Mimi will be 45 on the 8th of July 1960.
Friday 1st January 1960
Montreal, first Friday of the month
– Mimi: “At last, my Beloved, we have come together to begin a new year under the eyes of God, the Father, our Father (my Papa). Thank you for this gentleness, this treat. I had the great pleasure of receiving my three loves. The day before, I had asked my gentle heavenly Mother to help her little girl do the house cleaning of her little dwelling and my director came to check things out. Together we made the inventory of everything that I received during 1959. Communion, sacraments, cross, trials, etc.
“My Beloved, I love you. Thank you for your love. After communion, still cuddled up in powerful arms, my head resting on his Divine Heart, after having wished you a Happy New Year, we exchanged our best wishes. Then, we discussed at length our projects, our love of God the Father and then traced the outline of life at the outset of 1960.
“Then, I cried like a baby telling him how much I missed him. Afterwards, he spoke to me tenderly, lovingly and made me understand that I had to follow his example by remaining on earth a little host of love, a little victim.”
– Jesus: “That is the greatest sign of love you can offer my Father by doing his Holy Will, by accepting everything out of love. My Beloved, you will never understand the happiness you give us by offering yourself as a host, a victim, especially when this offering is made through the hands of our representative.
“Don’t forget it. It is your director’s mission to offer us your little soul. It is a very delicate mission and at times difficult to accomplish. By a special privilege, he knows what we want from you. He knows the road that you must take before the great departure. Meditate on this : The preparation of a victim soul is at times very long before the immolation. This is why the little host, the little victime must feed each day on pure love, as often as possible on Divine Love. My Beloved, I beg you, promise us that you will remain our little host of love, our little victim, always ready to be immolated out of love for us and for souls. What a consolation it is for us when you recite the beautiful prayer of total giving.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I accept with love everything and you know the extent of the word ‘everything’.”
Ideal : to become in 1960 his immense host of love in order to give him more love, more souls.
Saturday 2 January 1960
– Mimi: My Beloved came for a visit.
– Mimi: “My God, please bless my director for all his devotion. See how much he loves you. When it is for you, to please you, to serve you, nothing can hold him back, especially when he goes to get you, to carry you on his heart in order to deposit you in my little soul, your little dwelling. Yes, the little host of love awaits all three of you, with her gentle heavenly Mother to be fed with love before the immolation.”
– Mimi: After communion.
Thanksgiving with my gentle heavenly Mother, my guardian angel, Saint Michael, all the saints and angels. I am a bit embarrassed to eat alone.
– Mimi: “You know very well, my gentle heavenly Mother how I am never satisfied of Jesus Host, of his love and mine.”
– Mary: “My dear little girl, thank you. You console me by receiving, by wishing to receive your God, the God of love. My mission has been to give everything out of love in order to give Love Himself to all the souls. My dear little girl, don’t hesitate to receive my Beloved. If you could only see the beautiful spectacle when your director places the Host on your tongue. All heaven is celebrating and in adoration. And I am chanting the Magnificat. The saints are in adoration, the angels are bowing and giving thanks to God.
“In my soul as a Mother, I am thanking God for his great infinite mercy in your favor. And I weep for joy upon looking at your little soul covered with the Precious Blood of my Divine Son.
“My dear little girl, if you want to please God, after communion, offer yourself with Jesus the Host to God the Father by reciting the beautiful prayer of your vows without forgetting the vow for the success of the Great Mission of 1960. You know how much God wants to hear this prayer and in what circumstances it was written under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. Yet, you were searching a lot to know what God wanted most!”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, at the beginning of this year, is there something that would please you?”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, we would like you to write. For what we have to tell you, to dictate, what the Holy Spirit will inspire you will not only be for you but later on will help souls become witnesses to merciful love, infinite love, to the Truth. You will leave all the writings to your director as a testament. In doing this, you will come closer to us by your detachment each day from everything. Meditate on what is happening in our little dwelling. Write out of love and obedience.”
Sunday 3 January 1960
– Mimi: No communion. I am lonesome and weeping at the thought that there are so many souls that could receive him and neglect to approach Love. To think that I used to be among them. My Beloved, I ask your forgiveness.
Spiritual communion. Mass on the radio.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, the secret to be happy and have peace of soul is to forget oneself out of love. Yes, love is the foundation of everything, especially in spiritual life. Love is more important than confidence although one does not exist without the other. Two concrete examples. Love without confidence cannot be obtained and confidence without love cannot last. Even faith without love of God cannot grow, feed itself, direct itself to God and remain intact. Hope : how can a soul hope without love? What value does charity have without the love of God, of neighbor?
“Yes, my Beloved, love, always love, from the beginning of the world till the end and during all eternity there will always be love. What value does suffering have without love? What value does the cross have without love?
“A victim without love is like a body without limbs. What is this victim worth? There is no virtue, no perfection, no sanctification without love. How can immolation be possible without love? What is total giving worth without love?
“My dear little host of love, if only souls understood that all that counts is love. Yes, one must live out of love and die out of love of God. Such is the ideal that souls must have. To returen to the Father with love, to return to God, the Infinite Love. On the cross, when I placed my soul into the hands of my Father, it wasn’t only through my sufferings, my passion, my death. It was especially my love that was agreeable to him.
“Conformity to his Holy and Adorable Will, accepted out of Love and the total giving of my entire being out of Love, to the infinite Love of my Father. Yes, Love in all its dimension, unlimited Love for the human being. Only God possesses infinite Love. Yes, my Beloved, I am total Love. I gave everything out of love for souls in order to glorify my Father, Love himself.”
Monday 4 January 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, what would you say if I told you that you have cancer?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I would thank you because I would have a sign that you want all, that you will take all and that it will be all. Moreover, I would tell you : ‘When will you come and get me?’ I find the time so long without you. I am anxious to see you, to be able to tell you how much I love you and to no longer be afraid of offending you, to be able to serve you.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, in accepting out of love the Holy Will of my Father, you already possess the peace of soul, heaven. Souls are often mistaken concerning my love and their love for me. Do you think that in heaven you will be able to love me more? Of course not, my Beloved. It is now that I need your love, your consolation, that I experience the effects of your love. Why be afraid of losing me when we are always together, when you are doing your best to love me, to follow me on the road of suffering, to the cross, when you offer yourself each day with me to my Father and when you accept everything out of love for us. In heaven, you won’t offer all these merits. Do you understand why I prolong your sufferings, your agony of the heart, of the soul, of the mind and leave you attached to the cross with me?
“You wish to serve me in heaven, but, my dear little one, what service would you like to render me in heaven? It is on earth that I wish to be served as I served my Father by accepting his Adorable Will to all its extent.
“This union is founded on love and suffering. My dear little host of love, a little host must always be ready to be offered at each moment, and a little victim must be ready to be immolated night and day. This is why you must be very attentive to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit who is the hyphen of our love for our Father.”
Wednesday 6 January 1960
Feast of the Epiphany
– Mimi: My Beloved is within me, thank God. It is always a renewed joy when I receive him. I am so happy with him being near me.
– Mimi: “I feel so little in your arms that I wish this moment could last forever. How I would like to share this happiness with every soul. I am close to the manger with the Magis to offer you my gifts and especially to tell you my love and gratitude. Thank you, my Beloved, for choosing me as a victim, thank you for signing us with the cross to cooperate in saving souls. Thank you for helping me understand the value of suffering. Thank you for having me accept with love to be attached to the cross with you, to glorify God the Father, to console him. You know how much I love him. Thank you from the bottom of my little heart for consoling me each day with the royal gift of the cross.”
My jealous enemy :
– Satan: “Poor little one, you’re out of your mind! It isn’t possible for a human being to love suffering after having suffered for 35 years. Who can guarantee that you will be happy after you die, that you will be with him in heaven, that you will no longer suffer?”
– Mimi: “It is my turn to call you poor senseless one! Who tells you that I consider death as the end? On the contrary. My death will be a new and eternal life with God, my Father in order to love, adore and thank him.
“This is why each morning I offer myself with love with my Beloved to God the Father. I offer myself through the hands of Mary Immaculate. In offering myself as victim with my Beloved, I place myself on the same cross and when I have the joy of receiving me, I always hunger for him, this is when we have our little breakfast together. I eat him whole and drink his Precious Blood in order to strengthen me, and, since I am very weak, I need superfeeding. So, he feeds me all day long and sometimes during the night as for a little baby. This meal consists in trials, sufferings, the cross that I always savor and as dessert, he gives me his love in large quantity that I savor fully and sometimes he gives me spiritual treats. After all this, how would you want me to doubt his infinite mercy? His love for me, after so many signs of his love?”
– Jesus: “Thank you, my Beloved, thank you for your love. A little secret : you know when you offer yourself with me to my Father as a little host of love, my Father accepts it and eats you with me.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, excuse me but I don’t understand very well what you mean. In eating us as a host of love, does God the Father need food like we, his creatures need to feed on your body and your Precious Blood?”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, your reasoning is rather simple, like that of a child. I am right in calling you at times my little baby. Don’t forget that we, the three persons of the Blessed Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit are one. How could you want me as the victim Son, giving myself as food to souls, that I not give the first portion to my Father?
“And that better portion is the total giving of my whole being of all my love. All he needs from us is love that is pure, sincere, faithful, a total giving of our whole being out of love. He is a God of love. He is all loving. He asks of us only to love him. His food is only love. He is consoled by our love. Like you, he hungers for his Son, Jesus the Host, and for his little host of love.”
Thursday 7 January 1960
– Mimi: “Thank you, my God, for helping me to get up. No one can know what I am suffering.”
It’s snowing. I watched the beautiful snow falling.
– Mimi: “How beautiful! Thank you my God. How good of you to allow the snow to fall and purify the earth. I take the opportunity to offer you as many acts of love, acts of contrition, acts of thansgiving as there is snow that is falling.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if all the souls accepted snow as a means of purification, it would be very consoling and easy for us. However, it’s the other way round. Humans rebel and blaspheme, become impatient. Only the pure of heart, the simple, the little children rejoice. How many take advantage of the snow under the pretext that we must enjoy the beautiful nature and then go on reprehensible trips and do not return with a clean soul. Poor senseless people! They forget that we see everything and cannot be deceived.”
Friday 8 January 1960
– Mimi: After confession, I was meditating on the infinite mercy of God for me and for our poor souls.
– Mimi: “Thank you my God for your infinite mercy. It is with love and repentance that, at the moment of absolution, I approach you.”
Following the advice of my director, I place myself with my gentle heavenly Mother at the foot of the cross near my Beloved and lovingly kiss his wounds, especially the open wound of his Divine Heart where I draw forth with delight the Precious Blood of my Beloved in order to be purified of all my sins and to be offered to my Eternal Father with my Beloved.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, thank you for pouring your Blood on my soul and inundate it with your merciful love. Do not allow, my Beloved, your Precious Blood to flow uselessly on my soul. I thirst for your Precious Blood. Let me quench my thirst and may each drop purify me.”
While I recite the act of contrition, my director gives me absolution, in his name, by forgiving my sins. How beautiful, how great is the sacrament of Penance where the merciful love is shown, considers our miseries, our weaknesses. I feel so close to him with all my miseries and weaknesses.
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, the more you are aware of your miseries, your weaknesses, your sufferings, your falls, the closer I am to you in order to help you, when you approach me with love and confidence in my merciful love. If all souls could understand and have total confidence in my Merciful and infinite love for each soul.”
Saturday 9 January 1960
– Mimi: I am so happy to receive him that I would like to share my happiness with everyone.
– Mimi: “I would like to travel the earth in order to give you glory, ô my God. To preach your love, to glorify your infinite mercy on your children, the most miserable ones, I being among the latter. Thank you my God. Thank you my Beloved. My Beloved, when you are present in me and that I am so happy, does my director also experience happiness?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, when I do you a favor, when I grant you a special grace, do you think I forget your director? In that case, where would the spiritual union of your two souls be, souls that I am guiding towards me, that I am feeding each day with my love through suffering, through the love of the cross?
“My dear little spoiled child, don’t you believe that I carry both of you in my Divine Heart? If you could understand how far my love goes for you, privileged souls. My dear little girl, you didn’t deserve so many favors. Your gentle heavenly Mother interceded so much for you and your director as well. He was faithful in following our directives, our advice. He even went ahead of our least desires. He accepted this mission of directing your soul, to render it just as we had foreseen from all eternity. It isn’t always easy, agreeable for him, especially in struggles with your enemy.
“He accepts everything with resignation, with love, in order to accomplish our Holy Will over him and over you. And you, my dear little spouse, now that your director has attached you to the cross with me, you are accomplishing our Holy and Adorable Will, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
“My Beloved, this is how I carry with love in my Heart the little souls who have become hosts of love, victims, cooperating with me in the salvation of souls.
“Fear not. You are both in my Heart full of love for you and I will jealously keep you here forever. Thank you, my two little children whom we love. Thank you for consoling us endlessly with your love of suffering and of the cross, accepted with love under the affectionate gaze of your gentle heavenly Mother for our glory.”
Sunday 10 January 1960
– Mimi: Great moral sufferings accompanied by physical sufferings. I was so exhausted. I was crying like a baby.
– Mary: “Come, my dear little girl, cry, yes, cry near your gentle heavenly Mother. Tell me your sorrow. I understand and I love you. I am also suffering with you. I am weeping but I bow before the adorable Will of God for you, his privileged child of his merciful love.
“My Motherly Heart suffers with you. I watch your tears that I keep like precious pearls in order to offer them, purified with the tears of love that my Divine Son shed for you and for souls. Take courage. It won’t perhaps be too long now before God the Eternal Father will call you to him forever. To console you, think of the day when I will come and get you with your Beloved spouse. Think of it. Your heavenly Mother coming to get you. And I will be near you at your last moment. I will cradle you. I will remain by your side like on the day of your baptism because each day, uniting your sufferings with those of my Divine Son, you have remained constanly near me, near the cross and you have consoled the heart of a tearful Mother.”
Monday 11 January 1960
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if all souls understood the value of the cross, the richness of suffering, it is on their knees and with their arms stretched out towards heaven that they would ask for this treasure in order to keep it forever. It is the contrary that takes place. If humans do not want the cross and do not accept suffering as a means of sanctification, they forget the road that I chose for them out of love, in order to open the gates of heaven for them, to give them happiness for all eternity. Poor senseless people, they believe that they were created to enjoy everything without any suffering. What is the suffering of mankind compared with my suffering, my passion, my death on the cross? And yet, I accepted it all out of love. Who can understand the total gift of Infinite Love? Of the love of God the Eternal Father for souls? Of the presence of the Holy Spirit in souls? The world searches for peace, asks for peace. Where do they look for it? What they need first of all is peace of soul, of the heart, of the spirit.
“The wound that is causing humanity to suffer is pride, yes, pride that lost the world. Mankind believes it is god, a god of riches by stripping the little, the poor, and destroying all that God has made, beauty, goodness, purity in souls. We even abuse the word ‘love’, and use it to offend me.The god of speed to destry all that came out of the hands of God, the Creator. Speed to destroy fellow beings and their property. They believe that through speed, they can create things. Poor senseless people! They claim victory in seeing progress, sky scrapers, their idols, planes to satisfy their pride as little geniuses.They don’t understand that everything coming out of the hands of man was preceded by the Spirit of God.
“The Creator, the Master and King of heaven and earth is the domain that God the Father lends his children out of pure goodness and that we must leave behind one day at God’s order. Because of their indifference and ambition, the world deserves a chastisement.
“God does not condemn progress. He even encourages it, inspires it. What he condemns is the forgetfulness, the contempt of God, the lack of gratitude to the Supreme Being, the Father, our Creator, the Master of all things, the King of heaven and earth.
“What would the world say if we decided on day to treat them the same way they are treating us?
“If I closed the door of my love, of my infinite mercy?”
Tuesday 12 January 1960
– Mimi: A nurse phoned me to tell me that it was my duty to go to the hospital for another operation.
– Nurse: “You don’t have the right to give up. It is a slow suicide.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what must I do? You know in what situation I am in. I can’t leave my sick mother by herself. Think of me!”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, your suffering belongs to me. So, wait for now. If it is a crime for you according to the doctors to refuse to undergo this serious operation, the crime will be greater for them to attempt the operation. One chance in a hundred, therefore 99 against you. Fear not. I am always with you for our union is love in suffering, therefore, an exchange. When I love you, you suffer. When you suffer, I love you. Isn’t it marvellous!
“My Beloved, a new suffering will be added to so many others, that of criticism from the doctors, family, friends concerning your illness. He who is working for me and has the responsibility of your little soul will remain faithful and a few little souls who follow you and have the same ideal as you and are walking on the road of suffering. The judgment of the world is of no importance.”
“My Beloved, I followed the painful road to calvary and with your mission as victim you must follow me. So, my little host of love, my little victim, don’t leave me, remain attached to the cross. I love you so, my little G…. mine alone forever.”
Wednesday 13 January 1960
– Mimi: Seeing that my director had a very sore leg, I asked my gentle heavenly Mother to watch over him.
– Mimi: “You know how happy he is to bring me your Jesus he loves so much. Do not, with the Blessed Trinity, allow him to fall. Please help him walk. I trust in you, my gentle heavenly Mother and I thank you.”
– Mary: “My dear little one, fear not! I am watching over him and protecting him. I am carrying him in my Motherly arms. In spite of his old age, he is still the child that we love because he suffers with resignation out of love for souls.”
Thursday 14 January 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I love you. I will never cease telling you this over and over again.”
Since a ray of Jesus’ love penetrated my poor little soul during communion, it is a martyrdom to live without him. I am never satisfied. His gentle visit is awaited with joy, with impatience and I am so happy to be with him, my love.
Friday 15 January 1960
– Mimi: “My gentle heavenly Mother, please offer me with your Jesus to God the Father. I am suffering so much today.”
Physical and moral suffering plus the person who was making me suffer the most said to me : “I find that you look pitiful.”
Exhausted, I was going to reply to her remarks. But, suddenly, my Beloved was there.
– Jesus: “My dear little one, don’t cry. I am here. I see everything. I hear everything and I love my little host of love. My Beloved, to glorify my Father, you must follow me. Don’t forget that we are both on the same cross out of love for our Father and for souls. During my passion, how many persons had pity on me?”
Saturday 16 January 1960
– Mimi: A friend phoned me to tell me she was going on a trip to Rome.
– Mimi: “So, we are two travellers. You are leaving for the eternal city and I am preparing myself for a trip to the eternal life.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, indeed, a trip with me to be happy for all eternity. I am counting the days when our love, our union will be perfect in the glory of our Father. Think of it, my dear little spouse, both of us, at home in the dwelling of our Father. How anxious I am! No matter what you are suffering at this moment, the greater your suffering, the more agreeable you are to my Father because you resemble me and by accepting everything out of love, you console him, such a loving Father, Infinitely Good and so forgotten, so unknown to souls.”
Sunday 17 January 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, help me please, come to my aid. I am caught in an interior storm. My boat is drifting and you seem to be sleeping.”
– Jesus: “My dear little girl, if you believe that your boat is drifting, nothing obliges you to remain in it if you are in danger. Jump into the infinite ocean of my mercy. Between us, it seems that I am sleeping but my Heart is watchful.”
Monday 18 January 1960
– Mimi: I was meditating about my life.
– Mimi: “Why, my Beloved, did I begin so young to offend you and why did you wait such a long time for me ?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, is every young child responsible for the sorrow he causes his parents? Is he always conscious of the gravity of his actions? I waited such a long time for you because I wanted your little heart free, don’t forget it. You are the child of Mercy, the cherished child of my Father, infinite goodness, God of love.”
Tuesday 19 January 1960
– Mimi: I was getting ready to write. My enemy hates this. He said:
– Satan: “Poor little girl, you should be afraid of dying. You sinking deeper and your torment will be greater than another because in writing you are misleading your director, you will scandalize certain souls who will read all your lies. You are harming religion, you are taking advantage of your graces. This is why your God is rejecting you and will judge you severely.”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, how jealous is the evil one! My dear little host of love, who is going to judge you? Him or us? My Beloved, don’t be disturbed by his lies. He hates it when you write because you are in our hands a small instrument working for the glory of God and of souls. My dear little spouse, is God the Father going to begin judging the Holy Spirit? Is he going to condemn a soul that follows his advice and walks constantly under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. The Spirit of God is a Spirit of Truth, Peace and Strength.”
Wednesday 20 January 1960
– Mimi: He asks me to apply on a sick person a few strands of my hair.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, what can hair do for a sick person?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, it isn’t the matter that counts. It’s the obedience, the humility. Remember Bernadette at Lourdes! My Beloved, I don’t need your hair to do marvellous things. I wanted to assure myself of your fidelity, your entire submission to our Holy Will.
“My dear little host of love, always remain submissive and continue to obey blindly like a small child.”
Thursday 21 January 1960
– Mimi: Painful moment for me during great temptations.
Finally, I lovingly kiss our little crucifix and recite the beautiful prayer of total giving. I am so happy and it is through this offering that I find each day the necessary strength to accomplish my duties.
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, you are not alone in experiencing happiness. We also are rejoicing from the total giving of your whole being. You console us by giving us the greatest sign of your love. This beautiful prayer will be a source of blessings descending on souls, especially souls of the most hardened sinners. By uniting this prayer to the effusion of the Precious Blood of my divine Son, you will obtain great conversions and graces for the dying. Through this prayer, this offering with my divine Son, souls will be inundated by my Merciful Love.”
Friday 22 January 1960
– Mimi: I was meditating on the love of God for me, of his infinite mercy.
I was weeping for joy at the thought that, out of love, he was giving me his divine Son as a Spouse, as a daily companion, and again, out of love, he was giving me the same share as his divine Son by giving me the love of suffering, of the cross. Always out of love, he gave me a Mother who loves me and protects me.
– Mimi: “Thank you my God, my Father.”
– Jesus: “Why yes, my Beloved, we love you. With your gentle heavenly Mother, recite on this day the Magnificat saying humbly : My soul glorifies God for he has done and will do a lot for my soul, poor little creature in his powerful arms. My Beloved, each day, you recite the beautiful prayer of total giving. You console us so much and we are almost obliged to give you more, to fulfill your needs, to give you more for the souls for whom you suffer and love. Thank you, my Beloved, thank you. My dearly Beloved, by giving more, you will receive the royal gift of the cross and your sufferings will be accepted as jewels.”
Saturday 23 January 1960
– Mimi: “My God, my Beloved, would you please heal my director. He is suffering a lot.”
– Eternal Father: “My Beloved, I cannot do so at this moment. With your request, it is as if you were asking me to remove my divine Son from the cross. What will the victim become without the cross? What would our team work become? My Beloved, if you have an ideal to reach in order to save souls, think that your director, with his priesthood, has a greater one. He knows this and understands. He accepts it. He is too generous to dare ask for relief or healing. At his age, he knows the road to happiness, love in suffering, love of the cross. My dear little one, I beg you, let us act in him. What we are doing for him does not concern you.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, forgive me. I didn’t want to offend you. If I asked you to heal him, it wasn’t only for me. I was thinking of the souls who need his services during the Great Mission. My Beloved, you said once : Ask and you shall receive!”
– Jesus: “My dear little host of love, my Beloved, if I spoke to you this way, it was to help you understand the value of the priest, the grandeur of the priesthood, the ideal that every priest should have, the love of suffering and of the cross for the salvation of souls.
“It is at every moment of his life that the priest must offer himself as a victim. How many neglect this. They only offer themselves at the moment of the Holy Sacrifice. You know, my Beloved, a victim soul is never treated the same way as others, and when it is marked by God the Father, it always remains his victim of love during all eternity. Come, my little G…. don’t cry. You know, your director is a soul chosen by us to cooperate with us in the salvation of souls. A victim soul. This is why we have chosen him to direct your little soul, for he knows very well how a victim soul must walk on the road to calvary, the painful road of the cross. To follow me, to go to my beloved Father, only the love of God and of souls can help a victim soul in having a spiritual ideal and in attaining it for the greater glory of God the Eternal Father and our Father.
“Now, my dear little host of love, I don’t forbid you to ask me to relieve your director and during a time of respite that I will grant him, I will deposit on you the greater part of his sufferings. For, the team must work continually; he will also have his share of suffering. My Beloved, do you accept this offer?”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, you know very well that I accept. Why do you ask?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, if I asked you for this, it was in order to respect your freedom and make sure of your love. I thank you, my Beloved, my little host of love.”
Sunday 24 January 1960
– Mimi: I was suffering terribly. I could hardly breathe.
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I love you.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse. I am looking at you lovingly and at the most critical moments, come and simply look at our little crucifix, kiss it lovingly and tell me that you love me, adding :
“Here I am, my God, Father most Holy, my Father. Accept me with your divine Son. I am here to do your Holy Will. Receive me from the hands of Mary Immaculate.”
“My dear little host of love, we must often give thanks to God the Father for his love, his infinite mercy towards souls, especially yours that cost us so much. Your director has played an important part and we thank him because he cooperated with us in saving your little soul and in giving it to us.”
Monday 25 January 1960
– Mimi: Someone was scolding me.
– Jesus: “My Beloved, would you like to please me and show me how much you love me? When you receive undeserved scoldings, insults, injustices, accept everything with more love and say to me interiorly ‘Thank you, my love’ and if possible, after each injustice, go kiss the forehead of the person who hurts you. And think of me, of my silence in front of my enemies, in front of your past conduct and even today, I sometimes close my eyes on your imperfections and negligence. I love you so much, my little host of love, all mine.
“My dear little spouse, see how far my love for you goes. Even with your failures you console me because I recognize your profound misery. You console us because we are able to work freely in your soul. Humility is the foundation of all spiritual life. It is the link that unites the love of God to his creature. With a soul without faults, without sins, the mercy of the Father would be difficult but not impossible. What use would my Blood have on a soul that has no faults?
“How can the Holy Spirit operate in a soul that believes it is perfect? If today you have become my little spouse, it is because you no longer have any belongings.
“With the grace of God, with my love and the work of the Holy Spirit, without forgetting our little instrument (your director) who directed your little soul, you emptied yourself so that we might take possession of it forever. When we enter a soul, it is in order to make it beautiful, to embellish it through the love of suffering, the love of the cross in order to purify it. And when a soul is convinced of the love of the Father, the Son and Holy Spirit, when it believes that Mary Immaculate is really its Mother, that suffering is a precious gift, that the cross is a Royal Gift of love, then, the soul becomes our instrument, our victim, our host of love.”
Tuesday 26 January 1960
– Mimi: A nurse told me I was working too much. She said :
– Nurse: “You must be very, very careful. Your heart isn’t strong. Pretty soon, the ‘sparteins’ won’t have any effect.”
This made me smile. To take so many precautions for such a little heart. I answered her laughing :
– Mimi: “Don’t worry! My little heart is still strong enough to contain the love of my Beloved.”
Wednesday 27 January 1960
– Jesus: “You know my Beloved, privileged souls that I claim always have a seal from heaven in their soul, in their heart that is but a murmur of love. Their eyes reflect love, peace like a tiny baby sleeping in the arms of its mother. This is why people take advantage of these little souls. Sometimes, people become stingy in the presence of these little souls especially at the moment of their death. The devil takes advantage of this situation to set a final trap in order to turn the little soul away from God.
“There should not be many persons near the dying except our representative and people with enough faith, piety, and religious conviction, love of God, of charity in order to leave this little soul free to open up to the love of God till the end without any intervention. How many people are harmful to our representative in the presence of the dying and at times, crying and overreacting are what cause it. After that, people say : ‘It is resting in peace’ Poor little soul, after hearing this. We must be very careful when we bless the sick with holy water for tears, etc, are sincere, human, but there are also the devil’s tricks trying to steal a soul from us.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, when I die, will there be many people?”
– Jesus: “My Beloved, during our intimate moments, are there witnesses? Except for your director when we are working as a team. The moment of your death will be our perfect union. Therefore, no witnesses, except for your director who will give us your little soul entrusted to him in a special manner. You will be surprised to notice that there will be a more invisible presence than people by your side at your demise. When God the Father will call you to his side forever, your director will present you, offer your little soul that your gentle heavenly Mother will take and with her divine Son will offer to God the Father. Your guardian angel will be at your side with your Patron Saint and Saint Ann whom you loved so much, your little sister, Saint Thérèse, Saint Michael, your friend.
“Meditate this picture and reread these pages in which you can catch a glimpse of your entrance with your Beloved into your Father’s house, the God of love who, by his power, made you his little host of love.”
Thursday 28 January 1960
– Mimi: Another nurse told me :
– Nurse: “If you don’t take it easy, you are going to crash!”
– Mimi: “To be sure, nurse, if I fall, I won’t fall alone for my Beloved is carrying me in his arms, and if this happens, do you think that my gentle heavenly Mother won’t come to my aid, seeing her Jesus and her little girl falling, her two children? You know, nurse, after encountering the love of God, it won’t be so painful as that to fall in his arms forever. I am looking forward to that day.
Friday 29 January 1960
– Mimi: “My Beloved, where are we going today to save souls?”
– Jesus: “Wherever you want, my Beloved.”
– Mimi: “My Beloved, I am not worthy to tell you where I would like to go with you. All I want is to do your Holy Will. My Beloved, look at the bottom of my little heart. You know that I want to go and live with you forever.”
– Jesus: “My dear little spouse, I know that you are not worthy of so many favors, but with your Spouse, be simple, accept what I give you out of love.”
Saturday 30 January 1960
– Jesus: “Now that you are all mine and that I am all yours, your wishes are mine. Your miseries but especially your smallness attracts me, almost obliges me to answer your least desires and sometimes your whims. Spoiled child of my merciful love, cherished child of my Father, pampered child of my divine Mother, privileged child of the Holy Spirit. If you really want to please my Father and show us your gratitude for so many favors, offer yourself often, very often by reciting the beautiful and moving prayer of total giving.
“We are expecting a lot from this masterpiece of the Holy Spirit. With this prayer, you are our instruments within our hands. With this prayer, there is the greatest homage you can offer my Father in accepting his Holy Will out of love, by giving him everything out of love, blessed child of our love.”
Sunday 31 January 1960
– Mimi: I often ask him to always be with him, near him, to follow him like a shadow. Before the Majesty, the clarity of his glory, I am but a little shadow, unseen, hidden from the sight of human beings. I follow him constantly. I love him so.
– Jesus: “Why yes, my little host of love, you are closer to me than your shadow. You are all mine, I am in you and you in me out of love. When I accepted you as a spouse, as a host of love, there was no shadow between us. There was a bond, a total gift of love forever and the day you die will be the day of our perfect union forever, union of love with the infinite love of God, union of love with the Son out of love of the cross, love of souls, total gift out of love. Except for your director, no one could know how far went our love for you and no one will be able to guess the love that you have for us and your life will be like a shadow in the shadow of our love and your death will go by like a breath of perfect love. How I look forward to this, my dear little host of love.”
