INTRODUCTION
If these spiritual notes arrive during the last years of her life, it is because Mimi would give them to me and to my brother Armand. They were written on small sheets of paper or given to us orally. But it was always with joy or sorrow according to the content.
During the years of 1982 until her death in 2002, Mimi shared with us the intervention of God in her life, since we were her spiritual sons.
These few notes, rarely written by Armand and myself are notes written by Mimi during her nights of the «spirit», of the «soul» and of the «body». Mimi lives what she is carrying in her heart and in her body. The three falls of Jesus during his way of the cross, she will experience them in her body after having written about them as if one had to die several times in order to attain LIFE. During her times in the hospital, she carried the sufferings of the patients, their anxieties, their worries and questionings.
Her long journeys in total darkness resemble the nights of the great mystics like those of mother Teresa. If in reading these notes, the inconceivable takes over, let us not forget that everything leads to the eternal light of God.
Father Guy Girard m.s.a.
No date
– Mimi: Thanksgiving to God from Georgette Faniel for so many signs of love.
“Now it is your turn to show him your love for 50 years! A mass will be said for your interlocutors.”
No date
– Mimi: “The vow of immolation of the soul, a renewal has taken place in my soul. I am so taken up by Jesus. His presence and love fascinates me; but on the human level, it is very difficult.”
No date
– Mimi: “At this moment, I cuddle up into the arms of Mary near her motherly heart, who loves me, in order to give myself to God with Jesus.”
tuesday 8 January 1952
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I want you to renew your vow with your director and in his presence so that he will witness your offering. Why do you leave him in the dark for something so important? Isn’t he the intermediary between me and you?”
friday 5 February 1960
– Jesus: “When you look lovingly at our little crucifix, repeat these words : ‘My Father, here I am to accomplish your Holy and Adorable Will over me. I offer myself to you with your Divine Son, Jesus. I offer myself as a host of love that Mary Immaculate will place into your fatherly arms. Ô my God, my Father, accept the total giving of my whole being, of all my love so that all may be consumed in your infinite love through the merits of your Divine Son. In your merciful Love, accept me as victim with your Divine Son to cooperate in the salvation of souls for your greater glory.”
friday 1st July 1961
Feast of the Precious Blood
– Jesus: “My dear children, recite together the act of humility and of perfect contrition while remembering all the sins of your life. And with love and full confidence, dive into the infinite ocean of my mercy. Gather yourself for a moment and I will inundate you with my Precious Blood.”
tuesday 27 August 1980
– Mimi: “Eternal Father, with the Precious Blood of your Beloved Son, his merits, his divine wounds, the sorrows of Mary Immaculate, forgive and have mercy.”
“With the Blessed Trinity, the Celestial court, the faithful souls, praise, love and glory. Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, have mercy on us. Save us!”
Thursday 8 December 1983
Message of Thursday 8 December 1983. (Georgette Faniel.)
– Mimi: “Midnight, another day begins for us. How I would like to be near you to celebrate this beautiful feast of the Immaculate Conception.
“Blessed day. It is with love and respect that I place on your forehead a gentle kiss in the name of my spiritual sons and daughters and for all your children on earth. Mary, I would have so much to tell you and I am seized with emotion, my heart full of love. The overflow of God’s love takes hold of me and I remain there looking at you in silence.”
– Mary: “My dear little host of love, it is also a great day for you. Heaven is rejoicing and it is with love that God, the Eternal Father is looking at you and awaiting your answer. We bless this offering as priest and victim with my Beloved Son and his priestly sons. It is I, your mother who has the duty and the joy to tell you that today you are beginning your special mission of total immolation to the glory of God the Eternal Father and the Church. Our two priestly sons will renew ther offering of total giving at the same moment when my Son offers himself to the Father.
“God will accept everything and I will be there with the Spirit of God and the celestial court. You will be officially at the very heart of the Church, hidden for now from human eyes. There will only be our two spiritual sons near you to help you.
“According to the will of the Eternal Father : Father Guy will become spiritual counsellor and will very carefully watch over the spiritual notes. Father Armand will be your spiritual director. He will direct you according to the Will of the Father. However, they will be the only ones helping you in your mission. The mystical bonds we have placed in your souls will become stronger for after your death, they have been chosen to continue your mission : love in suffering through a greater intimacy with Jesus.
“They will witness through their faith what we have accomplished in each one of you. They will be placed by their priesthood at the very heart of the Church in order to give once more to consecrated souls the purity of the heart, soul and spirit. But I will always be with them, for, one day, they will be crucified with my Divine Son on the same cross in order to be offered to the Eternal Father. For the moment, may they prepare themselves in love, faith and confidence.”
Friday the 16th of November 1984
– Mimi: Father Armand asks me in Father Guy’s name, before the celebration of the Eucharist, to ask the Eternal Father, whether they should spread the message that the Blessed Virgin is giving to the seers of Medjugorje. And the answer came after the Eucharist while we were honoring the Heart of Jesus.
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, why have I called my sons, beloved : cherished children of Mary? (8 December 1983.)
“Why have I lavished on them graces, blessings, special favors in encountering my representative on earth, Pope John Paul II?
“Does a child who loves his mother need permission to speak about her?
To make her known?
To speak about her love and kindness?
“However, they must be prudent and have a lot of discernment. May they act according to their conscience, asking the Holy Spirit for help and not precede the Vatican. May everything be done for the glory of God and the triumph of Mary, Queen of Peace.”
– The Eternal Father: “Examination of conscience for favors obtained.
1- To have been given a holy mother.
2- To have received the priesthood.
3- To have been given a spiritual mother who carried you in her prayers for 18 years before meeting you.
4-To have understood the prayer of Total Giving and now to live it.
5-To have seen and honored the Alliance.
6-To have seen the crown of martyrdom in the chalice.
7-To have offered yourselves to the Father with Jesus, through Mary, as priest and victim.
8-To have been called spoiled and cherished children of Mary.
9- Children of the family of the Eternal Father.
10- Retreat in Rome.
Visit to the Holy Father John Paul II and concelebration in the private chapel.
11- Pilgrimage to Medjugorje.
12- Prayer and hymn of praise in croatian.
13- Wounds of Jesus and to honor the Heart of Jesus.”
wednesday 21 November 1984
– The Eternal Father: “Happy are you to possess in your flesh the sufferings of my Son. Through the Alliance, you are taking part in the agony of the soul, of the heart, of the spirit. Moreover, with your physical suffering, you will identify yourself more and more with Jesus crucified in order to give witness. Two in one flesh, such is this intimacy of love in suffering through your crucified will and your crushed heart. Like my Son, you must offer it all to glorify God the Eternal Father, to enrich the Church through the total giving of your life, with your two priestly sons.
“This spiritual maternity that we asked you to accept twenty years ago, had been prepared by us from all eternity. God the Father had foreseen this mystical union within our souls. Give thanks to God on the feast of the Immaculate (8 December 1984). It is already a year since they became by my grace spoiled children (Fr. Guy) and cherished children (Fr. Armand) of Mary. The beautiful family of the Eternal Father. Do you realize this great privilege? Be humble and thankful.”
tuesday 22 January 1985
– Mimi: My God said that one day, I would perhaps write my biography. If I should write my life story, I have the impression that the book would be on the blacklist.
– Jesus corrected me saying: “If everything came from you, you would be right in saying this, but you must never again say such a thing. It would be a lack of respect to the Alliance that I embedded in you.
“My Beloved spouse, I beg you, be very attentive in having great respect in your words and actions towards the Alliance of our love. In suffering for a greater intimacy, the Alliance is the masterpiece of love from the Eternal Father.
“Meditate this beautiful testimony : happy are you for carrying within you the sufferings of my Son.”
saturday 24 August 1985
– Mimi: During these hours of temptations and trials, I felt the pain of the cross. Humanly speaking, I felt that I was going to faint. My enemy didn’t stop pursuing me, suggesting that I end my life, showing me the test I would undergo on the 29th of August at 1h30 p.m. at Hôtel-Dieu Hospital.
– Satan: “When the surgeon passes the tube in your throat to the bowel to see if there are stones, etc. I will strangle you since your God allows me to choke you when you pray or sing the praises of Mary. Where is he at that moment? Take poison before the test. The hospital will be accountable. Why keep on struggling, your strength is gone. You are fighting your own self, for you belong to me forever. The time remaining in your life isn’t long. You will die alone, abandoned. A good thing your spiritual sons aren’t here to help you in fighting me with their undesirable priesthood. I ask myself why they are priests?”
– Mimi: “Forgive me, Jesus, I no longer have the strength to write down these lies.”
And I wept. I saw Jesus on his cross asking me to come close to him. I could no longer move and I asked him to come and get me.
– Jesus: “My dear little victim of love, I cannot detach myself from the cross to come to you, for my arms are attached to the cross because of the sins of consecrated souls.”
Saturday 22 March 1986
– The Eternal Father: “My dear children, why do you hesitate? This tabernacle will be unique of its kind. More important than the Ark of the Alliance. Unique in the whole world.”
( First Chapel dedicated to the Eternal Father situated at ‘’Cité de la santé’’ Hospital. Ville de Laval Quebec Canada)
– Jesus: “With the cross that represents my life by Total Giving at the Last Supper.
Life hidden in the Holy Species.
Public life by visible image.
Where there is the cross, my Divine Mother is always present.
Meditate on this : What is your answer to the Father’s calling?”
monday 24 March 1986
Father Guy is staying by Father Eusebe Menard’s bedside and phones Mimi from the Monastery of Rosemont to tell her that Father Menard, o.f.m., is dying.
– The Eternal Father tells her: “Pray a lot! There are many bishops who are at fault in their duties because of pride. They abuse the prestige of their authority! This isn’t always good, for there are serious errors that are being committed.”
tuesday 1st July 1986
Message from the Eternal Father received by Miss Georgette Faniel during the celebration of the Holy Eucharist on the fourth anniversary of the Alliance embedded in her body.
– The Eternal Father: “During the month of July, month of the Precious Blood, you will be attached definitely to the cross by your two spiritual sons, for the Holy Father, the Church and Medjugorje, in answer to the will of the Father to always follow Jesus crucified so that you may live totally your vow as victim (priest and victim) by the total giving of your life in the service of the Church and of humanity.”
Armand Girard, s.ss.a.
monday 29 September 1986
Remarks from the Eternal Father to his sons through the intermediary of their mother, Miss Georgette Faniel.
– The Eternal Father: “May my sons be prudent when witnessing in order not to deform the principal aim of your mission for us, the Church, the Holy Father, consecrated souls, humanity and Medjugorje.”
wednesday 30 October 1986
Message given by Jesus to Miss Georgette Faniel, the 29th of October 1986.
This message or interior locution was given after communion.
– Jesus: “When Divine Wounds shall appear, your calvary will begin and it won’t last long.”
It won’t last long… does this mean that she will die?
does this mean the appearance of the wounds?
She believes, without asking the Eternal Father, that it means the appearance of the Divine Wounds of Christ.
Father Armand Girard, s.ss.a.
tuesday 4 November 1986
During mass celebrated by Fathers Armand and Guy Girard, Mimi hears the Eternal Father: “I have never misled you in what I have told you and in the prophecies that I have given you.”
wednesdaY 12 November 1986
– Mimi asks the Eternal Father: “Where will I die? In your dwelling or at the hospital?”
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, no matter where it takes place, the essential is to be well attached to the cross with me.”
13 December 1986
During mass celebrated at 11h30 p.m., after finishing the spiritual writings of 1953.
– The Eternal Father said: “The spiritual notes will be very demanding. We will have to struggle, pray, Satan will do all he can. We must do this work in reparation for the books of Marie-Paule Giguère. This will replace it.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, Eternal Father. Hold us by the hand.”
Towards saturday the 13th of December 1986
– Mimi: The Eternal Father in his wisdom placed Mary before the Son, before the Precious Blood. Mary was necessary so that Jesus might glorify the Eternal Father.
– The Eternal Father: “Your heart is wounded by the excessive love that you are unable to share. You have the value equivalent to that of Jesus through the redemption of your soul, through that of the Precious Blood. For you alone he (Jesus) would have shed his Blood!”
saturday 24 January 1987
– Jesus: “Be reassured, the Virgin Mary is watching over each one of you. The Holy Spiritt will intensify the gifts you received at your confirmation. All will be for the glory of the Father. Everything is for the Father, but if you want to signify my glory, I thank you for it.”
We had just asked him for the Holy Spirit to enlighten us.
monday 2 February 1987
6 years after announcing the Alliance.
– The Eternal Father: “I bless you, my children, by imposing my hand on each one of you through Mary Queen of Peace.”
wednesdaY 4 February 1987
– Mimi: “I was searching for the last two days an important paper for a person and suddenly the Holy Spirit inspired me to go and look at a very precise location. Everything was there. Thank you, my God, but why did you allow me to take two days searching for it with great fatigue?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I answer your request and you scold me.”
– Mimi: “My God, forgive me. I acted as a child without thinking twice.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this is really who you are, a child in our powerful hands.”
saturday 7 March 1987
8h30 a.m.
– Jesus said: “The spirits were agitated and the flame did not budge. A good thing that I had the flame before me, full of love, of peace and calm. In all your difficulties, always think of this vision of light that will bring you peace. Thank you for listening to this testimony.
“My dear children, meditate often on what I have told you in order to keep intact this peace of heart, of soul and of the spirit. I am always with you, because your heart and spirit are centered on us, and Mary’s gaze will be upon you for she loves you as her children spoiled and cherished. May peace be with you. It is so restful to be in a heart, in a peaceful soul.”
Thank you, mother Mary, thank you Eternal Father, thank you Beloved Jesus, thank you Holy Spirit for everything.
monday 23 March 1987
At the moment when Father Armand blesses Mimi :
…“Ask Father Guy and Father Armand to pray intensely and with insistance so that the wounds of Jesus you are carrying become visible so that they may confirm the testimony.”
(The testimony is the book :’’Mary Queen of Peace stay with us’’ Guy Girard, Armand Girard, Yanko Bubalo
Éditions Paulines & O.E.I.L.)
friday 3 April 1987
Good Friday
Message from the Eternal Father.
– The Eternal Father: “We thank our sons Father Guy and Father Armand for submitting to our Will by offering you to the world in cooperation with our Son Jesus and by participating through your sufferings in the Redemption.
“May all be done with Mary in absolute humility, for the glory of the Eternal Father, the triumph of Mary Queen of Peace, by the Precious Blood of Jesus.
“The Holy Spirit will always be present to help you at all times.”
wednesdaY 17 Juin 1987
– Jesus speaks through Mimi: “It is the Eternal Father who led you into his dwelling and it is Mary who received you through her servant (Mimi) to accomplish the Will of the Father, for a greater purification and a well deserved rest.” My House Saint Joseph. (Little sisters of poors)
monday 20 July 1987
– Jesus: “Why scrutanize and analyze the present situation of what I am doing within you; for the Church, for the testimony? The Father knows where he is going and where he is leading you. Full confidence in the Holy Spirit. I will always be with you at all times. The (Carmen) amount of money is so little compared to the riches you are bringing to the Church by your acceptance and you will be the one to pay this time for greater detachment : “You are giving your necessities.” You are giving your physical, moral and spiritual sufferings by remaining attached to the cross. Like me, you have given everything for a greater purification of your surroundings. You are the little victim that we will immolate by placing you in the arms of your Mother to be offered with Jesus to the Father in order to glorify him and sustain the Holy Father, the consecrated souls, for the triumph of Mary, Queen of Peace. All the misfortunes around you are only artifices to hurt and wound you. As for us, they are precious pearls for we offer all of them to Mary Queen of Peace.
“We will always be with you. Be confident, be fully confident in him who is leading you on the royal path of the cross where the joy of the resurrection will come out of your heart in order to bring you peace, confidence, serenity and love.
N.B. If we have but the necessities, we can go and draw from the infinite treasures of the Eternal Father.”
This was given on the 20th of July 1987 after the celebration of the votive mass to the Holy Spirit, 5h p.m. by
Father Armand Girard
Thursday 30 July 1987
During the rosary that Mimi was reciting.
She very clearly heard the following demand coming from the Eternal Father :
- “My child, give me your heart.”
- “I am prisoner of my love.”
(vision of Jesus in a prison behind bars.)
She then heard for all three ( Mimi, Guy, Armand)
- “My life, my mercy and my love are for all of you, to prove to you that I am always with you at all times with your heavenly Mother who loves you.”
Father Guy Girard.
friday 11 September 1987
Evening mass, during the offertory.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, get ready. My Father allows me to make haste to come and gather our testimony.”
– Mimi: “What I would have liked is that I myself present the testimony with mother Mary.”
– Jesus: “Accept our Will out of love. This is what counts in our eyes.”
– Mimi tells Father Armand over the phone: “There is nothing left!”
( The book ‘’ Mary Queen of Peace, stay with us’’ had just been published)
– Jesus: “Don’t talk that way! It is an exchange of love in suffering. Your mission takes place on the cross. Prepare your hearts for this great feast day (14 September 1987, Exaltation of the Holy Cross.)”
friday 18 September 1987
– The Eternal Father: “You are the little family of the Eternal Father. The three of you must witness together with the Eternal Father,
The Father, The Mother, and her Sons.”
monday 21 September 1987
– The Eternal Father: “I will be asking very big sacrifices from the three of you.
Your heart, your mind, your soul, your will have been delivered to the world.
Your body has been delivered to the world.
Your body will be delivered to science!”
sunday 6 December 1987
– The Eternal Father: “Even if they (Fr. Guy and Fr. Armand) have become priests only in order to help you, their priesthood will have been meaningful.”
friday 11 December 1987
“In a short while, you will have to consecrate yourself in giving more time to priests, religious men and women. This will be your cross.”
21 December 1987.
– The Eternal Father: “Your Christmas will be a Good Friday for the cross must not remain without its victim.”
She has the vision of “newborn Jesus” almost continuously.
We do not place a newborn baby on the cross.
sunday 6 March 1988
– Mimi: In the little sanctuary dedicated to the Eternal Father, with Fayez
(Fayez Mishriki was her doctor) I was praying to the Eternal Father by offering the sufferings of his father seriously ill. I asked the Eternal Father to accept me to suffer in the place of his father. I abandoned myself totally into the arms of the Father considering his Love, his Mercy.
After the offering, the Eternal Father told me this: “I thank you. It is the most beautiful present you can offer me. I accept it. Dear children, it is by your love and confident prayer with Mary that my Fatherly heart was moved to accept everything.”
In the afternoon, towards 5h p.m., the father of Fayez underwent a second operation.
– The Eternal Father manifested himself once more: “My Beloved, pray more. My Beloved Son is present with him in his suffering for a greater purification. Consider him. Have pity on him and me while giving thanks for my mercy towards him and to all those who abandon themselves entirely to my Love, and accept my Holy Adorable Will at all times. I love you and bless you.”
friday 11 March 1988
(The father of Doctor Fayez was dying and a non-belived)
– The Eternal Father: “Faith is not easily lost. It is a gift from God. The Eternal Father does not remove this faith because the soul is suffering. The wounded heart sends up this cry of distress at the foot of the cross. I heard this complaint, the sobbing of the mother and children; I would have liked to tell you once more how much I love all of you. Mary has always been near you to sustain you during this time of trials, of purification. Love, confidence, abandonment always. I love you all and bless you.”
wednesdaY 23 March 1988
– Jesus: “He who wants to be my disciple, let him take up his cross and follow me. My Beloved, as for you, we ask you to carry your cross to the summit. And I am following you to help you because I made this way of the cross well before you. Your director is leaving you by yourself with Jesus to undergo this agony of the heart, soul and mind.
– Mimi: I have never felt as much this state of abandonment.”
friday 25 March 1988
– The Eternal Father: “Thank you my children, you have all cooperated with my Son in the salvation of my child, Adel.(The father of doctor Fayz) The constant devotion of his spouse, her long prayers, the road of sacrifices, the cross accepted, have touched my heart. I have looked at all of you lovingly to bless you and help you in every way. Many thanks to my dear little child, Fayez. This gesture of mercy, of forgiveness out of love for the soul of his father was more than charity. It was Jesus who was present in this sick person. I was sick and you visited me, consoled me, cherished me. I was alone and you were with me to help me offer more to my Father. Your words so gentle, so full of love were like a balm.”
Thurday 16 JuNE 1988
Concerning a photo of a rose where we can see the face of Mary.
– Jesus: “The effigy of my Mother is not represented just anywhere. She is worthy of respect and of love. – Be prudent.”
friday 24 JuNe 1988
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it is a duty to fulfill. I will carry you in my arms, but I will not remove your sufferings that are so agreeable to the Eternal Father. Offer everything for the glory of the Father. This gesture is so useful for souls. My beloved child ( Mrs. Nault) deserves this joy before receiving a reward that will be eternal. (You may sing : You are most beautiful, acclaimed by angels; You are most beautiful acclaimed by Mary).
For her life is founded on love, faith, confidence, charity. The blessing of the Father will also be for each one.
Sunday 10 July 1988
– Mimi: “I had just received Holy Communion. I hear the following : ‘My Beloved, on the occasion of the 73rd anniversary of your baptism, I offer you as a gift to live the faith of your baptism with its fruits. By your union with God, you will be between heaven and earth. Your physical body will be in a state of spiritual bilocation from your suffering accepted out of love.”
sunday 20 November 1988
– Jesus said to Mimi: “If you weren’t on the cross, I wouldn’t be able to kiss your feet.”
Interior vision
– Mimi: I could see Jesus detaching himself from the cross to come and kiss my feet.
“The Love of a suffering God overlooks his royalty.”
This last sentence was told to her by Jesus to explain that even on the feast of Christ the King, he wore his crown of thorns.
Mimi had told Jesus at the outset of the feast of Christ the King: “I will wear your crown of thorns so that you may wear your crown of glory.”
Father Armand Girard, s.ss.a.
CHRIST THE KING
– Jesus said: “Today, I have placed you on the cross, it is I who will kiss your feet.”
After mass, an exchange on the spiritual notes of the 30th of March 1956, Good Friday.
monday 21 November 1988
Feast of the Presentation
– Mimi: Father most Holy, how I would like to offer you all the most beautiful flowers of the world and their perfume.
– The Eternal Father: “All that was placed on the paten will be granted, according to your faith and confidence.”
tuesday 7 February 1989
In the ambulance on the way to Notre-Dame Hospital,
– The Eternal Father said: “You are getting closer to the cross.”
wednesdaY 15 March 1989
The Eternal Father is thankful for this Eucharist celebrated in his dwelling.
(Fr. Foley, s.j . lives in London)
– The Eternal Father: “I bless my son in a special manner because he believes in what the Virgin Mary is doing for her children on earth. And also because he believes in what we are doing in you (Georgette Faniel), poor little servant. I bless all three of you (Fr. Foley, Father Guy, Georgette) and I accept you as priests and victims till the last host that will be consecrated on earth.”
N.B. Voice of the Eternal Father that Georgette heard during communion. This was when Father Foley was giving communion with the Precious Blood of Jesus.
– The Eternal Father said: “I love him
-because he is a priest
-because he believes in Medjugorje
-because he believes in what God is doing in Georgette.”
monday 12 Juin 1989
– Mimi: (speaking to the statue of the Blessed Virgin that we place on the altar for mass.)
– Mimi: “Would you make yourself lightweight so that I may carry you?”
Answer :
– Mary: “I cannot be lightweight for I am carrying the cross of my Son and of all humanity; ask rather the Celestial Court to help you.”
Mimi thanked her and asked for the help from the Celestial Court.
saturday 8 July 1989
Birthday of Mimi
(We had met without interruption 8 persons from Vermont).
– Mimi to the Eternal Father:
“Are you pleased with us?”
– The Eternal Father: “It was the present that I reserved for your anniversary. Your mission is greater in a sense than the seers of Medjugorje; because of the moral responsibility that you have in directing souls, in order to lead them to the Father. As for them, with the messages, they are leading souls to Mary! May everything be for the glory of the Father! Thank you for your spirit of self-sacrifice,for your openness in receiving the souls that I have chosen and sent to you. Your public life is well underway. Thanksgiving for all that was received on this blessed day.”
sunday 27 August 1989
The First Fall.
monday 4 September 1989
– Jesus: “You haven’t finished ascending calvary and in order to reach calvary, I fell three times. You had a physical fall, your first.”
– Mimi: “Will there be other falls?”
– Jesus: “Yes, they will be worse, for it will be on the spiritual level. You will despair, for you will be in the dark. Do you accept?”
– Mimi: “ ‘Yes’, even in my subconscious.”
– Jesus: “The third fall will be in my arms. At that moment, you shall have accomplished the three agonies of the heart, soul and spirit. And for me, it is agony not to have you near me forever. The Church and the Holy Father need your sufferings to save souls. Accept everything and give thanks.
“This fall will wound you like a dart of love. It will be our perfect union of the soul with God.”
tuesday 5 September 1989
Mimi at Notre-Dame Hospital underwent a tomography. She felt like she was dying.
– Jesus: “No, I didn’t die before three o’clock. I remained 3 hours on the cross before dying. Continue to offer up everything; forget yourself, think of me and of souls. Give glory to the Eternal Father in your sufferings.
“It is a gift, you have received the royal gift of the cross. Be forever thankful. The more you suffer, the more we are united.”
thursday 14 September 1989
Feast of the Exaltation of the Holy Cross.
Notre-Dame Hospital
– Mimi: “Jesus, I am once again in the hospital. A test to see how this poor heart is functioning. I hope that this intense pain caused by the permanent transfixion will remain hidden to human eyes.”
monday 24 September 1989
During the night.
– The Eternal Father: “The second fall will officially take place on the 27th of September 89. You must accept everything, especially out of love.”
tuesday 26 September 1989
(Night)
– Jesus: “Detach yourself more from everything. On my cross, I was totally detached. The detachment that my Father was asking me, was to detach myself from my Divine Mother. When I was on the cross, the tears of blood didn’t allow me to see my Mother. There was a veil over my eyes. How I would have liked to see the gentle look of my Mother. It was impossible for the Father was asking me to be detached from this.
“There was the detachment from my works, my preaching, my miracles, teachings, friends, the apostles. My only look was towards the Eternal Father in order to offer up everything.”
wednesdaY 27 September 1989
Second fall.
sunday 1st October 1989
Mimi returns to the hospital.
– Jesus: “You will not come back from where you were.My Beloved, you are advancing more rapidly towards the cross. Accept everything in spite of the state of your soul. No one can understand this sorrow, this calvary that is going on in your soul, within you. Your smile can deceive, but not your eyes. This look turned towards the cross expresses the abandonment and love in suffering.”
In the ambulance close to 7h p.m.
– Mimi: “I am once again at Notre-Dame Hospital. Jesus, I accept and give you thanks. If I listened to my personal preference, I would have remained at home in your dwelling. What will my stay at the hospital reserve for me?
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it will reserve for you my Holy Will.”
Monday 2 October 1989
– Mimi: “Jesus, stay with me.”
10h a.m. Electrocardiogram
X rays of lungs and thorax
Visit of Doctor Fortier.
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved for offering up so much suffering. This human misery, these sufferings that you present to us each day in the name of all who are sick throughout the world. It is a holocaust of love that you are offering to the Father to glorify him.
“It is the offering of Jesus with his little victim, that I receive constantly through the powerful hands of Mary Queen of Peace. If you could see for a moment the happiness of the Eternal Father, the joy of Mary. In the deepest moment of your pain, the Celestial Court replaces you in offering. Thank you for everything. Courage!”
tuesday 3 October 1989
– Mimi: “My God, all for you and thank you, Jesus, Mary please help me. I am beginning my day.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, you should rather say that we are beginning our day for we are both suffering and on our cross, to glorify our Father and save a great number of souls; to sustain the Holy Father; for Medjugorje.”
5h30 : blood test.
10h : visit of the cardiologist.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, take courage. I do not forbid you to cry on my heart. Never doubt that Mary is always protecting you.”
wednesdaY 4 October 1989
Feast of Saint Francis of Assisi.
– Mimi: “Jesus, why are you hiding? When I need you most. This room at the hospital is like a cell! Help me live with the sufferings of others. Help me better understand the value of the cross. Today I find the pain of the cross heavy. I have trouble offering it. I don’t even have the strength to cry and my heart aches a lot. I am heavy-hearted. Jesus, you went through these hours of agony. There was this angel to console you. But, for me, where is this angel?”
Fr. G. arrives at this moment.
– Mimi: “Jesus, why is your heart so cold when I wish to rest a little. I cannot understand your Love. Do I have to give up looking for your Love? I have nothing left. Complete emptiness. Yet, in spite of all this, I force myself to say : thank you.”
thursdsay 5 October 1989
Notre-Dame Hospital.
– Mimi: “My God, it feels like my soul is detaching itself from my body. My spirit no longer answers my will to accept eveything. In spite of the beautiful sun, everything is dark. I have a great need for truth, love and peace. How much longer will I be without light. Jesus, have you become insensitive to my cry of distress? Are you asking me to detach myself from the consolations you used to give me freely and that sustained me in difficult moments? I have nothing left. I don’t even have faith in the Alliance. If I could only believe in what God is asking me. I don’t like living this useless life without love, without a goal, without an ideal! Why continue to lie to everyone, even to myself? I can no longer endure this life. I would prefer ending it. Why live in such a state for others?”
friday 6 October 1989
Notre-Dame Hospital, Friday.
– Mimi: Since 4h30 a.m., I have been unable to sleep, however with Mary, I offered everything and in my pain (physical, moral and spiritual) I gave thanks to the Eternal Father.
10h : greetings.
11h : Departure from my room 2104 for a test, tube in my throat to my choledoque.
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God. Father Guy is near me to help me offer everything up. I knew that Armand was also offering. During the test I was praying! Jesus asked me to offer everything up to sustain the Holy Father during his trip to Seoul; to atone for priests leaving the priesthood; for my own sins; for the sins of humanity, etc., without forgetting the seers (Medjugorje). Thank you Jesus, with Mary suffering on the same cross, I could allow myself to die of love. I am suffering a lot. I cannot continue to write. Doctor Fortier told me that it would take 48 hours before having the results. God’s will be done.”
– The devil said to her: “You will choke to death, I will choke you, people will believe that it is an accident.”
saturday 7 October 1989
Notre-Dame Hospital. Saturday, Our Lady of the Rosary.
– Mimi: “Happy Feast Day, Mary. How I would love to be near you to place a gentle kiss on your forehead. My God, I thank you for helping me offer everything up. This “yes” that you expect at each moment of my life. With Mary and Jesus, we want to offer everything for your greater glory. Before this cortege of human misery, this moral suffering of thousands of human beings, I feel so little. This is why I offer the Passion of Jesus, the sorrows of Mary, in order to glorify you. Thank you for all that you are doing within me for a greater purification that I don’t understand, but that I must accept out of love. I beg you, I beg you to heal all these sick people. I am confident. You are the same Jesus who used to heal. I cry out to you! Have mercy on us.”
Sunday 8 October 1989
Notre-Dame Hospital.
– Mimi: “Thank you my God for this day. Jesus, please give me the strength and courage to accept the Holy Will of our Father in all things. The more the suffering becomes intense, the more I wish to cooperate with you in saving souls and at the same time, I feel weak, useless. Without a special grace, I cannot reach calvary with my cross in spite of my good will. Each day I feel that my strength is diminishing. How much time remains for me to live?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, I would like your mortal life to be immortal, so great is your mission. This is why I embedded the Alliance in your body. Never forget that We are two. With Mary, let us glorify the Eternal Father!”
Monday 9 October 1989
Thanksgiving
– Mimi: “Yes, my God, thanksgiving for everything, especially for your love, for your infinite mercy; thanksgiving for giving us Mary, for giving us Jesus, for allowing the Holy Spirit to be always within us! Most Holy Father, thanksgiving for the sufferings that you allow for a greater purification. Thank you for the weight of the cross, for the state of the soul in which you place me. Thank you for keeping me on the cross. Thank you for having me share the sufferings of the sick. Thank you for hiding my pain and sufferings by showing a calm and smiling face. Without a special grace, I would be crying all the time. My God, look upon your little servant, please help me. I can’t go on. Thank you for allowing me to write.”
Tuesday 10 October 1989
Notre-Dame Hospital.
– Mimi: “My God, I am suffering interiorly but the physical pain is more intense. What gives me the courage and strength to accept the present situation is the grace that God places in my poor soul. In spite of everything, I want to believe! Yes, to believe that this state in which God places me helps in the salvation of souls. I feel nothing. It is human emptiness. I hang onto Jesus begging him to keep me in his infinite mercy. All I have is my weakness, my cowardice. I can no longer walk,but I drag myself with my cross. The road I have taken seems so long, endless. Jesus! Carry me in your arms. I am afraid of falling and never getting up.”
Mimi should leave the hospital tomorrow after a stomach “scan”.
wednesdaY 11 October 1989
– Mimi: “My God, this is the day. Early rise. I must drink 5 cups of a liquid before the test (stomach scan) plus a serum. Give me the strength, I do not want to refuse you anything. I must forget myself and think more about the other patients; that I am carrying the pain and the physical and moral sufferings. I am thinking of the Holy Father, of all that I am carrying in my heart and in my prayers. Jesus! Remember when I was in your arms. I know that you are holding me. Increase my faith, my confidence. Stay with me. I am waiting for them to come and get me. I am thinking of you, Jesus, when you were waiting that I answer your love. Help me to remain faithful to this mission and that all may be to the glory of the Eternal Father and the triumph of Mary Queen of Peace.”
Mimi came home this evening, the 11th of October by ambulance. Father Guy was with her. She is able to get up by herself even though she is very weak.
Notre-Dame Hospital.
– Mimi: “During the scanner test, I give thanks to God for so much suffering for the preparation was very painful; there were mistakes; the needle of the serum was crooked. A second serum : another mistake.”
– Jesus said to me: “My Beloved, offer everything up. Like me with my arms extended on the cross. You resemble me, besides the wounds, you have received crooked needles on the elbows, by placing your arms over your head. This allowed us to receive more acts of love, of suffering.”
– Mimi: “When the time came to enter this (tunnel) scanner, it was for me the tomb. Ô marvellous experience of love in suffering. Alone with you, Jesus, I am so happy. This joy of being with you, on our cross, transported me in a state of soul and spirit that does not resemble joys of the earth. Thank you, Jesus, my joy is so great. If you asked me to be cut into pieces, with your grace, I would say ‘yes’!”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved, for offering everything up. This month at the hospital with so much suffering was agreeable to us. The Church, the Holy Father, Mary Queen of Peace, received a large share. Our two privileged children, Fr.G. and Fr.A. have received special graces. Tell them that all their sins have been forgiven. We are very happy and consoled that you are walking on the road of Holiness. You must always live closer to Mary, Queen of heaven and earth.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, Jesus. Please help me for I must return home in the dwelling of the Eternal Father. With your grace, I want to remain your little servant. Thank you for my two sons. Jesus, why not tell them yourself this beautiful message?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this joy belongs to you.”
Thurdsday 12 October 1989
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, I am still home after a very short night. I could not fall asleep because my soul was full of joy, of thanksgiving for so much love, so much mercy for each one of us. I feel so small. All that I can offer you is by a special grace that I don’t deserve and offer up everything. I know that with faith and confidence, we can obtain everything; but for me, it is your merciful Love that attracts me; it is this gentle crucified Jesus that I want to follow; it is this cross reaching out for me to be with it, on this same cross to be offered with you to the Eternal Father at each mass till the last consecrated host. Most Holy Father, would you bless all those who sustained me with their prayers during these trying times. May all be for your glory and the triumph of Mary Queen of Peace.”
Friday 13 October 1989
– Mimi: “May your Holy Will be done! What’s going on within me, I feel so sad, so ill in spite of people near me saying : ‘How well she looks!’. Thank you, my God, for hiding my suffering.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your life as victim is for us and for the Church. The Holy Father John Paul II needs you to sustain him. Like me, he is carrying the cross of the Church, the weight of the world. Don’t forget, you are his spiritual mother. The children you are carrying are also his children since they are the children of God. We entrust you with this mission because you know the value of human suffering and the weight of the cross. We are counting on our little family of the Eternal Father.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for everything; thank you for so many souls, thank you for those that you prepared for this perfect union. Thank you, Mary, beloved mom.”
Saturday 14 October 1989
– Mimi: “Jesus, were you sleeping last night? I would have liked you to answer my questions. Your silence causes me pain. I hope I didn’t offend you. The period I am going through isn’t easy. I need your help, I feel so alone, abandoned. I am sometimes tempted to ask you why I made a vow that I don’t understand but that I must accept out of love. I hope I will never be separated from your love. I think I would die of grief. For now, I feel so poor, deaf, mute and blind. All that I accept is done with the little faith I have left. I no longer understand your language. If only I could be sure that you are hearing me! I would like to talk to you so much; rediscover our intimacy. I no longer see where I’m going. Mother, please keep me in your motherly arms and let me weep, my heart is aching so much.”
Sunday 15 October 1989
– Mimi: “My God, please come to my aid. You are our Father, it is not negligible, most Holy Father. Why are you also silent? The silence of Jesus makes me suffer so much. It isn’t possible that you no longer want me as your little servant. I’m sorry for not always understanding etc, and accepting out of love what you ask. And yet, from the bottom of my heart I would like to glorify you with Jesus and Mary. I want to believe that you are living in Jesus and that Jesus is living in you, in your merciful love. Mary, please ask for me that this Love of the Eternal Father and of your son Jesus resonate in my soul in order to revive my faith. Revive my love in order to continue my mission of serving God and souls; for the Church, the Holy Father John Paul II, for my crosses (sons), for those you place on my path.”
Monday 16 October 1989
– Mimi: “Another day of solitude. It’s a beautiful day and yet in the deepest regions of my being, there is darkness, uncertainty, doubt, dead silence. Why continue living without a goal, without an ideal. I deserve these sufferings and those of others leave me indifferent. In the state I am in, no one can help me and understand this anguish. I almost regret the time that I give to others. Today, I need help. I have a lot to do, I don’t even have the physicial strength to put things in order. It isn’t a passing fancy for I spent a month in a hospital doing nothing. If at least I believed that everything is not over between us. Yet, I dare knock on the door of your fatherly heart. No answer. Is this silence going to last until I die?”
Tuesday 17 October 1989
– Mimi: “I wonder what I am going to become, sleepless. I am suffering more and more. My poor wounded body can no longer put up with the pain. If I could believe that I am not lost; that this suffering can be useful. I experience nothing. I almost feel hatred when I look at the cross. Why am I so miserable, disagreeable? I feel this rebellion towards those you place on my path to help me. You who are the Truth. You who promised me I would never be alone to suffer! Where are you? And the others, G. and A. F.J., they are like the apostles, asleep or fleeing the danger.
“If you are really my Father, save me! I beg you, Mother Mary, you who protected me all my life, are you going to let me perish without intervening? Am I damned so that God can do nothing for my soul? If this is what is called the second fall, I will remain by myself. I no longer trust anyone.”
Wednesday 18 October 1989
– Mimi: How difficult it is to obey! Yes, I must write. But what ? What I am experiencing, I cannot express it. I have to live it in silence, when I should be crying, weeping because of the moral and physical suffering. My poor heart is hardened before the cross; prayer repels me, even mass that was the center of my life is now for me a ridiculous stage production, words, useless gestures wanting me to believe that God becomes present. I don’t even believe that he is present in me. Why should I oblige myself to believe in spite of the situation? If I were capable, I would curse it all. I cannot understand what is going on. Why can someone damned serve the Church, sustain the Holy Father, etc. I can no longer believe Fr. G and Fr. A! I know that it is their duty to help me. What more can they do? And neither can I do anything for them. It is my turn to give them to the Father. He loves them. As for me, I am nothing.
Thursday 19 October 1989
Upon awakening, great suffering. I can hardly move. All my limbs seem crushed. The least movement causes me pain. If I didn’t have this moral suffering, I would be able to breathe somewhat. But no, everything seems to be against me. Where can I find relief? No one can understand the drama that is going on deep inside my soul. No one is listening. Hearts are closed to any confiding. All that they tell me is : “God went through the same things, you must continue on”. I am dragging myself. “Offer up everything”, when I have nothing to offer. It seems to me that there remains only a few steps before falling into the abyss. I am anxious for this life to be over. If I am damned, the sooner the better. Why live with these sufferings leading to moral death, defeat, despair? God will not have to pass judgment over me. I will be where he rejects me : far from him!
Friday 20 October 1989
– Mimi: Already ten days since my return from the hospital. What trials and sufferings I went through! Today, what I am undergoing is more difficult for there is no remedy for moral suffering. I experience more and more that the little faith I had is no longer there; crushed by the cross, I fall each day in the abyss where I can’t breathe. I feel as if I am dying. I hate the hours I have left to live. I am indifferent to the prayers of Fr.G. and Fr. A. F. and J. and of others. All my life, I have always had someone preventing me from being myself, from living my life freely. When I think of this testimony of lies to harm Medjugorje! It was under the directives of the Evil one that I wrote, his power is so great. Even Fr.G and Fr.A. F. and J were blinded, believing that everything was true and that I was inspired by the Holy Spirit. God knew that all he wanted me to accept out of love, I was unable to do. He has rejected me. I am like Judas. No one can save me, only death.
Saturday 21 October 1989
From the outset of the day, many trials. Very great fatigue. I can hardly walk. I feel rebellion, hatred towards those who want to help me. Words cannot heal me. How can a person intervene to bring peace. If all of this comes from God! I no longer have the courage to continue fighting. I would much prefer to write on another subject, but out of obedience I must write everything. It is an added torment. If I could describe the hell I am in : the deprivation of all intimacy with God; the rejection of Jesus after having experienced his loving embrace; the absence of the Holy Spirit who would inspire me. Loss of peace of heart, of soul, of the spirit. To no longer believe in love through suffering; to experience remorse for my sins.
Evening.
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for this ray of sunshine. In his great mercy, I received the sacrament of penance. This drop of water on my wounds helped me. Thank you, my God. Thank you Fr. A., Fr. G.
Sunday 22 October 1989
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God. There is greater calm on the moral side. However I am feeling weak more and more. I offer you my physical and moral weakness. Jesus, would you please embed in my poor heart and in my spirit and will the word ‘thank you’. May each heartbeat be a ‘thank you’ of love, an act of offering and acceptance of the Holy Will of our Father. This grace of purification that I don’t understand, I must accept in all humility, like Jesus and Mary to glorify the Eternal Father.
“I feel like a newborn in the arms of its mother. I can hardly see; I can do nothing on my own, I weep, I am afraid. However, I must abandon myself completely into the arms of Mother Mary who never abandoned a sick child. Mary Queen of Peace, have mercy on your poor little servant. Thank you with this wounded heart.”
Monday 23 October 1989
During mass, at the moment of the offertory, I asked Mary to offer me to the Eternal Father with her Jesus. I felt nothing, total silence. I am walking with my eyes closed, unable to see from being blindfolded.
– Mimi: “My God, I beg you, give me your hand. I hope that in the depths of my misery, there still remains a bit of hope. Jesus, you must be laughing at me, seeing me complain for so little. With your Precious Blood that I am receiving in this state (out of obedience), I am increasing in me the sacrilege. I am completely ruined.
“Why did I accept everything out of love, one day, and make a vow? The first physical fall is not yet healed and now, I have to undergo the second one. How I would like to be able to say ‘Yes’ like Jesus, like Mary. I am mute and blind at the present time, a real human wreck, heartless.”
Tuesday 24 October 1989
– Mimi: I hate writing. There are so many other things more important that I could do. I don’t have the physical strength to put so many things in order. It isn’t easy to see oneself move around like a human wreck. Everything is gone. I no longer have the will to do the least little thing. Everything repels me, disgusts me. What is a life without love, without an ideal? Each day becomes a burden, each step places me before the reality that God has rejected me. All these images that I see confirm this. I see God angry, rejecting me, in spite of Mary’s pleas. Nothing can be done. Even Jesus no longer looks at me. Turning his head away, his look is cold and condemns me.
Wednesday 25 October 1989
– Mimi: When will my eyes be closed to the things of the earth? I don’t even have the joy of thinking that one day they will open to a new life accompanied by eternal happiness. God has rejected me because I did not have enough humility to accept what He was doing in me!
I don’t understand! Why ask me to make a vow and accept all that he was doing in me and that I didn’t understand? It is really stupid, it is ridiculous to live this way! How can I live in peace and have faith in the presence of contradictions, errors, lies? I can’t even begin understanding, it isn’t worth it. It is as if I asked someone who has no legs to walk up the steps of Saint-Joseph Oratory!
Thursday 26 October 1989
– Mimi: It will be already one month tomorrow 27 October that I am experiencing the second fall. I don’t understand what is happening. I am constantly watched. It is like in a time of war. The Gestapo. The daily litany : Don’t walk so fast! Use your cane! Be careful! Don’t stand up so long! You must exercise your legs! You should stay in bed and rest! Etc. How long is this going to last? I can’t go on! It makes me angry when I hear people complain about material things. Their head is full of projects; but in the presence of others’ misfortunes, they have no time. I think I had better stop!!!
Friday 27 October 1989
– Mimi: I have trouble getting up. Already two months since my fall with a fractured sternum and two broken ribs. Every part of my poor body is suffering. In the past, I was happy to offer everything to God. I wanted to identify myself with Jesus, simply out of love. But now, I realize it was but a dream, an illusion. I believed my own lies. I no longer have the strength to fight. And why should I? I have nothing to lose, I am already in this state of the soul in which there is no hope; everything is dark. If only there was a small ray of hope, of light, but no, always this darkness, this abyss. I know that this gesture will be my loss, no matter, God rejects me, so I must have the courage to destroy this Alliance, to make it disappear from my eyes, by a wound or by other means.
What does this day have in store for me? In spite of being very weak, I must hide all that is going on in me, physical and moral suffering. I feel disgust living in a dead body. I ask myself what I am doing on earth. I no longer have interest in hearing conversations, peoples’ stories. Everything is empty. I have no ideal to live. Death would be so easy, but I don’t dare commit suicide from fear of not succeeding. I hear this voice in critical moments saying :
– Satan: “My Beloved, ask for my help. I am always with you. Don’t fear death. It is only changing your state of life. Why believe in eternal life? It would be so easy for you to say ‘yes’ to me for everything. By rejecting your God, you have a proof that you belong to me forever. I am very pleased. I never reject a soul!”
Sunday 29 October 1989
– Mimi: Being very tired, I would like to rest a little. I have to receive four persons coming from Quebec and Sainte-Thérèse.
These two hours were to me like a day. I didn’t understand what was going on. They were weeping with joy when hearing about the merciful love of the Eternal Father for each one of us, of the love of Mary Queen of Peace, about the importance of the Holy Spirit who lives in each one of us.
I felt like a loud speaker in which frequency is louder than my tone of voice, and in spite of this, the tone remained calm, mysteriously silent, almost majestic. And yet, I was there like a useless instrument, broken, worn out. An instrument of 74 is only good for the dump. If I were a violin, I wouldn’t say the same thing. The older the instrument, the greater the value. This does not prevent me from walking on a tightrope.
Always in a state of uncertainty, without any goal in life. I think I’m going mad. I shouldn’t say ‘I think’. I am already there. God will have pity on an insane person. If I had a folly of the cross and to think that I once believed all this. What a waste of time! And what is there left? Nothing. I have nothing. I am nothing and all I feel is a spirit of hatred. Yes, a desire to destroy everything around me. I detest those around me. I don’t believe what they say. I don’t trust them. Words! Words! I don’t know what to do with their promises. ‘We are with you’, they tell me. ‘We’re going to help you’. And nothing happens. ‘If you need us, let us know’ When I need something, no one is there. It isn’t fair! Sometimes, I am tempted to turn a deaf ear to their demands.
Tuesday 31 October 1989
– Mimi: Out of obedience, I write to say that I have not written. Goodnight Fr. G., Fr. A.
Wednesday 1st November 1989
– Mimi: How I would like to be joyful and celebrate the beautiful feast of All Saints!
I feel very sad; my soul is dead. Why am I like this? I am disgusted with prayer. I hate everything that is beautiful. And yet, in this abyss of misery, I feel numb, unable to move towards the surface. My eyes remain closed in darkness. No glimmer of hope, my will loses itself. I can’t survive in all of this. Has God created me to be lost? Or must I continue to live in this state in order to lose other souls? I no longer know where I am going! What more can I do? The answer is always ‘nothing’, ‘nothing’. It’s all over for you. I took advantage of graces and now I am receiving the chastisement I deserve.
Thursday 2 November 1989
– Mimi: I no longer have the strength to write these lies!
If Fr.A and Fr.G. are stupid enough to believe everything about me, it isn’t my fault! But their responsibility will be great before God for having misled the public with false testimonies concerning my life. What an insult to the Virgin Mary and what a scandal for Medjugorje when the truth comes out. Their pride as priests will be punished and a curse will be on all of us. I feel guilty and I am drawing on earth the vengeance of God. This is why he rejects me and damns me forever with those I wanted to save. I can’t continue writing for my heart is full of hatred. And why continue to lie in writing!
Friday 3 November 1989
– Mimi: Is it possible to suffer so much! Since 3h a.m., it seems to me that my poor heart is going to stop beating. It is only towards nine o’clock this morning that I got a bit of relief, after vomiting. I had to stay on an empty stomach all day. I was very weak and the broken ribs made me suffer more. Dr. F. came and helped me a lot to offer everything up. He asked me to remain in bed and to rest. I ask myself where I can rest at the present moment.
Saturday 4 November 1989
– Mimi: I don’t believe that the sternum and ribs will heal. However, I must accept this pain, these sufferings.
I have a feeling of emptiness. A useless life without a goal. All that draws me to what is good, I resist with all my might for a damned person able to fight and win the battle. I believe in the power of my enemy over me. I am walking more and more towards my defeat. I am pleased because I no longer hear the reproaches of God, nor the remarks of Fr. A and Fr. G. and the words of F. I feel cowardly in continuing to write. It would be so much easier to remain silent.
Sunday 5 November 1989
– Mimi: I no longer have the courage to fight! My extreme weakness discourages me. All this darkness. My will seems dead. No human reaction; it is only hatred that gives me the impression that I am alive. This heart that loved God so much has hardened. To continue living I would need a new heart. After all, why live? Why write? I don’t understand anything. Sometimes I ask myself who is inspiring me to write these things? The Evil One or the Holy Spirit? I don’t believe that the Spirit can inspire me to write about the state of my soul, since the Evil One is already present in my mind and my will. If God allows it, I cannot receive any reproaches.
Monday 6 November 1989
– Mimi: As usual, I was feeling weary. Tasteless. Everything I wanted to do was negative. All that I can see without understanding is that I am sinking more and more into this abyss and that in a short while, everything will be of the past. Nothing for heaven, everything is lost with those I must lose for this is my new mission, especially with consecrated souls. Why must I write all these things? It is enough to be subjected to them without having to write about them. In the evening, Fr. A. visits me to help me get my strength back with the sacrament of penance; it wasn’t easy. With faith in his priesthood in which he is confident and God’s help, I find some peace. Since the (2nd) fall (27 Sept.89), I couldn’t sleep. The calm after the storm. I thanked God and asked him to have mercy on me. I would have liked Mary to cradle me a little in order to rest near her Motherly heart. But Mary, before the Holy Will of the Eternal Father, submits and gives thanks for this purification.
Tuesday 7 November 1989
– Mimi: “Thank you my God. During mass celebrated by Fr. G. at the offertory, I felt great peace and at the same time a joy I had never known before. It seemed to me that my poor soul was separated from my poor body and I began to weep. Then, I united myself to God with Fr. G. and Fr. A so that Mary might offer us to the Eternal Father. I would have liked this mass, this offering to last a whole lifetime. How I would have liked to be alone in silence, in peace, but no, I must accept to be welcoming, joyful with those that God places on my path. In spite of this calm, I am suffering physically, the least movement, my body seems broken, my poor heart no longer has a normal heartbeat, no matter, it doesn’t belong to me. I gave everything away out of love.”
Wednesday 8 November 1989
– Mimi: The day got off to a bad start. This constant state of sadness. More and more, I discover within me this misery, this spiritual poverty; the malice of my wounded heart, and yet this wounded heart was for me my strength, for I was certain that our two hearts were beating in unison to glorify the Eternal Father. When I think that I extended my arms towards Jesus crucified to attain the cross, this cross where I wanted to share his sufferings, his pain, so that he would not die alone. I wanted to be with him, in him, to live and die of love to glorify the Eternal Father. Why, today, do I feel so lonely, so far from all this. My will is rebellious, my mind is troubled, my heart is hardened! What is my soul doing at the moment? The answer is always nothing.
Thursday 9 November 1989
– Mimi: How I look forward to a ray of sunshine! Every aggravation saddens me. I would like to reply but unable to say a few words. I feel stupid for not being able to speak freely. In my present state, perhaps it is better this way, for I could become uncharitable. My worst suffering is to accept and thank God for this second (2nd) fall. Yet, I accepted it even in my subconscious when I was suffering so much in the hospital. I look back at what I experienced since this fall of the 27th of August 1989, when I was so happy; the more the pain, the more I felt I was with Jesus on the cross. Today, I realize that it was all false; a dream that would never come true without a miracle of grace. And this grace, I no longer deserve. I abused it too much. I can ask for nothing, nor receive anything except the chastisement I deserve.
Friday 10 November 1989
– Mimi: Each Friday, I suffer more and I ask myself what suffering will be added on. I only have to look at my misconduct, my doubts, my sins and I have the answer. The time seems long. The silence of Jesus adds on a sharper pain to my heart. This heart wounded so many times! How can it still beat without feeling pain, rejection, abandonment? If only I had a glimmer of hope. The tunnel that I must cross seems so long, each day I continue to walk, but today, I am dragging myself. If I could only breathe and hope, but no, always no. I was watching the news on television. I was happy to see this great miracle of the Blessed Virgin (the Berlin wall). Yes, this great miracle of Mary Queen of Peace is a gift from the Eternal Father for the faith that the people kept at the bottom of their souls.
In spite of moral and physical sufferings, they endured it with dignity. Like a mother, Mary delivered her children from slavery and gave them Peace. The Eternal Father was moved by the great respect and especially the great faith and love with which a great number of the German people accepted to publish and read the volume “Mary Queen of Peace, remain with us”. After answering their prayers, Mary showed the world that she protects and sustains those who place their full confidence in God, the Eternal Father. The Eternal Father blesses and places his hand on all those who love Mary and invoke her as “Mary Queen of Peace remain with us”. Yes, we will only have Peace through God, his Son Jesus and Mary, by living in a confident and grateful prayer.
Mary is constantly with us. She still visits us to reunite her children, to offer them to the Father with her Jesus. She intercedes to obtain peace, love, charity for each one of us.
She will be with us till the end of time since she did not leave Jesus at the foot of the cross. And it is by a special privilege that Germany became the second country in the world to publish the testimony “Mary Queen of Peace remain with us”.
- Medjugorje 2- Germany 3- Canada 4- United States.
Other countries will also have peace. Thank you, my God. Thank you, Mary : mass of thanksgiving for all these people.
Mass of thanksgiving and intercession to Mary Queen of Peace. Mass of thanksgiving to Jesus Christ, Christ-the-King for his Merciful Love.
Saturday 11 November 1989
– Mimi: I cannot write as I would like to. Complete emptiness. I seem to be living in a dead body. Where is my spirit? My will can no longer react, nor struggle. The battle is already lost. My poor heart is no longer able to beat!
Evening.
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God. My director, Fr. A. helped me accept everything. The faith in his priesthood is so great, and in spite of all this, I cannot rediscover all this calm for my soul.”
Sunday 12 November 1989
– Mimi: During mass, I felt so unworthy of being offered to the Eternal Father. And for a moment, I also would have wanted to sing praises to God, to Mary. All were singing, Fr. A (R.C. J). The dove was warbling, Pit was singing and I was weeping. I am so exhausted, people don’t know what is going on within me. I am tired of appearing to smile and of remaining calm.
N.B. Pit was a little bird
Monday 13 November 1989
– Mimi: Too sick to write! How long is this second (2nd) fall going to last? If I had some courage to continue my journey, but I must remain to die in my miserable well. Dr. F. came : flu vaccine. Why such dedication that I don’t deserve? However, the reading he made helped me a little. When he spoke to me with such conviction about the love of the Eternal Father, of Mary. It is really the Holy Spirit that lives in him.
Tuesday 14 November 1989
– Mimi: The weather is so sad, no sun, it seems to me that heaven is gloomy and that the blessed are weeping, letting their tears fall upon the earth. I can’t walk. If I could believe that Mary is holding me in her arms, near to her heart, how happy I would be! Why does my will refuse to believe it? What is the Holy Spirit doing? The evil one knows what is happening, he tells me about it.
Wednesday 15 November 1989
– Mimi: It’s raining again! With difficulty, I have tried to put my correspondence in order. I feel more and more guilty for not answering these letters and phone calls. I am so weak. I am so alone, abandoned by everyone. I take the risk of knocking on heaven’s door. Always nothing for me. How can the Eternal Father remain deaf to my calls? I can no longer believe that he hears everything; this teaching is false and I no longer have confidence in it.
Thursday 16 November 1989
It is raining, more wind, the storm is raging inside and outside. If I could have a small ray of sunshine. I’m not asking much.
– Mimi: “My God, how long are you going to be deaf to my calls? You who are supposed to see everything. Would you be blind and not see the deplorable state I am in? What is your Fatherly heart doing? Perhaps you are tired of hearing me complain? You aren’t the only one with this attitude! Your Jesus has gone looking for the wounded sheep in order to heal it. I am wounded physically and morally, am I going to die like this as a lost sheep?”
Friday 17 November 1989
– Mimi: The whole day went bye in great physical and moral suffering. Several times, I had to remain in bed. If only these sufferings could be useful to someone or something. I am not even sure that I will have a third fall. What is the point in believing this; nothing changes the situation.
Saturday 18 November 1989
– Mimi: Fathers G. and A. came to celebrate Holy Mass. I never suffered so much. I had no choice. My heart ached at seeing them pray with so much respect and dignity before the Real Presence. Kneeling before Jesus, they recited fervently the prayer of total giving; a prayer inspired by the Holy Spirit which in the past was my only reason to live; my life was based on this prayer, a gift of the Holy Spirit to little souls. I am unable to hear it without feeling hatred. I hate it so much. I should never have written it down. If I could find a way of destroying it!
Sunday 19 November 1989
– Mimi: I feel more and more alone, always indisposed.
I am more sensitive to all my surroundings. Certain persons have a way of wounding me by their attitude, either by their silence, or by being too direct in their words. Yet, the situation is serious enough without my being wounded besides. Why hurt me? I’ve had enough! I no longer have confidence in beautiful words, no matter how charming to try helping me offer everything up. Under the pretext of being understanding, these persons don’t understand a thing. Only pride or ignorance can make them talk this way.
Monday 20 November 1989
– Mimi: “My God, what do you want from me?”
In seven (7) days, it will be two (2) months that I have been experiencing the second fall (27 September). I should say 2 months that I feel like I am dying. The agony is so long, my eyes seem closed to everything. My poor wounded heart is hardly beating. And to think that in the past, it used to beat so loudly because there was so much love. By living this intimacy with this Jesus that I loved so much, my heart would beat so loudly that I thought I was going to die of love. Today, this poor heart has to beat, beat endlessly for what? For nothing, it has no longer anything to give, nor to receive. Only death will be welcome.
Tuesday 21 November 1989
– Mimi: Communion has become more and more difficult for me. I have to make a discernment. Receive the body of Christ in faith and obedience? Or receive communion without faith, out of obedience and commit a sacrilege? The situation is so ridiculous that I should not ask questions. It is only intelligent persons who seek and ask questions. The innocent don’t ask anything, advice, etc. From now on, I should remain silent and say nothing, nor write anything. It is useless since I never get an answer. In doing this, I would be the only one keeping the silence of the innocent.
Special : thursday 30 November 1989
Feast of Saint André
– John Cornwell: came to see Georgette Faniel. During mass, the Eternal Father had this message for him :
– The Eternal Father: “Mary and I were rejoicing in seeing our son kneeling before the real presence of Jesus. And I placed my hand on him to give him a special blessing, granting him all the necessary grace in his work and on all those he is carrying in his heart. And his prayer and everything will be answered in all that he will demand according to his faith and confidence. He will experience joyful days.”
Message received by Mimi. It had been two months that she had not heard the voice of the Eternal Father.
We were discussing with John Cornwell and commenting on how Georgette imagined the Eternal Father. She represented him with a body. I told him that it was not theological : the representation that you have may be under a human aspect, but it is a vision adapted to our own imagination.
– Suddenly the Eternal Father told him: “What prevents theologians from believing that I am a living being with a body, since my Son identifies himself with me. Instead of discussing this, pray to the Holy Spirit.”
During the exchange with John Conwell of London, the devil tried to choke Mimi for he didn’t want Father Guy to speak about Mary and Medjugorje. So he attacked Mimi. I prayed and made the sign of the cross and in reciting the “Hail Mary”, he left her.
Thursday 7 December 1989
– Jesus asked Mimi: “Pray so that Monsignor Zanic will go to Rome to invite the Holy Father to come to Medjugorje.”
22 December 1989
– The Eternal Father: “My dear little girl, what rejoices my heart is the perfume of your prayer ascending towards me and the love of your soul that does not wither. Yes, little immortal white rose that I offer Mary.”
During the murders at the polytechnic (University).
“I was looking at the state of the victims and the essential is that they are the children of Mary.”
Good Friday
3 April 1989
She was looking at a small luminous cross that Fayez had brought her (cross of his first communion.)
– Jesus: “I want you to carry my cross with me to console me and in a spirit of sacrifice, give back the cross to Fayez.”
– Mimi kissed the cross: “You are asking me the detachment from this cross. When Fayez will look at this cross, may he think of your glorious cross.”
Easter 15 April 1990
– Mimi is sad at not having natural flowers: “I would have liked to offer you natural flowers so much.”
– The Eternal Father: “Why be sad, the most beautiful flower is you, taken from my celestial garden.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, and my spiritual sons, what kind of flowers are they?”
The Eternal Father : “They are my flower buds.”
– Mimi: “Why have they not blossomed?”
– The Eternal Father: “Because they will have to be sprayed with your blood.”
– Mimi to Jesus: “They already are with your Precious Blood.”
– Jesus: “I with my Precious Blood and you with your precious blood, because both of us are on the same cross. We are offering ourselves to the Father to glorify him and at each Eucharist, the chalice presented to the Father is the renewal of our Alliance by the total giving of your lives (Frs. Guy and Armand)”.
– Mimi: “Where did the buds come from?”
– The Eternal Father: “From the heart of a rose : Mother Mary, lily of bright white and from mother Marie-Rose.”
23 April 1990
During mass.
– The Eternal Father: “Why be afraid? You have more angels of the Celestial Court who are protecting you and surrounding you than enemies and your enemies are in your family.”
27 April 1990
During mass (Fr. Guy)
– Jesus: “Today you will have a lot to suffer to atone for the errors of your brother.”
– Mimi: “Which one?”
– Jesus: “Monsignor Zanic.”
Saturday 29 April 1990
I was upset in seeing my impatience in the present situation and Jesus seemed so far away.
– Jesus: “My Beloved little servant, you can always find me in contemplation, through silence. In prayer, through faith; in your sins, your failures you rediscover my mercy. And in your life in keeping with the Holy Will of our Father, we rediscover ourselves in our love in awaiting our eternal happiness.”
12 May 1990
Mimi was praying for Evans (with aids). A convert, he is dying.
– The Eternal Father: “After being a victim of human love, he has become a victim of Divine love.”
26 May 1990
– The Eternal Father: “Thank you for all that you are offering and also my privileged and cherished sons.”
N.B. Mimi will be 75 on the 8 July 1990
Tuesday 17 July 1990
– Mimi: Being in bed due to illness for 48 hours, I was praying and thinking about all that is happening in the world.
– Mimi: “My God, how your fatherly heart must be wounded seeing the destruction of your creation, all your love, your mercy disappearing from the heart of humans. This peace that Jesus has given us almost no longer exists. We want peace through violence. My God, have mercy on us. Ô my Father, how I would like to love you more in order to console you. I would like to love you with the heart of Mary.”
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, love me especially with the cross, on the cross with my Son Jesus. And there, with Mary, you glorify me with the love of my Son Jesus.”
15 August 1990
– Mimi asks the Eternal Father: “Eternal Father, most Holy Father, would you tell us whether you have a body?”
– Jesus: “Pray rather the Holy Spirit for an increase in the faltering faith of those who are seeking to discover my humanity.”
25 December 1990
8h p.m.
During mass after the offertory, Jesus said to Mimi (Georgette Faniel).
– Jesus: “In 1991, there will be marvellous things that will take place in Medjugorje. You will have a lot to suffer. Don’t forget, you have already offered your life so that the apparitions may be recognized.”
Mimi thanked the Eternal Father and, at the Per Ipsum, she received the transfixion.
– On the 8th of December, Father Armand celebrated mass in Mimi’s apartment. He asked the Eternal Father for the transfixion to take place.
– The Eternal Father said: “I cannot grant the wish of Father Armand for this heart has already been wounded too much. I cannot wound it any more.”
9 January 1991
Father Armand and Father Guy celebrate the Eucharist, (Guy has back pain). There is the voyage of the priests to Medjogorje (17 January to 26 January 1991).
We pray for peace and the encounter in Bakar U.S.A. and Azis (Irak) in Geneva.
– The Eternal Father tells Mimi when she asks for peace in the world: “Accept the sacrifice of the mass you are preparing. My people need purification and correction. Idolatry has replaced love, faith and peace. Pride has taken over humans. They are ready to sacrifice everything to obtain power. How many victims will there be to offer and sacrifice everything to obtain peace? And you (Mimi) will be among them.”
12 January 1991
6h15 p.m.
Father Armand phones Georgette Faniel to tell her to look at a comedy on television, that it will relax her.
– The Eternal Father tells Georgette: “Give up this program, for war is not a comedy.”
Georgette therefore gives up looking at the program so that the Golf War may not take place and that there may be peace.
26 January 1991
– Jesus: “Thank me for coming to get him.”
Evans, a young man with aids who was offering all his sufferings dies at 11h on the 26th of January 1991.
28 January 1991
Mimi puts water in the cruet.
– The Eternal Father tells her: “Don’t put too much water, they don’t purify their fingers anymore.”
The tone of the Eternal Father is almost a tease and rejoices Mimi who was not hearing his voice for some time.
22 February 1991
During the prayer of Total Giving
– The Eternal Father asks you: “(May they promise you) to always continue reciting the prayer of Total Giving; may you be with them so that the prayer of Total Giving may always continue, even after your departure.”
29 February 1991
Mimi had a surprise for Fathers Guy and Armand. She had made a photo arrangement of the Virgin Mary with two children (G. and A.) in her arms. One is at dawn on Lake Fraser and the other at the end of the day in a rowboat on Lake Fraser. ‘I was inspired’ she told me. I saw what I had to do in looking at the photos.
Father Armand asked what we should do with the photo. Personally I didn’t want to do anything without the Eternal Father saying so.
– The Eternal Father: “I bless this initiative so that my Beloved daughter, mother of my Divine Son, may be better loved and known and in order to bring this peace so much desired. I bless the souls who will recite this prayer with faith, confidence and love. This image represents their life and death (Fr. G and Fr. A).”
The Eternal Father indicated 10,000 as a number! Armand discussed this with Mimi. The day before, Armand and I had had a heated discussion on the telephone.
– The Eternal Father: “May there be peace in their hearts. I agree that there be 40,000. I bless you and thank you.”
After this, we asked ourselves what photos to choose. Mimi didn’t know which one to choose for she wanted it to be for both of us.
– So the Eternal Father told her: “Why did I inspire you to do both?”
We concluded that we had to print 20,000 of each.
This took place on the 2nd of March 1991.
19 March 1991
Near Holy Week.
– The Eternal Father: “The smallest parcel of your sufferings is of an infinite value in my eyes.”
20 March 1991
(Fr. Guy and Fr. Armand)
– Jesus: “I will take you (Mimi) during Holy Week, don’t worry.”
During mass, she sees the Virgin Mary with extended arms behind Frs. Guy and Armand, and she sees Mary raise her hands during the elevation. She does not see Mary’s face.
Father Armand is on vacation (but he is resting because of illness – fever, sore muscles, etc ) – Father Guy calls him from Notre-Dame Hospital to tell him to remember to give the date of his vacations; to remember his pilgrimage to Medjugorje. Fr. A calls Mimi to speak to her about it.
– The Eternal Father: “My beloved son and cherished child of Mary will go to Medjugorje in the month of Juin under one condition, that he will be able to go in physical condition.”
– Mimi: “Most Holy Father, we are confident for Mary is holding him in her arms with Jesus, thank you for your answer.”
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, I am the one to thank you for your abandonment and confidence.”
29 March 1991
Good Friday.
We celebrate the office at Mimi’s place at 4h p.m. Doctor Fayez is here. For the veneration of the cross, I ask Mimi whether she wants me to bring her the crucifix.
– Jesus answers: “One must always walk towards the cross.”
After the office, we make the way of the cross, it is from a missel that we take the text.
– Mimi tells us: “I have been doing this every day since 1964.”
– The Eternal Father tells us (Fayez, Régine, Fr.Guy and Fr. Armand) by his little servant: “I thank you for taking part in this special way of the cross, to accompany my Son too the cross, because at the moment of your death, I will remember this day and will be near you with Mary.”
16 May 1991
27th anniversary of the priesthood of Father Guy
and Father Armand Girard, s.ss.a.
She asked through the little interior voice.
– Mimi: “Do you know what day this is?”
– The Eternal Father: “Yes, it is the 16th of May 1991.”
– Mimi: “You know what I mean!”
– The Eternal Father: “Yes, I know.”
– Mimi: “As an anniversary gift, may they hear the little interior voice.”
– The Eternal Father: “What do you think I have been doing from all eternity. I have chosen them and moreover they are in the arms of Mary and all that Mary guards is well guarded.”
He blessed all three of us.
26 May 1991
Feast of the Blessed Trinity
– Jesus: “My Beloved, every demand for spiritual and physical healing will have to be addressed to the Eternal Father through Mary Queen of Peace and my Precious Blood. Faith, thanksgiving and Peace.
“When you sing Alleluia at the end of mass, all the Saints join the Celestial Court to glorify the Blessed Trinity with this hymn.”
We sing the Alleluia on the air ‘You are most beautiful ô Mary acclaimed by the angels’.
14 JuNE 1991
During the hymn to the Blessed Virgin.
– Jesus: “I thank you for the love you have for my Mother.”
18 JuNE 1991
Morning (Father Armand was leaving for Medjugorje in the evening).
We celebrate mass in Mimi’s apartment.
– The Eternal Father tells her: “My dear children, I thank you for making me known and for spreading the Good News of my Mercy and of my Love for all of you. And blessed are you for all that you are doing for Mary Queen of Peace. You will have a very special protection. I bless you with my Fatherly Heart , my frail children, my little ones, my Beloved children.”
Mimi wanted to ask Father Armand to ask one of the seers if everything happening in the life of Mimi is true.
– Jesus: “Do you wish to have the authenticity of my wounds and of the Alliance verified?”
21 JuNE 1991
Mimi has nightmares.
– Jesus tells her: “You must pray more for these people, those who are being persecuted.”
22 JuNE 1991
Armand is in Medjugorje.
– Jesus gives Mimi this message: “You will have a lot to suffer; you will not even believe that your suffering is useful. Every grace is obtained through sacrifice and penance. We are counting on your generosity and on your conformity to the Will of the Father to obtain these favors from heaven. May my Father be glorified by all these souls; may God’s people bow down before my Father. This Father who loves them with an infinite love, may he be glorified forever. May Mary Queen of heaven and earth triumph in order to give glory to the Father.
“Pray a lot for the seers, so that they may easily forgive Msgr Zanic. They must not judge him. They must forgive him. After all they have received from Mary Queen of Peace, may they remain in the most absolute humility.
“I count a lot on the prayer of my spoiled and cherished children. We bless you all three and we thank you for everything.”
28 JuNE 1991
Father Armand arrived from Medjugorje on the 27th during the night. He got up anyhow to come and celebrate at Mimi’s apartment.
Mimi first of all thanked the Eternal Father for reuniting all three of us.
– The Virgin Mary said to her (Mimi): “This is the last stage of your life, for the Immolation is getting closer; this is why I am asking all three of you to live the prayer of total giving so that the Eternal Father may be glorified! Like my Son Jesus, you need my continual presence. Live my messages of love. I will always protect you, I will carry you in my arms, I who love you so much my spoiled and cherished children. I thank you for making the Eternal Father known.”
29 JuNE 1991
Feast of Saint Peter and Saint Paul
– Jesus: “My dear children, always give thanks for all the merciful love that the Eternal Father is constantly giving you. Mary is as present here as in Medjugorje, for she is always enveloping you with her maternal love. Live in love and peace.”
3 July 1991
Feast of Saint Thomas, the Apostle
– Mary: “When you sing after the Eucharist ‘You are most beautiful’, I come as your heavenly Mother with the entire Celestial Court, including your guardian angels, my children. I am the Mother of Love, of Peace. Before all, I become the Mother of the Resurrection, of Hope and Peace.”
3 September 1991
– Jesus: “Prepare your heart for the feast of the 8 of December. Marvellous things will happen and completely exceptional.”
19 September 1991
During mass :
– Mary: “I thank you for the hymn. I am not often honored this way by a precious hymn. Not all priests honor me.”
We sing the Salve Regina, the ‘You are most beautiful’ and the Alleluia after mass.
26 September 1991
Mimi thanked God for giving her an angel to protect her.
– Jesus said to her: “Yes, and moreover, the guardian angel is protecting the Alliance; they are protecting your mission. Plus, you have the Celestial Court at your disposal.”
8 November 1991
We celebrate mass at Mimi’s and after thanksgiving in the small chapel (oratory) we sing the hymn Mirtha O Mirtha. We recognize in the croatian prayer the name of Bubalo and Yvan.
– Jesus tells her: “Yesterday (7 November), we were at the Sanctuary of ‘Cap-de-la-Madeleine’. All heaven was rejoicing while my Mother was weeping for joy; the angels would have liked to come on earth to unite themselves with the prayer of the little ones. What rejoices Mary is to see her children praying for peace, holy peace.
– Mary: I am waiting for them with all my maternal love because of what they are doing for me, so that the Eternal Father may be glorified and his Son loved more and more. May the Holy Spirit be very present in souls.”
– Mary: “Many thanks for everything. Your Mother who loves you.”
9 November 1991
Saturday (after communion).
– The Eternal Father said to Mimi: “And you (Mimi) today, you will have a lot to suffer. Blessed are those who believe” (believe in the mission of Mary and the mission of Yvan Dragicevic).
– Mary: “I thank all those who are presently following me (today) and empathizing with me. My heart jumps for joy when we sing the Salve Regina and the angels are rejoicing.”
12 November 1991
– Mimi: “Jesus, do you give me permission to meet Mary (at Daria Klanac’s home)?”
– Jesus: “It isn’t half a sacrifice that I want. Don’t forget that when I was attached to the cross, I did not go anywhere. And don’t forget that Mary is always present near you, especially when you are crucified with me. And your sacrifice will be more effective for obtaining peace in souls and in the world. Thank me for associating you with my work of Redemption to glorify my Father, our Father; for the triumph of Mary Queen of Peace so that the apparitions may be recognized as rapidly as possible. It is an urgent need in order to obtain peace in the world.”
14 November 1991
After communion. (it is the eve of Yvan’s departure).
– The Eternal Father thanked Yvan, Daria and his dear children (Fr. Guy, Fr. Armand, Mimi) for praying together in the sanctuary dedicated to his name.
– The Eternal Father: “May Yvan have no fear. He will arrive in his country safe and sound because Mary will carry him in her motherly arms to protect him from all his enemies visible and invisible. The Celestial Court will be by his side to protect him. He will rejoice in finding again his loved ones.”
(Morning mass celebrated by Fr. Guy and Fr. Armand).
15 November 1991
Mimi was praying for Yougoslavia at war asking that the cross of “Krizevac” be spared.
– The Eternal Father: “Don’t worry! Where there is a victim on the cross, everything will be protected.”
– Mimi: “Am I the victim?”
– The Eternal Father: “Both :” Jesus and Mimi.”
21 November 1991
Feast of the Presentation of Mary.
– During thanksgiving after communion, Mimi hears the Virgin Mary tell her: “I thank you my dear children for your love and for trying to do the Will of God. Continue working in the service of God, in prayer, sacrifice, peace and may all be done out of love. Remain faithful to all that God the Father expects from you. I promise you to present to the Eternal Father all your demands, your petitions that you want to offer to the Father for yourselves and for those you carry in your heart and in your prayers. May this day be filled with love and peace. I give you a gentle kiss.”
22 November 1991
– Jesus: “My dear children, when there are criticisms among you, I have the impression that you want to distance me from my merciful love, when it is poverty and weakness that attract me. Never forget that I love all of you with an infinite love since I gave my life for you. Meditate this message with humility. Put into practice this advice that I give you out of Love.”
8 December 1991
Feast of the Immaculate Conception
We celebrate mass at Mimi’s at 6h30 a.m. and then we go into the little oratory.
– The Eternal Father: “My dear children, I bless you in a special manner with graces of choice. A grace of choice that I reserve only for my friends, my chosen ones. I thank you for honoring and loving the Immaculate Conception, the Virgin Mary Queen of Peace, the Mother of God the Son, your Mother. Always be loving and respectful towards the Virgin Mary who loves you with infinite love. She will always protect you and you will feel her presence near you more and more, to help you sanctify yourselves more and more so that your heart may be ready for the coming of Jesus at Christmas. Mary thanks you and in her name, I give you my special blessing and may the Celestial Court be continually near each one of you. Amen.”
Armand had the flu for over a week and could not sing. We said mass Sunday evening, 8 December 1991, but mass was transferred to the 9th of December, 1991, Monday. We couldn’t be present, neither of us.
12 December 1991
– The Eternal Father: “I thank you, my dear children. The heart of Mary has been invaded by your love and poverty, however, your smallness is agreeable to us. Keep this heart of a child when you encounter the God-child at Christmas.”
19 December 1991
– During thanksgiving after communion, The Virgin Mary said to Mimi: “I thank you. I am very happy to be near my spoiled and cherished children. I expect a lot from all of you during these blessed times when the Eternal Father gives the world his Son Jesus to purify humanity. This child in the manger is bringing Love and Peace. You will have peace in your hearts by the loving acceptance of the cross and by accepting the Holy and adorable Will of the Father over you.”
25 December 1991
Christmas.
– The Eternal Father: “Thank you, my dear children for your love and fidelity. I bless you all.”
– Jesus said to her: “The most beautiful gift you can offer me is to remain well attached to the cross in order to give me the privilege of being placed in the arms of Mary. Be joyful in accepting my Holy Will.”
27 December 1991
Feast of Saint John
Mimi was asking forgiveness for her indifference, her dryness, her emptiness during the elevation and she was renewing her faith in God, in his Real Presence on earth as it is in heaven.
– Jesus said to her: “Why ask forgiveness when you are doing the Will of the Eternal Father.”
19 January 1992
Mass for the Unity of christians.
She was watching mass on television.
– The Eternal Father said to her: “It is also your feast for your sufferings help in the Unity of christians.”
She (Georgette) received this answer because she was telling the Eternal Father :
– Mimi: “I thank you and wish you a Happy Feast Day on this encounter for the Unity of christians.”
22 January 1992
– During thanksgiving, Mimi asked: “Eternal Father, would you please help Father Guy in his courses in English?”
– The Eternal Father: “Yes, I will help him on one condition, that he recite a prayer in English before his courses.”
2 February 1992
Mass of the Presentation of Jesus
4h p.m.
During thanksgiving.
– Jesus: “I thank you for the offering of the Eucharist and for your offering from all three of you. It is the most beautiful gift that you could offer her (Mary). My Father expects a lot from you (Mimi) for there will not be a part of your body without suffering. You will have a lot to suffer in order to obtain peace in Medjugorje and an end to the war. Prepare your heart, your soul and your spirit for you will have a lot to suffer during Lent. As for Holy Week, we shall see.”
22 February 1992
During the offering.
– Mimi: “Father, I am offering you the Holy Sacrifice of the Eucharist for the numerous souls and I ask you to bless Father A.G. in a special manner, to bless Régine, Father Guy and all those I am carrying in my heart and in my prayer and those who recommend themselves to us.”
– The Eternal Father: “And you, what do you ask for yourself?”
– Mimi: “I ask that your Will on me be done entirely.”
25 February 1992
Anniversary of Mom’s death.
– Mimi asked the Virgin Mary: “Are you pleased when you hear the hymn ‘You are most beautiful’ sung by your children on earth?”
– The Virgin Mary answers: “I am so happy that if I gave you this happiness, you could not take it without dying.”
3 March 1992
Eve of Ash Wednesday
– The Eternal Father: “My dear children, prepare your hearts for Lent. Remove from your minds all that is not of God. I need all of you to accomplish my divine designs over you. Remain confident and always give thanks for whatever happens for you have received much and will receive more according to your faith, your love and your generosity in the least detail. Don’t forget, Mary is protecting you in a special manner and live in peace.”
10 March 1992
During the Elevation, Mimi thinks of Calvary and asks the Eternal Father to give her the Love of Mary and of Saint John, the repentance of Mary Magdalene.
– The Eternal Father tells her: “Add to your demands that you experience the sensitiveness of Jesus and Mary. Ask this often for you, for consecrated souls and for your neighbor.”
3 April 1992
Georgette was praying for her scan at NDH.
– The Eternal Father tells her: “It would be prudent that you receive the sacrament of the sick. The heart could give out.”
It was 5h in the morning.
In the morning, at the end of mass, she was praying that the Holy Spirit enlighten us to offer it to her. Suddenly, Father Armand asks me : “Do you have the holy oil for the sacrament of the sick?” And so we gave it to her after mass. It was only then that she told us of her prayer during the night.
During the test at the hospital, Georgette was praying :
– Mimi: “I offer you everything.”
– Jesus said to her: “When I was on the cross, I saw you even before you were born. If you knew all the souls that are being saved by the acceptance of suffering united to my Will. And all this, when it is offered with love united to the Will of the Father, is priceless in our eyes.”
17 April 1992
We celebrate the office of Good Friday in the apartment of Georgette Faniel. Doctor Fayez is present. She will do the prostation in spite of the fear that this gesture could cause her death.
After the veneration of the cross, she goes to bed with a lot of effort and the transfixion takes place.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when we said : ‘We will see’, it was to see how far is your faith in the love and conformity to the Will of the Father that goes as far as the cross.”
– Mimi: “I thought I was going to die.”
– Jesus: “Don’t worry for Mary is always near you with the Celestial Court. This is only a rehearsal of what is going to happen.”
Evening.
– Mimi said: “Eternal Father, I thought that this was the 3rd fall that was taking place.”
– The Eternal Father answered: “Of course not, my Beloved, for your mission isn’t over; you still have a lot to suffer and never forget the Alliance that we made with you.”
18 April 1992
Easter Vigil
During the Elevation, while Mimi was making acts of adoration to the Real Presence of Christ in the Eucharist, difformed figures presented themselves to her (ex. sticking out their tongue, there were monstrous figures, etc. in order to remove the image of Jesus.)
– Mimi: “How can Jesus remove himself and allow these figures to appear?”
– Mary answered: “It is what my Son sees everyday.”
30 JuNE 1992
Receiving roses from Peter (journalist from Los Angeles).
– Mimi: “The Queen of England doesn’t receive such beautiful roses.” The queen was visiting Canada).
– Jesus answered: “But you are the queen of my heart.”
2 July 1992
– Mimi to the Eternal Father: “I wish my two birds (small canaries) would sing.”
– The Eternal Father answers: “You aren’t satisfied with the singing of the Girard Fathers and of Régine. Are you going to be bird-brained?”
8 July 1992
– Mimi: 77 years old.
Since she could not have her hair done (washing, etc.), she offered this situation to the Eternal Father.
– The Eternal Father said to her: “The most beautiful adornment you can have is the crown of thorns that you are wearing. We are looking at what you are wearing and not the artifices. We thank you for accepting to live with the cross as we desired so much this encounter with you. The angels are rejoicing on this anniversary, for this day was not one you had hoped for.”
Mimi had had many vexations on this day of her anniversay.
29 July 1992
Following two pneumonias, Fr. Guy gave her the sacrament of the sick with Father Armand, asking that she be healed.
– The Eternal Father said to her: “You will have many more sufferings till the end.”
4 August 1992
Feast of the birth of Mary (Medjugorje).
Mimi was praying during the night for Fayez.
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, continue to offer your love that is the love of God himself to enliven the heart of the Church. And continue to offer your physical and moral sufferings so that they may become the oxygen of humanity. Many thanks to our dear son Fayez for his great love and pious devotion in sustaining our little victim on the road of faith and at times on the cross.”
21 November 1992
Presentation of Mary in the temple.
– Jesus said to Mimi at the recitation of the rosary: “Take the rosary of Medjugorje that Father Bubalo gave you and that was kissed by the Blessed Virgin. Lend it to Régine so that she may recite it and be healed from her sore back. Then, you may recite it.”
The rosary gave off a very strong perfume of roses.
21 December 1992
On the 21st of December 1992, Mimi, looking at Jesus asked him: “Enlighten me so that I may better understand the Will of God for me.”
– Jesus said to her: “The eye of God is always on you.”
She thanked Mary for helping her repair the fingers of Jesus (Jesus in wax – the manger at the Immaculate Conception church) so that he may give his blessing.
– Mary said to her: “You will be the first one to receive the blessing of Jesus.”
Friday 12 February 1993
– Georgette hears clearly the following: “A Saint is one who does the Will of God and accomplishes everything out of love. And for God, it is the masterpiece of Love of all his creation.”
– Mimi: “My God, grant us the grace of becoming Saints, G.A.G.”
– The Eternal Father: “My children, you are already on the right road, but you must always advance each day.”
11 March 1993
Easter
– Jesus said to her: “My Beloved, today, remain attached to our cross. You must offer more for there are so many sins being commited on this blessed day. Your mission is so great, your responsibility towards consecrated souls and humanity. Your prayer of intercession becomes more and more demanding. On this glorious day, my Father bent down to bless you and your two infant priests, my privileged and cherished children, and those you are carrying in your prayers.”
19 March 1993
Feast of Saint Joseph
– Tom Petrisko (m.d.) asked Mimi to pray for a project. She asked the Eternal Father to give him a message that would help him.
– The Eternal Father said to her: “May my servant walk in faith and be fully confident, for he is always in the arms of Mary to accomplish the Will of the Eternal Father. The Celestial Court and his guardian angel is protecting him and watching over him constantly. Love, confidence and peace.”
22 May 1993
Mimi has a pain in her right index finger. It is gout! Constant pain is felt in the finger at each heartbeat.
– Jesus: “You will have a lot to suffer for Medjugorje and for those destroying the Church. One day, I told you that you would suffer even in the marrow of your bones and now, it is in your blood. There will not be a single part of your body that will not be purified by suffering. Thank me for this.”
8 July 1993
Anniversary of Georgette Faniel. 78 years.
– The Eternal Father said to her: “Heaven is rejoicing and I, the Father, am experiencing the same joy, seventy-eight years ago, when I placed you on earth to accomplish a mission of love; to make myself known in my merciful love for all and with my Divine Son, victim of love. For the rest of your time on earth, you will have to live detached from everything around you in order to live totally united to the cross and nothing to distract you in this great mission.”
10 August 1993
3h p.m.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, prepare your entrance into heaven.”
– Mimi: “Jesus, I don’t deserve this happiness.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in your humility, don’t judge yourself. Aren’t the elect in heaven and on earth all the children of my merciful Love? You are one of them and those you are carrying in your prayer and in your heart. They are many.”
10 October 1993
Thanksgiving Mass at Notre-Dame Hospital.
The Eternal Father tells Mimi that he blesses all the personnel of Notre-Dame hospital, especially the chaplains and doctors because they are bringing to the sick the healing of their souls and body and Our Lady will always be with them, with her angels.
– The Eternal Father: “This day is a day of thanksgiving and blessings.”
18 December 1993
During the Eucharist.
– Mimi: “Ask me for the grace to always give thanks and to love the state of your soul : the cross.
Give me your doubts, your trials, your worries, your sins.”
25 December 1993
Christmas
We celebrate mass at 10h30 a.m. at Mimi’s.
After mass : thanksgiving in the little oratory.
Mimi has a long transfixion, then,
– The Eternal Father with Mary thank you for having sung the hymn ‘Venite adoremus’ in the presence of Jesus within you in a special manner.”
We had (A. and Guy) sung the Venite during the transfixion.
3 February 1994
The Eternal Father speaks to Mimi after communion at 7h45.
– The Eternal Father: “Do you accept to carry the physical and moral sufferings of Régine as she dies so that her purification may be greater for her and for the Church and for her sisters.?
“Don’t forget, you must immolate yourself with her! Don’t forget, I will always be with you, near you and in you.
“And many thanks to the visible angels accompanying her. Those who are near her to help. I bless you and love you.”
Armand Girard 4 February 1994
Thursday 14 April 1994
– Mimi: At 5h30 during the news on television, I was seeing these images of the war (Rwanda and Bosnia). All these dead and wounded. Total destruction. The martyrs, this blood being shed! And my heart was wounded (transfixion), I was weeping and said to the Eternal Father :
– Mimi: “My God, have mercy on us!”
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, I also need to be pitied, these are my children. I have the heart of a Father and also of a Mother. They are my little ones that I created and loved to the point of giving them the Blood of my Son Jesus to save them. My Beloved, offer me more, remain attached to the cross and some day, this cross will become glorious.”
monday 27 JuNE 1994
It is Monday, we are looking to have someone to be with Mimi.
– The evening before, the Lord said to her: “My dear confidant, if you knew how much I suffer from the behavior of my consecrated souls since paganism and the spirit of the world have penetrated my Church, the communities, and sometimes the cloisters.
It’s the war of indifference, the rejection of certain commitments. The spirit of the world always brings disorder, blindness, the lack of human respect. How can we keep the world in equilibrium? God is almost never present. It is the easy way out that attracts certain persons. Where is the value of prayer, sacrifice, renunciation?”
saturday 30 July 1994
During the day. She was alone in her apartment since a few hours.
– She hears the voice of the Eternal Father: “You must be happy for you have your guardian angel and the guardian angel of the Alliance and moreover the Celestial Court at your service. And Father Guy and Father Armand also have their guardian angel and the guardian angels of their priesthood.”
saturday 20 August 1994
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, from now to the end of your life, you will have no respite. The cross will become heavier more and more, for you are carrying the cross of the crucified one and the cross of humanity. Take courage, I have entrusted you to our two dear children, they will accompany you on the painful road that you must follow. Do no longer look on earth, may your eyes remain fixed on us. We bless all three of you and we love you.”
saturday 24 September 1994
After communion, during the Mirtha hymn, we were alone with Mimi.
– Mary: “My dear beloved children, be very careful for the Evil One wants to destroy you because of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit and myself. Have no fear, I will always be with you. God blesses you and we love you.”
November 1994
– Mimi: I was looking at the flower displays offered to the Eternal Father and to Mary in the little sanctuary.
– Mimi: Father most Holy, How I would like to offer you all the most beautiful flowers of the world and their perfume,
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved little daughter, what rejoices my heart is the perfume of your prayer coming to me and the love of your heart that does not fade away. Yes, little white rose immolated that I offer to Mary.”
monday 21 November 1994
Feast of the Presentation of Mary
Father Armand and myself are working with Mimi to finish giving all that is in her apartment. We bring her to Saint-Joseph Home. Marvellous welcome from the sisters and the personnel. We have supper with Mimi followed by a visit to the chapel.
– The Eternal Father speaks to her: “My dear children, we thank you, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, for visiting us in the chapel. Mary led you and Joseph received you in this place that we have chosen for you where you will find the love and peace to continue your grand mission and also to live the total giving of yourself in the service of the Church and souls that God places on your path. We bless all three of you and we love you. Amen.”
wednesdaY 19 April 1995
During thanksgiving, a cross appears on her left wrist. She asked : “What is the meaning of this cross on my left wrist?”
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, it’s a gift. This cross represents the glorious cross of the risen Christ. It is a sign of our Love and this cross is your salvation.” Amen!
saturday 6 May 1995
– Mimi: I thanked God for all that He is giving me and I was very happy. Suddenly, I felt enveloped in great Love and great peace.
– Mimi: “Jesus, what is going on?”
– The Eternal Father: “Have no fear ‘My Most beautiful one’ you are simply enveloped in the shroud of our merciful love with those you are carrying in your prayers.”
saturday 24 June 1995
Georgette was praying and asking to bless the Canadians.
– The Eternal Father says to her: “You are presently living in a war of indifference. It is worse than contempt. Indifference towards God, towards the Church, authority, parents towards children and children towards their parents.”
saturday 1st July 1995
– Mimi: I was thinking of getting a relic of Saint Ann (my patron saint). But How?
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, you are more valuable in our eyes for you are a live relic of our merciful love, you, little host who is consumed each day with Jesus for the salvation of the world.”
saturday 16 September 1995
– Jesus: “My Beloved, this spear of love that wounds you continually, of which you feel the physical effects, is a great grace for the Holy Father, the Church, Medjugorje and humanity. Such is the total giving of your life and of detachment. Your consolation is the people who are around you and are wounding you.”
Friday 13 October 1995
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, don’t forget that you must die as a victim of our merciful Love. What you are living presently is the martyrdom of love of your faith. What you are living is for the Church and humanity.”
thursday 3 October 1996
– Jesus: “The doctors are searching for the causes of your sufferings, but they cannot look for what I am doing within you – two in one flesh through the presence of our Alliance.”
monday 16 December 1996
The Eternal Father said concerning Catherine Boutet, 6 years old and daughter of Danielle Boutet. (His little girl is handicapped)
– The Eternal Father: “With the perfect union of this little soul, there will be many graces, conversions, healings. As a baby, she has already been offered to the Eternal Father. Mary Queen of Peace has always been near her. Now, little Catherine will watch lovingly over her parents and the whole family. There has been a great Saint Theresa and a little Theresa. There has been a great Saint Catherine and a little Catherine. Thanksgiving for what God has done that is beautiful and great in this little soul. One must not be saddened by God’s choice.”
wednesdaY 8 January 1997
Guy and Armand celebrate mass in her room.
After mass, she (Mimi) tells us :
– During the elevation, the Eternal Father said to her: “Thank you, my Beloved, for abandoning yourself to our love by the total giving of your life. The following days will be very precious for you will experience the agony of the heart, soul and spirit. Take courage and thank you.”
wednesdaY 26 February 1997
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, I sense that you are walking more and more rapidly and that your arms are wide open.”
– Mimi: “For myself, I am frightened, my hands are open but empty. My God, have mercy on me.”
– The Eternal Father: “My Beloved, it isn’t what you have in your hands that I am looking at, it’s the love that you have in your heart. Fear not, my hands are open to welcome you into my merciful love.”
wednesdaY 21 January 1998
During mass celebrated by Guy and Armand.
– The Eternal Father said to Mimi: “Consider, now, Fidel Castro as your spiritual son, for the miracle of merciful love will be upon him.”
Sunday, it is three o’clock.
– Mimi: Before the Blessed Sacrament exposed in the chapel of Saint-Joseph Home of the little sisters of the poor where I have been living for the last three years. My room has become a cell that I cannot leave because of illness. The door is closed in order to have more rest and silence.
– Mimi: “Jesus, what a beautiful day today, the sun is nice and warm, I would like to walk in the snow, take in some fresh air, but I am dreaming. Sorry Jesus!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, don’t forget, you are always on earth, hidden from the eyes of humans for your life belongs to us. For the time being, we are lending you to the earth to sustain the Church and her spiritual sons, pope John Paul II, the priests, without forgetting my dear apostles and sons Guy and Armand and all humanity. Your mission is so great that you will need a part of eternity in order to accomplish it. My little one, my Beloved, have no fear in the arms of your Mother of Heaven.
“You know, my little girl, like the Father, I have loved you from all eternity, and in your mother’s womb, I was there with you. Yes, while each day your little body was growing, my love was growing in you till the day I gave you to Mary, your Heavenly Mother.
“Then, one day, Mary gave you her Beloved Son to help you accomplish this great mission to make known the Eternal Father, and love in suffering through a greater intimacy with Jesus in order to sustain the Church, the Holy Father and humanity.
“Remain faithful, in spite of the state of soul in which you are living. Offer everthing out of love. You are not alone. We are with you forever, for, one day, you will be with us for all eternity. Prepare this encounter with joy and thanksgiving.”
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, my Father. I must leave you to finish the holy hour before Jesus in the Host with Mary, Joseph, all the Saints, the Celestial Court. The acts of thanksgiving will be greater and more powerful, for I am so little and I would like to give you as much love as possible. Thank you, my God.”
saturday 18 July 1998
– Mimi writes the following: “To reach the Heart of the Eternal Father, I must ask Jesus to open his Divine Heart in order to drink this Precious Blood, to get my strength back.
I am feeling weak, more and more, I no longer have the strength to walk!
Like a child, I drag myself. Mother Mary, give me your hand, take me in your arms, place me near your Heart full of the love of God.”
N.B. Written by Father Armand Girard on the 24th of July 1998.
tuesday 8 December 1998
– The Eternal Father said to Georgette: “Let us rest in you.”
– Georgette tells us: “He must be very tired.”
wednesdaY 30 December 1998
Message from the Holy Spirit to Georgette Faniel:
“During the year of the Eternal Father, you will be asked for more, for it is our year.”
Armand Girard m.s.a.
sunday 30 January 2000
Message of the Eternal Father to Georgette Faniel :
– The Eternal Father: “I thank you for this additional suffering that you offered us. It saved many souls. We thank you for your acceptance.
– It is a gift for the feast of the Purification.”
N.B. Mimi will be 85 on the 8th of July 2000
