards Your Gentle Son. In spite of my despicable conduct, You still come to me to help me continue on the road to heaven. My Gentle Mother of heaven, I implore You. See with what ardor I wish to obtain my true and sincere conversion. I abandon myself into Your motherly arms. I rest upon Your heart, as Your child. I am so tired. A single look at You gives me the strength to carry on. Your loving smile draws me to You.

My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me understand the immense love of your Gentle Son towards me in spite of my ingratitude and lack of trust. My Gentle Mother of heaven, change my heart! Increase my fervor to diminish my lukewarmness. Give me the confidence to avoid the mistrust and fear. Give me the grace of a burning heart full of love for Your Gentle Jesus. May this love consume all obstacles to Our union. 

Strengthen my faith in the merciful love of Your Gentle Son for the poor little girl I am. Grant me the grace to never allow doubts or a lack of trust enter willingly into my mind and heart. Increase in me the desire of devotion towards my neighbor and the souls of poor sinners. Protect me against all feelings of vanity, pride, selfishness that have been filtering within me lately. Give me a contempt for myself and material things."

What was I like? What am I without You? I remained silent. How moved I was before such ingratitude on my part towards my Creator, my God. 

– Mimi: “(I was looking at the crucifix. I was telling myself : see what you’ve done!) Forgive me, my Beloved. Forgive me! My sorrow is so great. I cannot express on paper all my repentance. Before all this, how I would like to find the words needed to help You forget a little of my conduct. But I remain silent. My mind is completely empty. How I suffer!" 

– Jesus: “But My poor little one! Look at Me with love and confidence. I understand you. Many persons offer Me beautiful words, beautiful discourses, long prayers and many requests. 

Many times, their minds are preoccupied. They want only what pleases them and don’t think of offering themselves to accomplish My Holy Will. It is so simple, so easy to live with Me. You still do not know Me after so many proofs of My love.I ask you to be humble like My Divine Mother. Love me like Her. Love Me like I love you. Always be faithful in offering yourself to God the Father with Me for souls, through the hands of My Divine Mother. Do not be discouraged. Trust in Me. Don’t forget your team work."

Till tomorrow!

Sunday 14 JuNE 1953

– Mimi: “Good morning, my Beloved. My day is Yours. I had the great pleasure of attending Holy Mass and receiving You, my Love. My Beloved, You who are presently in me, I prosrate myself before You. I believe. I adore You, and I love You. Please give me a pure heart, a heart able to offer myself out of love, a heart faithful in following You, a heart united to Your Holy Will, a heart charitable towards everyone, especially my neighbor, a heart of compassion for the poor, a generous heart ready to work for the conversion of sinners, a heart filled with prayer and sacrifices to obtain the deliverance of souls in purgatory. It is with confidence that I repeat the well known invocation : 

"Jesus, meek and humble of heart, 
render my heart similar to Yours."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, if you gave Me the absolute freedom to work in your soul, what changes I would make in you. Don’t forget that you have a free will. This is why I am patient with you, with souls. I listen, I wait in silence. It is when the soul does Me the honor of giving Me everything, especially a submission to My Holy Will out of love, then only can I operate. I transform the soul. I live constantly in this soul because it has become My abode, the temple of the Holy Spirit. My dear little girl, if you want to reach this goal, that I change your heart in all humility, renew your vow of obedience to Me and your director. Be very submissive and faithful in all he will tell you. Meditate well the following: 

"He who hears you, hears Me."

– Jesus: “I beg you, trust Me, trust Us. Did I not give all My priests the gift of touching souls? Why wouldn’t I have given it to your director, I who have full confidence in him? Trust Us. Give Me your hand! I will guide your steps.

Ask your director to give you a line of conduct to follow rigorously.With his permission, make a general review of your life. Prepare yourself in prayer and sacrifice. Begin a novena to the Holy Spirit to obtain all the necessary light you will need to make this serious examination of your life. 

During this time, do not allow yourself any distraction, even permitted; no preoccupations. Think only of Me and of our forthcoming union. Meditate on My great Mercy towards you; especially on what I accomplished out of love for you. Examine yourself on your commitments towards Me, on what I expect from you, from your life, from your mission. Think about what I offer you in return. Think also about what you offer Me!!! Examine yourself on your lack of trust. Meditate on each important circumstance of your life. 

Go every day to My Divine Mother to ask Her help in this work. Awaken a perfect contrition for all your sins with a sincere repentance for having offended Me in your mistrust, your doubts concerning My Infinite Mercy. Now, share Our exchange with your director. I want to purify you entirely before Our next encounter when Our union will take place and will be blessed before My Father who is in Heaven. You will understand all this later. For now, trust  Us and go forth!"

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I place myself entirely at Your disposal. I will go to my director with more confidence. I thank You for helping me know myself as I am in Your eyes. 

I also, my Beloved, desire as much as You this union, this encounter You speak of. But, my Beloved, I do not deserve this great happiness. I am so unworthy of carrying some day the name of the spouse of Christ… What can I offer You in return? I only have a poor little life full of misery, sins, weaknesses. My hands are empty.

Ô divine Goodness, in spite of my poor life, in spite of my sins, You wish to unite Your life to mine. You want to share Your life, Your sufferings forever! Yes, I accept, my Beloved. With Your help, I will do what You ask of me. I blindly submit myself to Your Holy Will and to the advice of my director.

                                                                                                             Till tomorrow!

Saturday 17 JuNE 1953

– Mimi: “My Beloved, give me the strength and courage to work. I am so tired! My cross is heavy to carry, today. I am suffering terribly morally."

Afternoon.

− Mimi: “My Beloved! I am suffering terribly! The headache is getting worse. I do not have the strength to continue my work."

– Jesus: “My poor little girl! Offer Me this headache in union with My sufferings. Offer also all your sorrows, your sufferings without exception in atonement for your sins. Pray for the intentions of the Holy Father and also to obtain the delivrance of the souls in purgatory, the conversion of sinners and for all human misery."

− Mimi: “The pain is getting worse; it is sharper, I can hardly stand. I feel my strength leaving me. My Beloved, where are You? I can’t go on! Please help me! I am suffering a lot!"

– Jesus: “My poor little girl! I am here near you with this suffering. I am within you, in spite of your doubts. I know what you are suffering morally and physically. Place your head on My shoulder for a moment. Listen to the heartbeats of My heart that contains so much love for you and souls.

My little girl! Think about My sufferings. Think about My crown of thorns that I carried out of love for you and souls. How many times you placed it on My head through your shortcomings, your lack of trust, your daily sins. My poor little one! If only you knew how much I love you when you suffer in silence with love and resignation."

– Mimi: During the way of the cross.

– Jesus: “In your pain, look at Me on the cross. Think of My love for you. Ask to feel the pain of My Divine Mother. Ask for the repentance of Mary Madeleine, the love of Saint John. Ask also for the strength of the Holy Spirit. Pray often in this manner, for, in asking to feel the pain of My Divine Mother, you will understand what She endured out of love for you, Her child. With the repentance of Mary Medeleine, you will understand My infinite mercy and with the love of Saint John, you will understand everything, that is, what pure and simple love is like. With the help of the Holy Spirit, He will complete what is missing and give you the necessary light to accomplish your duty for the greater glory of God the Father. "

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I offer You everything out of love. Please help me! How good it feels to rest upon Your heart, to hear Your voice so comforting, to be sure of Your love. Thank You, thank You. Till tomorrow!"

God knew very well that in choosing me, there was room for suffering.

No date…1953

– Mimi: The wind was gusting. Head down, I was fighting it to reach my goal.

– Jesus: “My little one, do the same on the spiritual level. When the wind of temptations, your passions shake you, keep your head down and always walk peacefully to reach your goal. 

– Mimi: My dear little girl, why the self-love? Allow your tears to flow after having been within you for so long. You think your director does not understand this attitude? Don’t forget that your director represents Me! Do you believe I turned a deaf ear when I was hearing my wounded lamb moaning? Is not your director also the Good Shepherd? In the future, be humble and trust him. What would the Good Shepherd not do to bandage the wound of His little lamb and console her? My little girl, stay little and humble. It is the only way to remain in My arms."

- Mimi: I was in a state of spiritual dryness. I still did the way of the cross. I asked Him:

– Mimi: “Does this console You a little?"

– Jesus: “Why do you doubt? If you always offered me your actions in the same manner. What consoles Me is the confidence that you give Me at this moment. Submit yourself more to the Holy Will of My Father by remaining humble in the state in which He places you presently."

– Mimi: I was undecided concerning the way of the cross for on certain days, I must do it kneeling on the ground and other times, standing.

− Mimi: “My Beloved, do You want me to make the way of the cross kneeling?"

– Jesus: “My little girl, why wait for Me to ask you? Offer it to Me simply out of love, in union with My sufferings. I will be moved."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, why did you react to your director when he asked you to write, according to my wish?"

− Mimi: “But, my Beloved, I don’t need to write. You know all my thoughts, my wishes, my weaknesses, my sins."

– Jesus: “You are correct. I know all that you do and especially what you should and should not do. But, my poor little one, do you believe that what happens to you comes from you?

If I left you to yourself, for a moment, would you be able to do something right? Have a single good thought? On the contrary, weak as you are, you could offend Me even more. I know that you hate to write. Be careful that the devil does not profit from the occasion to change your feeling of disgust into a feeling of pride!!! This is why, My dear little one, you must obey blindly and without resisting your director. It is to keep you in humility that I want you to write Our conversations so that your director may know perfectly the state of your soul. Let him penetrate freely into the most intimate corners of your soul. Open wide the secret door of your soul as you would do with Me. It would make Me so happy! Be humble and simple in all things."

– Mimi: I was sitting down saying my rosary after a very hectic day.

– Jesus: “My little girl, today, you will not make the way of the cross but recite the rosary on your knees."

− Mimi: “My Beloved, You know very well how tired I am."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, think of your daily sins that afflict Me and tire Me. My poor little one, open your eyes wide! You will see that you accuse your lack of charity towards your neighbor. What are you doing about your lack of charity towards Me?"

− Jesus: “My little one, make the way of the cross on your knees in atonement for your sins in union with My sufferings and also to obtain the conversion of sinners and the delivrance of the souls in purgatory. Mortify your body in order to be more intimately united to My passion. Ask permission from your director."

– Mimi: I was looking at the fireworks.

– Jesus: “My little one, look at the ungratefulness of mankind. With the rockets that are shot out towards heaven to dazzle the eyes of humans, what remains? The show! How many take time to contemplate beauty without forgetting all the beauty of creation, My stars, to give glory to Me and to honor My Father?"

– Mimi: I was asking an important grace for my director.

− The Eternal Father: "My poor little one, if I had to reward all the souls who deserve it on earth, where would their merit be? Concerning what you ask of me for your director, My Son will manifest Himself in him some day. I will be by His side. Isn’t this enough to increase your confidence?"

− Mimi: "Thank you, my God. Thank You my Beloved. Thank You My Gentle Mother of heaven. How happy I am! Union with my Beloved is growing day by day. I feel His presence in me. Ô Infinite Goodness, in spite of my sins, You wish to come to me. My soul needs You, my only Love, my strength, my God, my All! How anxious I am to receive You!"

Till tomorrow, my Belove

− Mimi: “Forgive me, my Beloved, for my lack of confidence, my impatience."

– Jesus: “My poor little one, think of Me who am so patient with you when your failures are repeated many times a day! My little one, in the future, each time you  notice your sins, make a quick act of humility and make reparation right away… I will forget everything."

– Mimi: I wanted to buy a dress. It wasn’t an urgent need.

– Jesus: “My poor little one, do not give in to your vanity. You are so little. Remember your past. Freshen up your soul instead. This would please Me a lot more. Be vain only for your soul. Try to keep it always white and pure."

− Mimi: “My Beloved, I trust in You and expect everything from You. I give You the care of my soul and all my unresolved problems. I give You everything. Without You I can do nothing… Thank You  my Love. Till tomorrow! I will receive You once more! How I look forward to this!

  My Gentle Mother of heaven, help me prepare my soul so that I may receive Your Gentle Son with due respect."

− Mary: “My little girl, remain little in My arms for I constantly take care of my little ones… Like a Mother, I teach them to speak, to know, to love. It is so consoling to hear the language of little ones speaking to Us about pure love with simplicity… how great is their confidence in My presence. It is so simple to be little in My arms."

− Satan: “Listen to me! I am your God speaking to you. Do not confide in your director."

− Mimi: I didn’t know what to do. I was asking myself why. I was suspecting an attack from my enemy. This is why I went to my director and told him what I had just heard. How encouraging he was! He restored my confidence. He told me:"Truly, this voice comes from the devil. Don’t listen to it. He is a liar. From now on, tell me everything. After returning home, I was very pleased with my visit and suddenly, I heard once again this voice tell me:

− Satan: “It is your God who speaks. Why did you disobey by confiding in your director? Woe to you! Prepare yourself to atone for this disobedience. In the future, be silent and do not write these things down between you and me. Trust me! I am with you."

− Mimi: “My Beloved, where is the truth? I am terribly upset by this. Ô Holy Spirit, enlighten me! In spite of my doubts, I believe in You. I trust in You."

− Jesus: “My poor little girl, I allowed these temptations so that you might open wide the door of your soul to your director. 

I was sorry to see that during this trial, you were more preoccupied by your enemy than My presence in you. Why worry? Believe in your director. He is speaking in My name."